A travel for her memories and feelings

Few days had passed since the famous Kunoichi Uzumaki Naruko Kunoichi had her revelation about her fetish and misogynistic desires.

That book of the fall into submission of a strong woman had been like the breaking of a water dam for her. Once broken there was no going back, and being aware of those desires had caused the girl to start pleasuring herself using her perverted imagination. In turn, this led her to experience pleasure on a level she had never felt before, and that did not diminish over time.

Thanks to that had become typical at this time of night, in Uzumaki Naruko's apartment, female moans could be heard along with the moist fragrance of arousal.

Right now, the famous blonde war hero was on her bed with her pants down like every night, satisfying herself with her fingers going in and out of her soaking wet pussy that to this day (to her regret) remained untouched by any man. she was biting her own shirt to avoid letting out loud moans.

It was very embarrassing when an old man neighbor of hers told her that he didn't know who the person was who watched dirty whores porn without a headset and high volume every night. Maybe it wasn't the case, but Naruko almost panicked when she thought that in a roundabout way he was telling her that he heard her moaning when she touched herself at night.

It was worse when she realized that when the old man called her a dirty whore, Naruko's panties got a little wet.

Since then she tried to keep her mouth shut when she masturbated.

And as masturbation material Naruko used to have that book that started it all. She even bought the video version of that book.

But when that wasn't enough, her mind always helped her.

With her new perspective Naruko usually spent her time imagining situations or remembering occasions from her past that might have triggered one of her fantasies. Or maybe the world around her was already misogynistic and she was just the one who didn't realize it until now.

She remembered the missions of her later years, where she had to be the bodyguard of some men or work with one.

Before her fetish, Naruko would always ignore their attempts to flirt with her and would get annoyed when they tried to overdo it with her, looking at her ass or suggesting that they share rooms. But now when Naruko thought about it, her body would get turned on imagining how those men didn't give a shit that she was the most powerful woman in the world, and preferred to see her as just another girl to fuck. that they ignored that and saw her as a piece of meat made her feel very attractive and horny. now she wasn't resisting their flirtations so much anymore.

Going further back in her memory, she recalled something of her travels with her teacher Jiraiya. The two had stopped at a roadside stand to eat and Naruko met a beautiful and kind woman. But Naruko remembered her especially because the woman had a huge pregnant belly. Naruko and the woman talked for quite a while about various things while Jiraiya and the woman's husband talked to each other, but during the entire conversation the Uzumaki's attention revolved around the woman's belly. At the time Naruko saw it as something curious and interesting, but in retrospect Naruko realized that she actually saw that swollen belly as something captivating and beautiful.

A round, firm, heavy belly, carrying the beautiful miracle of life, surely she looked forward to seeing that baby's face, it was the best definition of what Naruko could classify as feminine. The image of a true woman who was by no means a child like her anymore. A true mature woman. Naruko even rubbed her own stomach when she remembered her, Imagining herself carrying a baby in her womb waiting to be born... And lately she liked the idea of being a mother.

But also the Uzumaki, perhaps subconsciously, liked to see that in a different way.

If that woman was going to have a child, that baby also had a father. there was a man who fucked that woman, who cummed inside her and inseminated her. That huge womb was an undeniable mark that showed everyone that she and her womb already belonged to someone. When the woman and her husband left, the image of him firmly holding her ass and her clinging to him with love and happiness was something that was burned into Naruko's mind and heart.

Today at the thought of that Woman Naruko felt a bit envious.

The Uzumaki's mind went even further back. remembering the time she would spend with her friends after a mission or after training. they would always talk about silly things or complain about something, it was a fun way to kill time. But what caught her attention were the things Sakura and Ino were saying about their plans for the future.

For those two, their plans consisted of becoming chunnin, marrying a handsome boy (they usually talked about Sasuke), retiring from the ninja service along with the missions, the training and the shinobi life in general to spend the rest of their lives as housewives, taking care of their children and their beloved husband. At that moment Naruko, disconcerted, had asked them; because they wanted something like that and to abandon their careers so easily for a marriage? to which both Sakura and Ino answered:

"it is normal to leave the ninja service when you get married, because soon you become pregnant"

"you cannot fight when you have a family to take care of"

"there are very few that can reach high ranks at a young age. if we wait to be jounnins we might not be at the age to find good husbands anymore. you would end up being an old maid"

"when you have children it's hard to train, so why bother to stay a ninja"

"my parents told me that the best way to get a good husband is to be a kunoichi, if you already got married, what's the point of staying a kunoichi?"

All those arguments seem stupid to her, why do you put so much effort into the academy and your training just to get a man?

Naruko, as well as Tenten and Temari (with whom they sometimes coincide when she came to the village), always saw Sakura and Ino as simple girls without many goals. For the three of them their idea of being housewives was silly and that they would never look for something like that.

But now that vision was changing in favor of Sakura and Ino.

Temari, who claimed to have no interest in such cheesiness, from one moment to the next she married Shikamaru, left the ninja service and was currently a housewife with her 4-month-old son. The last time they spoke, Naruko reminded her of that talk of Sakura and Ino's goals and how ironic her situation was, joking about how she sure felt pretty silly for what she said at the time.

Instead of receiving a retort from that proud woman, Temari gave Naruko the reason that at the time she was kind of silly for considering marriage and motherhood something to reject. And the sand blonde had said that while holding her baby in her arms in front of Naruko.

Her other friend Tenten also seemed to be changing her mind about that lately.

Naruko had recently met up with the brunette for drinks. Tenten was one of the few kunoichis Naruko knew who took her training seriously. from morning till evening, honing her skills. She cared more about her ninja skills and weapons than her clothes and accessories like Sakura and ino. the brunette would even soon be taking her elite jounin exam soon. She was doing quite well with her training and with her missions, but between drinks, she confessed to the Uzumaki that she was worried about her love life.

She told Naruko that recently one of her classmates at the academy had just gotten married. That normally wouldn't bother her, but it seemed like the problem was that all her friends were getting married and starting families while she had never even had a boyfriend and felt like she was being left behind. That she tried dating some nice guys she knew who she considered to be very good matches. These were mostly former classmates in her academy days or men she met on her missions and worked with in the past.

But the problem was that all of them were already a couple. When Tenten tried to work something out with them, it turns out that they were starting to date and get engaged to other girls who were interested in them. The most important fact for Naruko was that those girls who got boyfriends and husbands were mere chunnins who thought the same as Sakura and Ino about their ninja careers.

Naruko discovered that the girls who thought more about boys and getting married were the ones who got the good matches and had boyfriends. while girls like Tenten or herself who devoted a lot of time to their training and career were still single.

In a way, the blonde Uzumaki found that the phrase: "enter the academy and become Kunoichi to find a good husband" now made more sense when you knew that those girls met their boyfriends in the academy or on missions together.

Tenten told her in that meeting that she feared that if she didn't stop devoting so much time to her ninja training, she might not be able to get a boyfriend or get married. envying never being able to be the bride when she went to weddings.

Although she did not express it, Naruko understood Tenten well. The blonde throughout her life had been considered a tomboy with no feminine side whatsoever. But for a while now she had been wondering what it would be like to get married. wear beautiful makeup for the first time, wear a beautiful wedding dress that shows off her normally hidden figure (maybe showing some cleavage of her breasts), walk down the aisle in a pair of high heels, stand in front of someone who will become her husband and give the: "I do" and be kissed by him.

Like Tenten, Naruko also wanted to live that moment.

The last thing Tenten said to the blonde was that she envied her for having Hinata, the eldest son and heir of the Hyuuga family ,in love with her and having a very good future husband almost assured.

Naruko didn't know about Hinata's feelings for her. He was a good person and she didn't mind the idea of marrying him. But she had heard things about that clan. rumors about their supposed traditional values about women and any married woman within that clan was doomed to nothing but bear children and serve her husband.

.... Maybe Naruko could try to reciprocate Hinata’s feelings to see what would happen.

and one of her last memories was about her academy days, with her sensei Mizuki.

At that time many in the village hated and despised Naruko, but Mizuki was the only one who didn't and treated her with decency, add to the situation that he was a bit handsome and you understand why at first that man had been Naruko's first love.

But Naruko did not take long to realize his true self, for that was only when they were in public.

someone who actually saw her as a monster like the rest of her village. showing that true way of being when she was punished for misbehavior and he was in charge of watching. Moments when the two of them were usually alone. Those were the occasions where he would speak to the blonde using that firm and somewhat dark confident tone that intimidated her, as because of the height difference they both had at that time, he would usually look down on her with that pair of hard and piercing eyes that made her feel helpless and at his mercy.

Before, those were things that made her tremble and made her nervous, but now remembering that the current Jounnin felt her heart and belly throb in excitement and horny.

Naruko in the present was still touching herself wandering from one memory to the other, starting to focus on some of those parts of her life.