Love Me Harder

l opened the door and slammed it behind me, after throwing my keys down on the small table by the entrance.

I pulled out my phone from my pocket and started dialing her number. Putting the phone up to my ear, I waited for an answer "sorry, I'm not home right now..."

l am not leaving another message. After pacing back and forth for a while, I tried again but got the same result. Three unsuccesstul attempts later, my anger got the best of me.

So I threw my phone at the wall, completely destroying it in the process. But that didn't make me feel any better, so I went up to wall and started pounding on it with both my fists until they were bloody.

The pain in my hands was to get to much, so I stopped and the pain was starting to make them feel numb from the blood lose.

As numbness finally stoped somewhat, I pressed my forehead against the wall and let hands fall and side down the wall to my sides. Painting the the wall in the process, I just stood there thinking about how fuck my life was, my eyes closed for few moments then tears started falling until I couldn't hold them back anymore but I'm not sure what the crying is for.

The pain from my hands or my heart, then after I don’t know maybe a hour or so, the tears started to dry up and the anger subsided. I turned around, then put my back against the blood stained wall and started to side down it.

As I sat on the floor, the front door began to open and revealed the last person I wanted to see right now.

"I'm home" ashley said as she walked into the apartment and closed the door behind her. Putting her keys down by mine, she started walking towards me but instead of stopping to look at me.

I watched her keep walking until she reached her bedroom, once she got there. Ashley turned to look at me, if only for a split second and then went into her room, shutting the door behind her.

I didn't turn away, even after she left but as my eyes grow tried of staring, my gaze finally started to move. Only to go back, once again after hearing the sound of a door starting to open.

Then comes out beautiful girl but then again everyone caller her that and maybe I’m not even the only person that has seen her this way today. She came out with nothing on but a beautiful smile and body one could only dream of, she was slim but tone with beautiful milky skin. Strawberry blonde hair that went don’t almost to firm butt, she wasn’t very tall but she was everything I wanted but didn’t have or at least not really.

As she walked towards me, I couldn't look away and as If to stop me from saying saying anything. She ran her hands against my chest and kneeled before me "You no longer belong to her" after saying that she sat on top of me and wrapped her arms around my neck.

I was thinking that it’s was true but I’m not your either, before I could say it out loud she pressed her finger against my lips (no talking) is all she said before pulling me in to a kiss as we started kissing I tried to lift my arms but she stopped me and put her hands on my face and rubbed my cheeks "there is no need for you help, let your baby girl do all work tonight".

I guess I answered because she took off my shirt and started kissing my neck slow and ran her fingers through my hair then rubbed my shoulder while kissing and moving her hands down my sides and up my chest slowly.

She grabbed my hair and shoved her tongue into my mouth and we kissed like two lovers who haven’t seen each other in years. She taking control but I guess I’ll let it slide until later maybe if this continues I’ll just let her do everything for the night like she’s wants but I either was I really don’t what this to end.

This whole time big breasts which I can only describe as fluffy clouds were pressed against me and I wish I could grab them but I’ll listen to her this time so I can’t move my arms just yet and grab them.

She started to pull away and as are lips parted she looked me in the eyes as if she was telling me everything is going to be okay from now on. Then she lifted my hand and rubbed her face with it, my blood was dried so it was coming of but she starting to lick them one by one before put my fingers into her mouth and shucking on them (that’s really…) I didn’t finish my thoughts because she stood up and left me there.

After a few minutes she came back with towel and again i tried to move but she put her hands on my shoulders to keep me in place. While looking down at me she said (daddy I told you let your baby girl do everything tonight, when I said that I meant everything) as smirked at me I swear her eyes looked like diamonds shining or even hearts who knows.

She kneeled in front of me and kept her legs wide open so I had a good view to look at her and her beautiful breasts were swinging up as she wiped down my arms and then worked slowly but steadily to my hands and then after both we’re finally done. She stood up and throw the towel over to the corner of the living room then grabbed my hand to lift me up slightly but she couldn’t quite do it so I pushed my back into the wall to help lift myself up.

After that she lead me the sofa and before I sat down she unbuttoned my pants and pulled everything down in one motion, when she did that she also went down with them so my dick came it and hit her right in the face, I was very hard to say the least, she looked at it then started rubbing it violently (I’m very happy to see you after so long, it’s very big and I can’t believe that tramp didn’t want to keep this…) as if to shut herself up she started shoving it down her throat with no hesitation or resistance.

(Fuck) is all I could muster as she rubbed and sucked my cock like her life depended on it, I was looking down at her wanting to watch her work but she pulled then said (you don’t need to ask anymore daddy).

I didn’t know what that meant but I guess I didn’t care either because as she kneeled there with her mouth open, she started rubbing her breasts together while pinching her hard nipples and stuck her tongue out. I guess she wants me to take control now, as she waited I started thinking and started getting angry but I didn’t know why maybe the silent was making me reflect on my girlfriend or so called girlfriend and I needed to let of steam even if this wasn’t the first time I’m down this it’s still something I had to process before going through with it because this beautiful woman before me wasn’t mine.

As if I came to conclusion I put my dick into her mouth and picked up her hair and wrapped it around my hand then used other hand to push my dick deeper into her mouth.

(I’m starting) is all I said before I started fucking her beautiful mouth harder and harder, I gripped her hair firmly and held her head in place as pounded her mouth faster.

After only a little while she was gagging and started crying at some point but I didn’t stop, I went faster and harder. I didn’t care anymore I just needed to use her and she knew that because never once tried to stop me and only crossed her arms and held firmly under her breasts as I continued to fuck her throat senselessly.

I could feel the air trying to escape and the her trying breath as she tongue wrapped around my cock as if push it back out but I didn’t let her because I couldn’t. Not now after coming this far, I held firm and pulled out fast before ramping it back in and out again before pulling my head back to go as far in as I could and push down her throat.

I know she couldn’t take it anymore, i felt her fading from consciousness but I had to finish before that happened. I looked forward and bent down as I pushed her down deep onto my dick her eyes began to blur, I needed to finish now so I started coming none stop in her mouth (take it… take it my beautiful slut) why did I say that? It wasn’t for her I know but still why was using her?

After finally finishing, I pulled out as quickly as possible and fell to my knees. Semen was still coming out while I was falling so it hit her face as it came down with me, I grabbed her quickly so she wouldn’t collapse as well, so as I was holding her tightly, she began was gasping for air and breathing heavily (did I do good daddy) she said faintly still trying to breathe properly. I started patted her back and held her tightly (you did very good baby, daddy is very proud of you) is all I said to her.

She then wrapped her arms around me and rested her face against my chest, as I ran my fingers through her hair and sat in silence I thought to myself while holding on to each other, the memories of my lost love began to disappear and sure as hell am not letting this girl go because she mine.