You lie

Remembering the way you left her that night, you were confident that if you told the truth, even if you didn't say everything, she might suspect that you ended up abusing her while she slept. Seeing yourself stuck, believing the truth would sound terrible to Rachel in more ways than one, you decided to lie.

"As far as I know you haven't done anything strange. You watched the movie until the end with me and when I got up after it ended, you got up too, said you were tired and went to your room. I haven't seen you since. Why do you ask? Was something wrong when you woke up?" you said

"It's nothing. If that's all that happened then it's fine. It's just that I tend to be a very heavy sleeper and when I drink too much I tend not to remember what happened before. You're a very good guy with me, that's why I trust you so much." Rachel said, and you felt like you'd been punched really hard. It pained you so much to lie to someone who trusted you so much, and it only made it harder for you to change your mind and tell them you found out her secret.

After this conversation Rachel's mood improved and soon she was acting normally again. The main difference now was that the two of you had a secret, your secret being that you know her secret.

In the days that followed, the situation changed. During the day, everything was normal, but at night, things got more complicated. Sometimes you found yourself thinking about Rachel naked, and mostly remembering the large addition between her legs. You wanted Rachel for yourself, and you found yourself strongly attracted to her cock.

The night four days after you discovered her secret, you got up in the middle of the night and went to Rachel's room, sneaking inside. As she said, her sleep was very heavy even without her drinking, and she didn't even wake up when you undressed her. You stroked her cock, making it hard, and continued stroking until you felt the pulses increase. Realizing that her orgasm must be near, you placed the tip of her cock in your mouth and so, when she came, you struggled to swallow all of her cum so as not to leave any traces behind. After she came, you would wait a bit until her dick was flaccid and then put her clothes back on her.

To make matters worse, this wasn't your only nocturnal break-in to Rachel's room to suck her cock, at first you did it every other night, but then you got confident enough to manage to do everything without waking her up that you started breaking into her room every night.

Before you realized it, it had been almost two months since your nocturnal invasions of Rachel's room had become routine. Once again you were sitting with her watching a movie, she lying comfortably with her head in your lap. For this occasion, she had chosen the romance movie for you to watch. With the mood of the movie different, none of you were in the mood to drink tonight.

"Ah, how I wish I could have someone like that, someone I fell madly in love with and who reciprocated, regardless of what he knew about me." Rachel said, sighing

"This is not impossible. You are a very beautiful, kind and caring girl, it should be easier than you think. I myself would feel proud if I had you as my girlfriend." you said

Rachel then lifted her head from her lap, looked at you with a smile on her face, then kissed you on the cheek and said "It's very kind of you to say that, but there's something about me that if you knew I'm sure you wouldn't say the same thing."

You reflected a little and remembered, with a feeling of guilt in your heart, what you had been up to with her for months and she didn't even suspect you. You wanted Rachel, but this way was wrong. You wanted her awake, with the two of you having a good time together with no secrets between you. If this was how it was supposed to be, now was the time. You felt it was time for her to know the truth.

"Know that you are very wrong. I wasn't lying when I said I like you and would like to live with you forever, and I mean nothing I don't know about you can change that." you said and Rachel stood there staring at you, clearly considering what to do.