Purposely Humiliating Myself through SPH

I chose to humiliate myself over my lack of penis size, intentionally in front of the worst person possible to see me in all my non-glory.

Chapter 1 by Xirix7 Xirix7

For a few years I had been turned on by the thought of my being humiliated by my lack of penis size, with fantasies of being to strip by some bitch and then laughed as she pointed down at my penis. I had kept this to myself and never shared (at first) this fetish with others such as my girlfriend.

One summer I had an opportunity to purposely humiliate myself, and in front of the worst person

I purposely placed myself nude, head to toe, in front of my girlfriend, and the girl who was going with my girlfriend's ex-boyfriend. It occurred to me that for this particular girl to see me in the nude, in that my girlfriend used to date her boyfriend, would humiliate me beyond belief, especially in her mind. I thought about the "sting" of the humiliation, and how I would love to experience it. But I would have to accept that after what happened, happened, I would be something of a laughing-stock to any of the women she might have shared with my size. That in fact frightened me, but I so badly wanted the humiliation.

It happened when I was at the edge of a hot tub in the evening, and I had to pretend I was deep into listening to music so I didn't know my girlfriend and her ex's new girlfriend were approaching. I presumed they would have believed I was in a swim suit. This had been on my mind for about 20 minutes, when I guessed they would eventually walk out together to find me. If they knew I knew they were coming out, it wouldn't have worked, because there would have been no reason for me to be in the hot tub in the nude.

When I knew them to be twenty feet from the hot tub, I continued to bob my head to the music, pretending to be lost in the moment, and I intentionally got out of the hot tub and turned toward them and bam! I'm totally nude and the girl who's dating my girl's ex sees I am totally un-hung and busts up laughing and pointing at my small penis. She didn't make a SPH symbol, but she did say, in front of my girlfriend, OMG Tom isn't hung at all! This was especially humiliating because the girl doing this to me is standing next to my girl, and they both shared the same guy who I knew was definitely hung. I reacted with total (intentional) humiliation. I think I made the girl's year. My girlfriend was equally humiliated, my being outed as small hung in front of the worst possible person; the girl going with the guy she used to fuck, and both of them now knowing I wasn't a real man.

What's next?

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