You go further.

Teasing her seemed fine enough but you want more. You get up from the sofa, scanning the room. Christy seems puzzled by your sudden shift.

"What is it? Is there a problem?"

"Yeah" you answer in a hoarse tone, "the problem is that I need something to get you off."

With fast strides, you enter her bedroom, beelining towards the small cupboard besides the generous queen-sized bed. You open the top drawer and reach for the box inside. You've known for some time where Christy hides her toys but you've never been brave enough to suggest playing with them, feeling insecure about them as a competition for you. But now, this thought arouses you, pushes you further in your blooming desires of sharing your girlfriend.

You decide to take the entire box with you unopened. It's time to up the ante. Back in the living room, Christy sits upright, alert and a bit alarmed. As she sees the box you brought with you, she yelps in surprise.

"B-but John, that my private stuff! You can't just.."

"Yes I can." You cut her off. Normally you'd never think of treating her this way, but in your mind, she needs a push in the right direction now. A push you have every intention of giving her with the help of her little box of toys. You set it down on the couch table and look down at Christy. Her facial expression is hard to read at this point, but the absence of anger in her demeanour encourages you.

"Let's see what we have in here" you say teasingly as you open the white cardboard box. Inside lies a huge surprise: There's so much!

She's got several small vibrators, a buttplug, anal beads as well as two dildos. The form and color of those dildos is the biggest surprise to you: One is crimson red and medium sized but with a weird, tapered head and a large orb close to the base. You pull it out and look over to Christy, whose facial color now matches the redness of the dildo in your hand.

"Is that dildo shaped like a dogs dick?" you ask, genuinely taken aback. You have imagined your girlfriend as a little bit of a pervert now and again when she showed interest in smaller kinks during sex. Of course there was some light bondage, mild degradation, even some anal play but nothing as perverted as this! And then there's the other dildo that completely puts your own modest dick to shame: At the center of the box lies a 10-inch black realistically shaped monster-dildo. There's no way this could fit inside of her, could there? But that brings your thoughts back to yesterday, how Robs big dick first stretched out her throat and then, as she was ready for him....

"Wow honey, seems like you're a real size-queen, huh?" Your words could be read as mockery. But you're earnest and can't hide how much this whole situation turns you on. Seems like she's always secretly craved something that you couldn't provide her. This realization sends a jolt of arousal through your body and you feel a wet spot of pre-cum forming in your already painfully tented pants. Usually at this point you'd want to fuck Christy and yet there's an even deeper yearning, as your desires have shifted significantly. You want to see her fucked - But not by yourself!

You drop the doggy dick and take out the black dildo. It's semi-floppy, just hard enough to stay upright in your hand. For a split second, you examine its detail, the thick veins leading up to the bulky head, forming a texture that surely would feel pleasurable during penetration. "This is the perfect dick to start this journey" you think to yourself and a genuine smile forms on your face.

"Honey, please don't be mad" Christys flustered voice betrays her level of horniness. She and you both know that you're everything but mad, and that this dildo will be at the center of what's about to happen.

"Baby, there's no way I could be mad. I understand now what we've been missing: Honesty. It seems like your desires have not been met by me and you've tried to spare me. Honestly you've been right in doing so up until now, but after yesterday, the situation has changed a little bit, hasn't it?"

"Y-yes. It's true, I've hidden this from you, I didn't want to hurt you!" Christy still seems upset, and yet the ambiguity of the situation seems to leave here in a suspended state of arousal.

"It's alright, I wouldn't have understood it. It probably would have hurt me in the past. But I'm so glad I found this because it's going to help me giving you what you need: A big dick!"

Christy again reacts flustered at your bluntness, but without any hesitation, you crouch down, lean in and kiss her right on the lips. Your tongue darts out , brushing over her lips before she reacts belatedly by opening her mouth to kiss you back. There's a deep intimacy in this moment, as any remaining doubts about both of your desires have been washed away, only blunt arousal and anticipation remaining between you.

At some point during the kiss, you absentmindedly drop the dildo and start to carefully remove Christys clothes. You take your time with her top, unbuttoning it slowly to reveal her perfectly shaped c-cups, now uncovered before you. You love your girlfriends boobs, as they are soft, yielding and gravity-defying, as well as sensitive. You lightly caress her hard nipples, eliciting soft moans from her between kisses. After removing her top, you delve deeper, tugging down the elastic waistband of her checkered pyjamas as well as the panties that she wears under them. Now naked before you except for her golden necklace, Christy pauses her kisses for a moment and leans back. She looks deeply aroused, eyeing you up and down, before reaching for the zipper of your jeans.

For a brief second, you consider letting her do it, but then you realize that your fantasy is about her, not you and her. You gently grasp her wrist and with an aroused smile you say.

"Baby, this isn't about me, I want to make you feel good." A naughty smile brightens Christys face as she replies teasingly.

"So you want to squirm in arousal, yearning to be touched by me? Is that it?" You're amazed how quickly she picked up on this, how naturally the games of teasing and denial come to both you and her. You silently thank the Secret Cuckold Society for uncovering this truth about the two of you before diving back into your kiss.

After heavily making out while also caressing her boobs, ass and stomach, you finally move on to your main course. Hungrily you dive in between your girlfriends thighs, lapping at her pussy, devouring her as you taste her musk. Christys moans of arousal egg you on, as she encourages you now and again.

"Yes baby, mmmh just like that. Lick my pussy, give it to me! Your tongue feels so good!"

It would be easy for you to bring her to orgasm, judging by the sharp intakes of breath every time you lick her clit. After all, you've done this countless times. But today, you're going to go further. You stop your oral **** on Christys nether regions to turn around towards the dildo. You grasp it and take a moment of weighing it in your hand, feeling its heft.

Christy looks up at you expectantly, legs opened wide to display her engorged labia and dripping pussy. She seems readier than ever to receive what you're about to give her and yet something else piques your interest. You've never been interested in men, but right now, this realistic cock in your hands seems very inviting.

[So just as a heads-up, I'll take this into a direction of bi-curiosity, race-play and sissification. But I intend to keep this dynamic of a dominant self-cuck/netorase. So if that's not your cup of tea: You've been warned.]