You get held a bit spend alittle private time withone of them and then get up.

You rest in darkness not really sleeping thou for you its hard at the moment to tell the difference, you can sense movement in the room with your eyes shut you can also feel the bed move. And you mostly also felt the door open and let in light and then close, so you know you are not alone in the room. You had expected as much that one or more persons might be sneaking in here to wake you, your just not sure who it is. You don't move you just await the moment for which they press against you, you know its coming your just not sure when.

You can tell from the movement its mostly not Skye, and since Charlie had suggested that Skye had to reheat the meal chances are. It mostly is Charlie, you await the moment that they come to rest next to you. You feel them cozy up next to you but, its not til they come to a stop and take a hold of your head and press it against there chest that you really start to wonder who it is. The person holding you is rubbing there hand through your hair, and just holding you and its nice it feels close to what you had been feeling you needed. You would have liked to have been held by your mother before you had gone to get your bags but the others had seemed to be in a hurry or to set you up with time for your sister. Either way this is nice.

You rotate a half turn and wrap an arm around the persons back and move your head up a bit more so it rest on the other persons shoulder just above the lower breast of the two as there head rests on yours. You wrap your free arm around them as you finally hear the person say " Its ok, its been a hard day. I will hold onto you as long as you need." You realize it's Faith, and you also realize Charlie had something about having Faith hold you on the ride here.

You nozzle your head down a bit and you realize even thou you had not notice the first time, that she does not have a shirt or bra on. You nozzle your way down to the lower breast which is not hard because it's sitting on your arm, you take the nipple into your mouth to suck on it. She turns a half turn more and her upper breast comes to rest on your neck as she is doing her best to still hold you as you suckle from her tit. She is still rubbing the top of your head. You feel her reach down, and it seems she is pulling up a blanket just to keep her and you warm and to treat this mostly like she would for her little one mostly.

As you start to pull off her nipple she says " There, I am sure you just need to nuzzle close to one of us. Charlie had said she had tried doing the same for you in the car and that you had felt better because of it but she realized it was just not the same as having me do it. She had realized you could have most likely used a hug from your mother and some cuddling that is more motherly then say loverly manner. So she sent me in here to wake you and cuddle with you a bit, if that meant some fresh milk so be it you know?"

You kiss her tit and say " Thanks I mean it, I have been feeling the need for some more personal contacted other then dick to ass or cunt or mouth so to speak. I like the closeness, and I like how you make me feel when you treat me like this." With that you raise your head up to her neck and wrap your arms around her and just hold her tight. You feel her let out a sob as you say this, it seems she needs it as well.

After holding her for a while she says " You are a sweet boy you know that? You should not have needed to hide yourself away simply because you thought you would scare anyone you let encounter your manly issue. Beyond that, I would like to add that you put most men I have known to shame." You guess she is just trying to make you feel better but then she adds " You will make a fine father some day, and an even more fine man." She is rubbing your head still, and you can feel tears running down her face as they roll down her neck and on to your cheek. Your pretty sure she just needed a happy cry well someone else was with her, and you get the feeling she was use to doing this sometimes with Kaylee maybe.

You run your hand up to her face and wipe away the tears and say " You don't need to cry, your much to strong for that. How do you think it would make me feel? Your trying to try and make me feel stronger with your own strength here, so how or what does it say if your crying because I am sad and so on."

Faith smiles to herself and kisses you on top of your head and says " That is not why I am crying, I am just happy. I now know my daughter will have a large family, filled with people. Lots of people who will love her and love one and other. You know as well as I do that means a lot to a lot of people."

You roll her towards you a bit more so she is half on you half off you and you rub her back as you say " I know my mother and father, are really my aunt and uncle but they showed me as much love as I am sure my father and mother would have. Thou I am sure my uncle/ adopted father would have been a much better man as an uncle then as a father to me. What happen to my mother and father has affected him greatly, so I guess a large family that is filled with love is what many people are missing now more then ever. And the culture and any number of other backgrounds and feelings and so on that give an idea of community. It all really is a shame, almost worth crying over."

Faith kiss your check as you rub her back and works to your lips and sucks on the bottom lip a second before saying " I guess there is more then one reason to try and make this work right? I mean sure growing are population may be a noble enough idea, but trying to form ideas of culture and community in a broken and damaged world. Maybe that is more what we should try to do to fix this?"

You shrug and kiss her some more before saying " I would say you start with one and leave plans for the next generation to do the rest, meaning we focus on what we know we can do and work on the rest with in are family or are lives and then leave plans for the next generation to try and recover what is lost. Be it culture or community or both."

Faith rolls slightly to the side so she is got better support to her side, she says " You know your suppose to be getting up."

You nod and say " I am sure Charlie expected us to talk for a bit, she would not have sent you in here if she did not expect it. If she did not want me taking time to talk to you to make myself and you feel better considering everything both of us have gone through lately. Thou I will not try to compare them since well, your interaction with your now ex-husband is none of my business and how it makes you feel now that is something I have to deal with. Other then that we both feel pretty down right?"

Faith looks at you a second in the darkness, as the moon light hits your eyes and she can make them out and says " What problem, he is not a problem. I just have to wait for him to remove his stuff from my house, thou I know I should emotionally respond to it at some point but then again. It could be considered the venting I did during class to talk about the importance of this or that could be part of it. So I think I am over it honestly, I would not be here with you now if I was not. I do thank you for the offer to not have to be there well he is still working out were to go, an I am happy Charlie is ok with it."

You shrug and say " Well, she figured and or knew I needed you. So why would she turn down the idea?"

Faith kisses you one last time before sitting up grabbing her shirt at the foot of the bed and pulling it on, it seems clear she had not been wearing a bra when she came in here. Maybe they all got undressed and put on some night clothing well you had been resting who knows, you just can't help but feel this might have more of a slumber party theme with dick rides. Which you know damn well most slumber parties don't have dick rides, you also realize this party can't go to late into the night because all of you have to get to the school early.

Before exiting the room you hug Faith tightly and then say " You have been asking us in many ways for a whole, what kind of world we want and how do we wish to fix it of change. I have been thinking about it a long time, and I can't help but feel this program the government wants to do is not entirely a solution. And it might make short term issues, and many issues I honestly think they might have over looked." You kiss her on the cheek and say " I guess we will talk about this some more well we eat."

Faith smiles in the darkness as she opens the door to leave and says " I guess you had been listening in class, that is good it means I can give you good marks then." She leaves the room pulling softly with one of her hands on yours to get you to step out of the room into a hall way, so the two of you can go eat.

(Please note before anyone goes trying to tell me loverly is not a word it turns out it is, look it up on the net. When I first wrote the word I felt almost stupid for a moment so I checked the internet just to see if a word that fit what I was trying to say and written that way really was a word. Only to find that it was.)