You suddenly find yourself in a great lake. Above you is a night sky full of colorful bands of light. You turn in the water but no matter in which direction you look, you cannot see it's end. You swim around for a while until you notice that you're now pulled by a current.
After letting yourself drift into that direction for a few minutes you see what is causing the current: Ahuge malestrome pulling you in, now faster than before.
You try to swim away, but it's harder and harder to resist the vortex and as your stamina is exhausted, you just give up and let yourself be pulled deeper and deeper.
Everything goes black and when the light returns you're lying down. First you think that you're imprisoned and start to panick.
"Shhhh", says a voice above you and holds something infront of you face and you eagerly open your mouth.
It's then you relalize that this infront of you are not prison bars. You're lying in a big crib.
You eagerly suckle on the pacifier in your mouth. The feeling calms you down.
You just lie there calamy, so relaxed, that when you feel your pressure on your bladder you just let it go in your diaper. "Oh", you think. You didn't notice you were wearing one until now.
Suddenly the babyphone on the nightstand starts to ring. The sound get's louder and louder until it hurts in your ears and with one final "ring", everything goes white as you open your eyes.
You slowly sit up in bed, still disoriented from sleep. You think you had a weird dream, but you just can't remember.
You're train of thought is interrupted when you feel the wetness around you.
"Oh, fuck", you say to yourself
As if summoned by your reaization Anna appears in the doorframe.
"Good morning, Steve".
"morning, mommy"
"How's my little boy feeling today?"
"Not good mommy, I had an accident again".
"That's ok sweetie. Just remember what you promised. You're gonna wear pull-ups at night from now on"
"Yes, mommy", you say obediently.
"Good boy", she praises you statisfied.
You shake your head and blink repeadetly, as if waking up yet again.
"weird...", you think to yourself: " Since when did you call Anna mommy?
"And why did I feel so hazy after waking up?" After some pondering you come to the conclusion that it was probably just due to low blood-sugar and who really cares how you call her?
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