I'd love to suck her cock.

When i was in my mid 20s i lived with this cunt. She would mentally and verbally me every day. There was one day we argued for almost an hour and it almost got physical. So i got the fuck out and took a drive. I went to this store that had all kinds of magazines. I went to the adult section where there was all cock magazines. I was into cock long before i hooked up with thoe opposite sex. Then i saw this magazine called transformation slightly off from the cock magazines and there was what looked like woman on the cover and she was way better looking then my x. So out of curiosity i picked up the magazine that was called transformation. I started flipping through the pages until i saw the page where what appeared to be a woman and i needed to say she and her when i look at what appears to what i see to be a woman. I looked at her and shes got clothes on and i got to the page where she was in her lingerie and she was wearing a black see through bra showing her tits and her tits were nice. I like when a woman wears a see through bra that turns me on. Then i got to the page where she had only had her panties on and shes in her panties theres a bulge in her panties. Im thinking shes got a meaty cunt. Then got to the page where shes totally nude and i got a big surprise amd thought no way shes got a cock. I couldn't stop staring at what looked like a woman whos got tits and a cock. Right away she made my cock rock hard and pulsate right there in the store. For what appeared to be a woman and for my cock to react like that i seriously liked how someone who looks like what appears to woman with tits and a cock could make my cock react like that she made me feel good and i felt right.

I didnt have to think to long if i really liked her i knew she's the woman i needed and she was It was like i was I in the right place at the right time. I was lreliving the day when i was a fortunate young teen and i was in the change room at the public pool and I saw a real mans cock. But this felt way better cuz i could go further and see her in what i can call a real woman.

If my x and i didmt argue so much and didnt have a car i didn't love cock i wouldn't have left that day to go look all cock magazines id never of discovered the woman on the cover of the transformation magazine. I was working and i had money then at the end of the week i bought the transformation magazine. I was still in the parking lot of the store and i pulled the transformation magazine out of the bag and looked real long at how convincing this woman looked and really wanted to believe that im looking at a woman.

As i was driving i thought about how i was abused by my, my sister since i started talking and they played a role in turning me off of the opposite sex when i started my teens. But i had an intrest in cock to back then to. But My mom and my sister were so mean and psychotic i thought mostly all of the opposite sex were like my mom and my sister. And when i lived with my x her was worse then my mom and my sister.

However the only thing that turned me on about the opposite sex were theyre tits. It was strange amd this started when when i was young cuz there was this girl who use to come see me. One day she said lets go to my room. I said no but she pulled my arm amd she was saying. Im so horny over and over. So i gave in and went. She said we have to be quiet cuz my sisters are home. So we quietly went up to her room and no sooner she shut her bedroom door she had her skirt off and she wasnt wearing an undershirt and she had small tits and her nipples were a good size amd they were hard. She was sitting on the bed and she asked. You like my tits? I said yes. She said come over here and put your mouth on my tits. I walked to the bed got on my knees and i put my hands around the sides of her chest then i put my lips on one of her tits and sucked on her nipple. I felt her hard nipple with my tounge. She moaned out that feels so good. Then i looked down and she put her hand down her panties. Then suddenly the door opened and in came her oldest sister she pulled off the horny young girl. I stood up and my cock was hard and you could see that my cock was hard cuz i was wearing tight gym pants. I really liked her small tits and i thought licking her nipple was amazing. From that day on i loved small tits.

As i got older i loved when i saw a woman with a tight tshirt or top and she had small tits and i loved when theyre nipples were hard and i could see the orbes of theyre tits. My cock would get hard but i liked tits only cuz an cunt was an ungly spot for me to look at and didnt turn me on towards the opposite sex.

Returning to my discovery of the transformation magazine.

I found a secluded spot i pulled my super hard and pulsating cock out and i turned to the middle of my proudly purchased transformation magazine to see what i call a woman and turned to the page i loved to see her in her in her lingerie cuz she wearing a see through bra and l love see through bras. I love Her tits there're a nice size not to big. I cant stroke my cock i could only grip my cock and i sometimes squeeze just below the head of my cock and a gob of precum squirted out and i put my precum on my finger and put it in my mouth cuz i loved the way my precum tasted. I loved her in her tight panties and i loved that shes got a bulge in her panties and knowing the reason why theres a bulge in her panties was rewarding. I especially loved when i got to see her completely nude i knew at that moment i was in love. Just to see if the were any more pics of her nude i turned the page cuz when i was in the store i thought there was only one nude pic of her. And when i did turn the page there she is sitting on a chair her legs spread apart and her cock was big thick and hard. I stroked my super hard pulsating cock and in seconds I blew my load. My cum kept exploding out and there was lots of cum cuz i didnt have sex in almost a week. My cock was pulsating for like a minute and my cock stayed super hard for almost 2 minutes. My mind was electrafied cuz i felt such an adrenaline rush amd that was the first time my brain had that much adrenaline all at once. I loved how that felt cuz i love this woman with tits and a cock. I owmed this transformation magazine for almost a year and then i foumd the woman in the transformation magazine in a tits and cocks porn. I use to frequent the porn shops and when i saw the woman in transformation magazine staring in a tits and cocks porn i had to see her. Plus there were 3 other beautiful women in the porn with her. I left work early one day and rented the tits and cocks porn cuz my x was working but she got home from her job before me.

I went home and watched the tits and cocks porn and i had the best afternoon. I jerked off 3 times cuz all the women were smoking hot and even though im not into big tits theyre big tits were fun to look at. I needed to suck her cock and her cock and her cock. I love saying her cock. I love knowing thats a womans cock. This was like being a young teen all over again cuz i loved when my cock was hard all the time.