Lexxi's Tasks

Since I meet my Mistress a few short weeks ago, I have been in an almost constant state of arousal. I do not even recall my natural state any longer, but whatever it was before M, I do believe that my nipples were not, like now, always seeming to be painfully hard. I would try to blame the weather, but really, it has just been really too hot lately to do so, and, well, really, my desires, my need has grown immensely. Pressure building. Pleasure increasing.

This build up of pleasing pressure is new. My ability to release some of the pressure has been both weakened and strengthened. With my Mistress’s permission, I climax quickly, and afterward I either rapidly return to a state of arousal, or never really leave it. On the other hand. without my Mistress’s permission, or on those occasions when I lack certainty that I have said permission, I have found that I cannot allow myself to release myself, to free myself of this building pressure.

Naturally, then, when I am given certain, let us say, embarrassing tasks, I jump at them faster than I'd ever thought possible. Or, in other words, I do things I would not otherwise do. At least not in public. Well, no, let us be fair, many of the things she has me do are done in private, away from prying eyes.

The latest task, though, is one that will open me up to the possibility, no, the probability of embarrassment. But my need to find and achieve my climax drives me forward into doing insane things. Well, going to the supermarket, or to the office is not exactly insane.