dinner and what I think about in bed

For dinner she makes some sort of food, like normal dinner food. It’s always different. But it has to be easy to eat, cause she usually feeds me. So I have to wear a bib while eating.

After dinner it is time for bed, and usually Mommy lets me drink some milk from her. Sometimes she gives me a blowjob, while I lay on my back. Sometimes when she is in a really good mood and I have been really good this day she lets me cum down her throat and shows me the white cum on her tongue and smiles and swallows all of it.

But most of the time I have to go to bed without cumming, so I end up playing with my pee pee, trying to cum. But I never learned how to do it and don’t know how cum alone. But that’s what Mommy is for.

Mommy usually sleeps next to me and we cuddle, while I have my paci in my mouth.

And usually a stuffed animal in my arm.

That is my normal day, pretty much.

Sometimes I lie awake a little and think about stuff. Like if Mommy would let me fuck her nice clean hairless vagina with my pee pee. Or maybe she would even let me put my pee pee in her butthole. That would be amazing.

Also I think about getting a girlfriend one day. And what would happen if she saw me in diapers. But that would probably be okay. She could just become a diaper baby too. She would have to have bigg boobies of course. That’s very important, so that I can suck on them and have them in my face. But also, I don’t know how to have sex, so a girlfriend would probably be a little scary. Hopefully she would have a nice Mommy or daddy as well.

That’s what I think about lying in bed. Mostly though I think about what I want to do tomorrow, and if Mommy would hopefully make me cum tomorrow. And of course, about sucking on her boobies.

And then I fall asleep.