Mom’s New Little Gurl …

“I TOLD YOU JOHNNY … CLEAN UP OR GET OUT, this is your LAST WARNING YOUNG MAN.“

I stood there seething with anger towards my beautiful mother, how could she MAKE ME do anything? Let alone become her “ Daughter “ … that’s just crazy .

I turned around towards mom ready to yell something back at her but all I saw was my bedroom door being slammed shut, while hearing her still talking to herself as she walks down the stairs… “ I CAN make that boy, MY little GURL if I really want to or he can GET OUT of this house and fend for himself “.

Listening to what she was saying made me rethink about what I was about to say, I realized that I needed a place to stay and food to eat, I was way old enough to work but I had no job and was not looking for one.

Calming myself down, I waited for a good half hour before going downstairs and finding my mom, she was sitting at her computer and typing away at something, as I approached her I said in a more calm and timid voice “ mom … Mommy … I’m sorry for the way I was earlier towards you, will you forgive me please ? “.
Normally this works right away but this time she looked at me with tears in her eyes and shook her head no as she tells me … “ I’m sorry honey, I have TRIED and TRIED to get you to hep out and get a job or at least clean up around here and cook sometimes, you know just help out instead of just doing what you want to do. I am going to have to kick you out and just pay and cook and clean up everything by myself and you will have to grow up and make your own way out there “.

As mom pointed to the front door and she stood up and kissed me on my cheek and turned me around and pushed me out of her room, before I could even say anything, she ends with “ I wish you would have done anything I told you to do Johnny and then it wouldn’t have been this way but it’s too late now. “

I turn around to reply to her but her bedroom door slammed shut in my face, I was scared at this point, she has never gone this far and so I raise my voice so she can hear me and say “ IM SORRY MOM … I will do ANYTHING you want me to do if you just let me stay with you “.

I then heard the door handle rattling and opening, there mom stood staring at me and only said one word … “ ANYTHING ? “ .
I quickly shook my head yes and replied again with “ Anything Mom … ANYTHING “ .

Mom stood there smiling at me and kissed my cheek softly again and whispered in my ear …” you are going to become my little gurl Johnny, and help mommy take care of everything and everyone ! We start tonight with a few cd’s I want you to listen to when you go to sleep . Also I will display pictures on your computer and they are NOT to be removed for any reason .”