Female Best friend

Your name is James . You are in college and get along with everybody . But there's one person they you get along with best. It's Emily . You and her are inseparable . Your relationship is quite platonic , to the point where she even asks you for help with other boys.

But ever since you've started college , things aren't like before . As luck would have it , you're in the same class as her. You're a bit of a late bloomer and have finally got into porn and masturbation but boy, are you addicted . You have the drive of a 15 year old and are starting to drool over every girl you see. You sit up late at night till 2:30 watching porn and masturbate at least 5 times a day. You've even started rubbing it out in class and pulling your dick out mid-class secretly.

All this never really bothered you since no one else found out. But since last week , it's like your lust has taken a turn for the worse. You've started fapping to girls whom you know . At first you thought it was healthy , but then you found out that you're ONLY able to fap to girls that you knew. Sadly , Emily is a very innocent and sweet girl, so you don't want to ruin the relationship that you and her share. You try everything you can to turn your lust away from her, but lustful thoughts just can't seem to leave you . You've never really fapped to her yet, but you've been noticing her in different ways , you see parts of her that you never really considered looking at before .

You don't know what to do .