You couldn't hold yourself...

You went to the table where the catering was , grabbing some muffins. You looked at the studio, and you felt a little uncomfortable. Here everyone knew each other , and the people were busy on talking and preparing the set for the shooting. Some people looked at you curiously, some look at you annoyed. You were never thought you will be on a porn set in your life. You just hoped that after this you and Alexa be closer. Then, you saw the hispanic guy, Antonio approching you. "Yo amigo, whats up?" He said with a heavy Mexican accent. "Are you Alexa's boyfriend?" He asked and shake your hand. "Hmm... you can say that i guess..." The guy looked at you and smiled, "Chill out dude, alot of boyfriends and even husbands were visit here one time or even more. It's more common than you think."

"Really? It's not bothering them?" You asked, and he pat on your shoulder, "Some are get a little jealous. But most of them are understanding it's just a job. In the end of the day, the girl returning home with you, and sleeping by your side. This is what really matters." Antonio looked like he had some experience on this topic. "Antonio, did you ever date a pornstar?"

"Oh yeah, i was dating a hot chicka 2 years ago. She was amazing. Love her very much. But in the end life happens. She was too much on sets outside the country, and we didn't see each other alot. Doesn't mean it will happens to you."

"I hope so." You said, and you pouring some wine into a glass, then drink it. You didn't even thought about a situation where Alexa will be abroad for long periods. She never told you about it, but then you remember that until recently she didn't know you know that she is a pornstar...

"Let's take a sit, the shootings will be start very soon." Antonio said, and suddenly you felt a little uncomfortable. "Does alot of the staff are watching the scenes? Besides the necessary people, like cameramen?"

Anotnio looked at you smile, "Oh i see what you implying. Usually i'm not watching the pornstars act, only cameramen , director Etc are there watching the scene. If it's bother you i can stay backstage." You thought about it for a minute. It's not like you and Alexa are a realy couple, not yet anyway. But it's makes you feel a little uneased to know others will watch her intimate scenes. Yes, you know that Antonio could always search the specific movie on his computer and watch it anyway... But still.

"I see it's bothering you. It's OK man, don't feel bad for it. You will get used to it soon enough. Just remember that pornstars may be putting thier bodies into display, but in the end of the day , the people they really care about are the people that get to touch them and be with them." Antonio said and pat your shoulder again. He is really a nice guy, you thought.

Then you saw that the light on the studio itself were now focusing on the fake room that was on the left corner. The area where the movie is filmed. "OK! We are ready to start, Alexa, be ready to enter in 5... 4... 3... 2... 1... ACTION!" Said the russian director Vlad.

Then, you saw Alexa as you never saw on real life. For the first time, you saw Alexa like the pornstar she was, and not the neighbour you knew. She wore a sexy , seductive red lingerie. It was a red babydoll with suspender and red thigh highs, and her feet were wearing a matching red stilettos. Alexa lay on the bed, her hand holding her head on a seductive way, she looked at the door , smiling. "Perfect! Todd, wait for my Mark, 3... 2... 1... ACTION!" Vlad said, and the fake door opened to the room that Alexa were on the bed. Then, entred a big guy, that was very familliar to you. It was Todd Thunder, one of the most famous male pornstars in the industry. You knew him from his many movies that he did with Alexa. You felt a little jealous right now. Todd was much larger then you, much more muscular, and to your embarssment, you knew also that his cock is bigger than yours. The man was a monstroity , with a 12 inch cock (30 cm). There were very few men on earth that could say they are bigger than Todd Thunder, but you realized that is why he probably casted to do porn from the beginning.

"Alexa! What are you doing in our bedroom ? My wife, You sister, will kill me if she will see you like this!" Todd said, and Alexa smiled, "Don't worry Todd. She just called me, she will stay at work for hours... Our house is ours for at least 3 hours... Relax..." She said, and moved closely to Todd, rubbing his crotch through his Jeans. "You fucking crazy... I should marry you instead of your sister..." He said, and grab Alexa's Blonde hair violently. "You clenched your teeth, it looks like she is in pain, but then you remembered its just an act. "Oh... So come and teach me a lesson, brother-in-law..."

Todd flipped Alexa on the bed, revaling to the camera Alexa's bubble butt. Then, he started to spank Alexa's butt, harder and harder... Alexa moaned and gasped from pain, and you hold your chair , it was an act, but still it was really hard to see Alexa "suffering". After some time, Todd removed Alexa's Red G-string, revaling her very shiny and wet pink pussy. Her pussy was dripping from pussy juice all over the bed. You fight the urge the gasp loudly. Finally, you saw Alexa's pussy in real life. This was the most beautiful thing you ever seen. You looked down to your jeans, you were hard as a rock. You couldn't help yourself but to touching yourself through the pants.

"Don't worry, take it out, touch yourself freely." You heard a girly voice behind you. It was Gayle, the make up artist.

"Uhh..."

"Really, it's allright, many people do it on backstage. Even girls sometimes. Just keep it quiet." She said, and sit on the chair from your left. Your eyes returning to the porn scene. While to talked to Gayle, Alexa was already removing Todd pants, keeping him with his boxers only. She started to kiss hiss gigantic cock through his boxer, his cock start to get hard. Then, she move his cock outside from his boxer, revaling his hard shaft in all his glory. Alexa's start to kissing and licking his cock with such lust, her eyes looked at his lovingly.

I wish one day she will look at my eyes with such lust...

You thought, and without notice it you started to move your hand up and down on your cock. Todd start to deepthroat Alexa's, fucking her face like it was a pussy. Alexa's didn't flinched and she hadn't any gag reflex, she was a professional cock sucker. Alexa skillfully suck and suck Todd's cock, until it was shiny and wet. "Vlad, i'm close to cum!" Todd said, and Vlad Shouted "Cut!"

"Wait, what?" You were confused. In movies, Todd could fuck Alexa's for hour, even longer, without being close to cumming! Gayle looked at you and giggled. "Oh, now you are see the porn industry secrets... Did you really thought someone can handle such an amazing cock sucker like Alexa without being close to cum?"

You looked at the scene again. Alexa sat on the bed, drinking some water and gurggling it, to make her throat more soft. A staff man ran to Todd, and spraying something on his cock. "It's anesthetic spray." Gayle said, "It's helping the male actor to last longer." Todd cock was still hard, but if he will stay like this he will return to be soft. "OK we are ready to keep going!" Vlad said, and the actor returning to thier original position. You now understand why everyone was in hurry. It will take some time to get hard again for the male actor. Alexa keep sucking Todd again, but now Todd removed his cock from Alexa's mouth. He ripped Alexa babydoll, showing to you and the cameras her beautiful Double D's boobs. He squeezed them and suck her nipples like he was a baby. Her nipples start to getting erect, which makes your cock so hard and aching, dripping pre cum. There is no way you will last for long. Right then Alexa lay on the bed, spreading her legs. Todd get closer and start fucking her on missionary position. "OH TODD! YES!! OH MY GOD HARDER HARDER! FUCK ME!!!" She screamed so loud, your ears were aching. After a few minutes, the director cut again, and the actors changed position to doggy style. It was necessary to cut the scene so the cameras could get a better angle to shoot the scene. You looked at Alexa's pussy getting rammed by Todd harder and harder. It makes you feel envy. You should be the one that need to fuck this pussy, not This Todd. But you couldn't do anything about it. "OH YEAH !!! FUCK ME!!!" Alexa screamed, and her moans made you to the point of no return. You came like a volcano, you semen sprayed all over the studio floor, and to your horror, some of your cum droplets landed on Gayle's skirt. However, Gayle just smiles and wiped them with a napkin. "I'm already used to cum, it's allright she said.

Alexa now started to ride Todd on a cowgirl position. You wasn't horny anymore, but you still couldn't removed your eyes from Alexa's orgasmic expression on her face.

"Cut!" Said Vlad, and the actors stopped the fucking almost immediatley. Then, to your surprise, you saw Alexa head turning over and over. She looked like she is searching for something, or someone. When her eyes met yours, she smiled widely, and to your surprise, running naked to you. Her Double D's's amazing rack was bouncing with every step, making you looked at them in such fascination. "John!!!" She said with glee, and hugged you tightly. Her boobs pressed your shirt, making you instantly hard. You were never though she will feel so comfortable to talk with you naked like this. But then you realize that maybe on the set, she let herself feel like this. " Well ... What do you think?" She asked you.

"That you are fucking gorgeous..." You said, and scan her body from head to toe. Alexa blushed, and suddenly covered her privates parts with her hands. She must be realized that she is naked in front of you, which makes her feel a little ****. "Thanks... You are so sweet... But i meant what do you feel about me on the movie?" She looked directly into your eyes.

You wanted to say immediatley that you love it, after all you came like crazy while watching her. But you also can't lie to yourself. You were jealous that Todd get to touch her in ways that you were never had chance to before.