New world bnwo

Hello this is my story of how I became a god and implanted bnwo in the world, it all starts in december 2021 it was the 24th of christmas eve i was alone in my house my wife had left me for a woman i had no relatives because i went abandoned at the orphanage and I stayed there until I was 18 I was always a socially displaced person but until I managed to overcome some barriers and conquer some things, but in the last few months my life was a big puddle of shit, a new boss took over and she was a I was a rabid feminist and hated myself and made my life hell, and when I got home my wife was ignoring me more and more and acting like a bitch, until the day came when she left a letter saying she was leaving and left the document of divorce, a week later she came out as a lesbian and filed a lawsuit against me taking my house and half of my assets, my boss found out about this story and started tormenting me and demeaning me as a man at work, this was so much pressure that soon I started drinking, and I went more and more to bars on the weekend, one day leaving there I went through a dark alley and in the background I heard a moan then I saw a blonde beauty with a sculptural body naked and then I saw three big and strong black men getting close to her, soon I hid and they didn't realize my presence soon they lowered their pants and big anacondas appeared between her legs, that scared me but I couldn't stop looking at those huge penises, and when I turned my gaze to the blonde she was mesmerized by the black cocks soon she started to suck each one of them with a frightening passion, she tried to go to the bottom but clearly she didn't have the capacity after she sucked them for 30 minutes each one spurted his seed in her body she had never seen so much cum in my life, she was completely covered by the sperm of these black men, after they got dressed the blonde didn't clean herself and just wore the clothes proudly showing all the seed she received I saw a symbol that left me confused it was a symbol of spades ♠️ with a Q in the center, when they finished getting dressed and left I went home very excited, and I immediately went to the computer and opened it on xvideos but today was different that scene wouldn't get out of my head and in the search bar I put Black man for the first time and I took off my pants and saw my hard penis it wasn't 13 cm long I looked at it and all I remembered was the alley scene, I spent the whole night just watching interracial porn nonstop after exhausting every charge I had in my small balls, I remembered the blonde woman's tattoo and went to research and found out that it was a tattoo that said that she was a queen of spades basically only had sex with black men, I was scared by this but I couldn't stop researching and I kept going more and more background until I got to a theme called bnwo or Black new world order and after getting to that theme my life changed completely.