Your Guiding Light

You misclick and end up in some actresses page. She's more of an amateur but has kinks to her JustFans and MyTube accounts. You notice she has some fun looking cosplay of anime and sci-fi you enjoy. Not wanting to pay you head to her MyTube account. The first video gets your attention.

"What breaking up taught me about myself."

You end up thinking you might need to process your breakup more than masturbate so you click it.

You quickly discover she's pansexual and is mostly talking about an ex girlfriend. Somehow what she's saying resonates with you.

«I was more interested in knowing them than being with them. »«

Pleasing them was so important to me and I couldn't figure out why.»«I easily could put myself in her shoes which made her mistreatment of me that much worse.»«So why did I care?»

You feel yourself getting emotional. Her words went right into your soul. However, the next thing she said caused part of your soul to crack.

«I realized that I didn't want to be with her. I wanted to be like her, or at least the person I convinced myself she was. This break up really helped me realize I was not just a submissive people pleaser, but I was a girl. I was trans!»

Memories ignored and repressed started to go through your mind. Favorite game shows, envious feelings towards girls growing up, nervousness around male energy, and the distain you had even playing the male role.

You went back to pornhub and took a better look at the actresses videos and profile.

Seeing her nude with a cock about the same size as yours, her face burried in a beautiful black woman's pussy while a older man's pale beer belly slapped against her rear as he fucked her asspussy from behind. You had never been more scared and excited. You needed to touch yourself and reached down to touch yourself. The video was so sexy and emotionally confusing to you are the same time that when you started fumbling with your cock it....