Mom and son love (Old story)

I am 20 years old boy I still live with my mom. There's no one in my family except me and her. I stand at 180cm so pretty tall but mom is what many would call an Amazon she was so big that people would not believe it. Mom is 240cm tall and is the most muscular woman I have ever seen. With her incredibly big and ripped arms, chiseled brick 8 pack abs, really broad shoulders, super ripped and big back, tree trunk like legs and her female pecs that are so big people mistake them for big tits except they are pure muscle. Mom is 49 years old and in couple months she would be 50. Despite her ridiculous muscles seriously she is so big she could compete against men and win, mom has really pretty feminine face of a MILF. Mom is both the beauty and the beast, her body screams strength yet she is like moms are. She is super caring, supportive etc.

When I was a kid I thought she was badass, while in teenage years I felt always embarrassed and awkward. Now for the last 3 years I have looked at her differently. She is superhot I know she is my mom I am not supposed to get these feelings but I always get a hard erection when ever I see her muscles and feel warmth when I see her smile. And despite getting older she still looks just amazing as she did in her 30s, in a way I think she even looks better now than then. She is like a fine wine she gets better with age, she is one of the few people who peak at an older age I can tell it.

Now I am thinking that I don't want to move I want to stay here with her.