You lie

"Oh, just some guy I met at a party. It was a one off" you lie, not wanting to tell them about Daniel. What would Daniel think if he knew I was here? I'm sure he suspects something but not... this. Never in his worst nightmare would he think I'd agree to something like this.

Shit I can't be thinking of Daniel now, I just fucking can't! You quickly get yourself together and try to change the subject. "His dick was quite small though and he didn't really cum much so it was a dissapointing experience for me. I hope that you guys have got some big dicks waiting in your pants for me," ...you ostentatiously let your gaze fall on each of their groins "and that your balls are full of tasty cum." Shit, I'll never get used to hearing myself talk like that!

You were given the brief by Craig, the manager, yesterday. Step out of the car, introduce yourself to the guys, look at the camara as much as possible and make it clear to the viewers that you are 'young, dumb, and craving cum', the manager's exact words.

You look at Craig now, the man filming you on the phone camera. He grins wolfishly, obviously pleased with your performance so far. "Oh don't worry you dirty little slut, there's enough cum in these balls to drown a stupid tart like you." You understand that it's all just part of the act that he humiliates you, but the words still hurt. "Right lads, lets not waste any more time talking to this dumb cunt. You better get down on your knees then Emily so we can kick this party off."

You see one of the men unfolding what looks like a little checked picnic blanket, and lay it out on the cold wet grass. You step towards it, heart starting to race in your chest. You kneel down and start to tie your hair back behind your head. Am I really doing this? You think to yourself.

As if in answer the men gather round you and you keep your eyes on the camera, still tying your hair. Craig sniggers and says "Now I'm not sure I beleive that a little wayward slut like you has only sucked one dick in her whole life, but we're about to add a few numbers to that score anyway aren't we lads? You hear the men grunting their afirmation and you see a few of them have their soft dicks in their hands already, trying to rub life into themselves in the cold air.

You feel like you are on the brink, my life will change irrevocably after this. But for good or bad?

Daniel, oh my God what am I doing? Once I do this I'll never be able to go back to him, and all for what? Some money? A bit of fame for my adult profile?

But it's too late to back out, another dick is pulled out

Daniel, what went wrong? How did it come to this?

***** The story will now jump back in time and you will follow Emily from the beginning of her relationship with Daniel, the unravelling of the relationship, and ultimately her journey towards agreeing to take part in a pornographic shoot. Please be patient, it will take some time to get back to this night in the carpark, but we will be back here in the end *****