their plans are going well

Tegan decided to go see Becky and Kaylee during the week.

as she walked up to the front door Tegan heard crashing and bumping inside.

"Becky?! everything okay?"

more smashing.

Tegan tried the door and found it was unlocked.

in the front room the coffee table was broken, several shelves were knocked over and a broken lamp lay in the corner.

Kaylee was straddling Becky, her small milky breasts hanging out of her top, fingers wrapped around Becky's throat, kissing her hard.

Becky was covered in scratches and bite marks. she was turning red nearly purple but was smiling.

"oh my god! are you fighting?!" Tegan exclaimed staring at the mess.

Kaylee spun toward her, releasing Becky's throat. she licked her lower lip and smiled.

"oh! we weren't expectin' ye, Tegan." Kaylee said as she began tucking her breasts back into her top.

"hey Tegan!" Becky said hoarsely sitting up and rubbing her throat as Kaylee rolled off of her to sit on the floor.

Tegan stared eyes flicking between them.

"um....what's going on?"

"sorry," Becky said getting to her feet.

"Kaylee was feelin' a little frisky. didn't want ta WAIT."

"sooo,..this is just you two having sex?" Tegan said, eyes wide.

Kaylee grinned as she got to her feet and gave Becky a hand up.

"what? ye ne'er got rough with Dakota?" Kaylee teased good naturedly.

"uh no. not really." Tegan said quietly.

Kaylee grinned wider.

"ah so DAKOTA is the rough one? I can see it. she always was a bit wild."

Kaylee set about cleaning up the debris while Becky led Tegan to the kitchen.

"so what can I do fer ya?"

Becky asked as she got some health drinks from the fridge for herself and Tegan.

"thanks." Tegan said as she accepted the drink from Becky and opened it.

"I just came by to see how your plans are going. I didn't know you two got so physical."

Becky grinned.

"ye'd be surprised about us..

Becky smiled and chugged her drink.

"the weddin' plans are goin' great." Becky realized something.

"hey I asked Shotzi to be the maid of honor. I really shoulda offered ya the spot first though. I'm sure she won't mind."

"oh that's ok." Tegan assured her.

"I'm not offended. I'll be there with Dakota...I.." Tegan trailed off and she rubbed her eyes.

"hey now." Becky said softly.

"what's wrong?"

Tegan glanced unhappily at Becky then told her what had happened with Dakota.

"she loves ya, Tegan." Becky said gently.

"she just doesn't want to get in the way of Sarah if ye two still want to get back together."

Tegan sighed.

"I feel torn in two. half of me wants to work it out with Sarah. the other half wants to be with Dakota."

Tegan's lip quivered and a tear rolled down her cheek she met Becky's eyes with a pleading look.

"I don't know WHAT I want!" Tegan sobbed quietly.

"hey now." Becky whispered putting an arm around her shoulders.

Tegan began quietly crying.

in the other room Kaylee began whistling an old Scottish song called 'Donald where's your trousers' as she cleaned.

the front door opened and the whistling grew fainter as she walked outside to the garbage can.

"come on." Becky told Tegan trying to bolster her courage.

"be strong."

Tegan glanced at Becky.

their eyes met.

wordlessly Tegan put her hand on Becky's cheek and drew her into a kiss.

their lips met and lingered for a moment then their lips parted with a soft smack as Becky gently broke the kiss.

Becky looked into her eyes and Tegan slowly drew her hand away, understanding.

fresh tears rolled down Tegan's cheeks and she cast her eyes downward.

Becky laid her hand on top of Tegan's and gently squeezed it.

Tegan nodded slowly.

"I shouldn't have done that." Tegan said thickly.

"Tegan, I'm sorry..." Becky said quietly.

"I know." Tegan said softly, gathering up her things.

"I'll see you later then." Tegan said as she walked toward the door.

"thanks for the drink. tell Kaylee I'm sorry I didn't get to talk to her."

Becky silently watched Tegan leave.

"is she leavin' already? I was lookin' forward te catchin' up." Kaylee said as she walked back inside and handed Becky a letter.

Becky nodded as she accepted the letter from Kaylee.

"Becky?" Kaylee asked, gently.

"we need ta se if we can fix that table." Becky muttered as she walked past Kaylee into the other room.

Kay Lee ray frowned and followed Becky into the other room.