Changes in the Air

The rain patters against your apartment window as you roll out of bed and stumble to the bathroom. You pop open a pill bottle, shake out one small blue pill, and swallow it down with a gulp of water from the faucet. Another day, another buck, you think to yourself as you splash some cold water on your face.

The data center is mercifully quiet and you throw yourself into your work, trying to take your mind off thoughts of your inadequacy.

By the time your shift ends, the gloomy afternoon has faded to a melancholy dusk. You drive to the diner on the corner near your apartment, seeking solace in greasy food. "Hey there honey," coos the cute young redhead waitress as she takes your order. "Coffee to start? And for you - chicken pot pie, coming right up." Her name tag reads "Ashley". She has a warm smile and sparkling green eyes. You perk up a bit. Maybe getting laid might help you feel like a man again.

You flirt shamelessly as she refills your mug, making her giggle and blush. "Got any New Year's plans, Ashley? I'd be happy to take you out dancing if you're free." She looks surprised and delighted. "Gosh, that sounds fun! Yeah, I'd love a date!" She writes her number on your receipt before bringing your pie. Maybe Jenny was wrong, you think. Maybe you're not such a loser after all.

You beat off thinking about sexy Ashley as soon as you get home, cumming hard and feeling a rush of hope and arousal. But as you clean up, you notice something different. Your cock looks...pale. Almost white compared to your tan skin. It's not bigger, but it's definitely paler and smoother too. Weird. Must be from stress or the pill. You shake it off and flop into bed, exhausted.

But as you drift off, your mind drifts to thoughts of sex and women. You pull up some porn on your phone - a gorgeous curvy redhead on her knees. "Mmm, you've got such a yummy little cock," she purrs, stroking it. "I love small dicks, they're so cute! Come on, show me that tiny thing." You stroke yourself as she teases and jokes, getting more and more aroused. "Go ahead and cum for me, give me that little load. I wanna see it." Your orgasm crashes over you as you finish for her. That felt good, you think.