Not this year

While it would be great to have a child destined for success, I don’t feel that I am ready to start a family right now.

“I’m sorry, Merlan.” I say between groans. “But I’m not ready for a child now. Maybe next year.”

Merlan gives me a warm smile and tells me, “No worries. I understand. I’ll make sure to pull out.”

With the decision made, Merlan goes back to going hard and fast. The pleasure builds up so fast now. My orgasm is so close now. I can already feel it will be more powerful than anything I’ve had before.

“I’m cumming. I’m cumming. I’m cumming.” I keep telling Merlan.

When it hits me, I scream loud enough for everyone in the forest to hear.

“Ohooooooh! I’m cummiiiiiing! Aaah, yes! Yes! By the gods! Yeeeees!”

After my orgasm finishes, I look at Merlan and see he has pulled his dick out of my pussy. He is holding it above my belly and is using his hand on it. He is doing it much faster than I did earlier. Suddenly, a white goo starts shooting from his dick. It’s his seed! Merlan is spilling his seed on me! I keep on watching and see his seed land on my belly. I am so lucky that Merlan bothered to ask me if he could put his seed in me. Imagine I got caught by a different guy and he surprised me by simply putting it there. That would have been awful.

When Merlan finishes spilling his seed on my belly, he sits down next to me on the fallen tree. I stare at my sperm covered belly and take some of it between my fingers. Eeuw, it’s so gooey. I can’t believe that this stuff is supposed to turn into a baby. That’s so weird.

“So, was it a good first time?” Merlan asks.

“Yes.” I answer. “It was great. I loved every moment of it.”

I get close to Merlan to give him a hug, but it makes our bellies press together, smearing his sperm onto his belly as well.

“I’m sorry.” I apologize.

“Don’t worry, it’s nothing.” Merlan replies.

He grabs some leaves from around and gives a few to me. Then he uses the leaves to clean himself off. I copy him and rub the sperm from my belly.

“Right. Guess it’s time to go back home.” Merlan says. “Will you be able to find your way back?”

His question reminds me of my parents’ Samhain and I say, “I could. But I was hoping if maybe you would walk with me.”

Merlan smiles and says, “Sure, no problem.”

He holds out his hand, which I take, and then we walk back to the village while holding hands.

Well then. It happened. I went through my Samhain, I got caught and I lost my virginity. I can’t help but feel like I’ve grown up a lot somehow. Like I’ve become a woman. After all, sex is something adults do. I take a moment to look at Merlan’s white stone necklace hanging around my neck and smile with a sense of accomplishment.

After a while, we reach the edge of the forest. It is so dark and quiet. I’m pretty sure everyone not participating is asleep by now. It is a bit freaky seeing the village so dead. We are not close to the building where I left my clothes though. So, Merlan and I walk along the forest edge towards the place.

Once I am close enough to women’s starting point, I turn to Merlan and say “Thanks for helping me through my first Samhain, Merlan. I had a great first time.”

I hug him one more time, making sure to press my breasts against his chest. A trustworthy guy like him deserves a bonus. I also give him a quick kiss on the lips and then I leave to fetch my clothes.

When I get inside, I don’t see anybody there. I do see a lot of clothes still. But some are missing. Looks like I am not the first to return. I quickly fetch my clothes and put them on. Then I exit the building on the other end and head straight for home. When I get there, I look around for mom and dad, but they are nowhere to be seen. They must have gone to bed already. That makes me wonder if maybe my brother is home already too. I open the door to his room and check inside, but the bed is empty. I hope he is having a successful Samhain just like me, and not wandering around failing to find any girls.

I finally decide to go to my room and get some sleep. After taking off my clothes, I take some time admiring the white stone neckless again. More specifically the parts where the stones spell M-E-R-L-A-N. I wonder if doing the same thing my mom dad is going to bring Merlan closer to me. It would be such a great way to finally get a boyfriend. I get into bed while still wearing Merlan’s necklace. Maybe a few days later he will tell me he did the same. That would be so romantic.