You can be meaner

The following chapters were written a while back, before my more recent story but I lost my confidence in them. I think it's a waste to leave them on my hard drive. The route isn't finished and I don't know if it will be but there is quite a bit of content. It follows a bullying vibe so stop here if that is not your thing.

Chloe gestured to Sean that she had had enough with the vibrator and he should stop. Sean lay back and Chloe snuggled up to him “The vibrator is so much better when you have fucked me” she said. “It just feels different and so juicy with your cum still in me.” She was being all post-orgasm cuddly and was nuzzling into him.

“I’m sorry I didn’t last very long,” said Sean “but you really don’t help things when you talk about what you and Magnus did. When you talked about him cumming in you I just couldn’t cope.”

Chloe giggled softly “I know. Why do you think I do it? I know full well I’m going to make you cum when I talk like that but I kind of get off on it.”

“You do?” said Sean, a little surprised.

“Of course. Why do you think I do it so much?”

“I thought you were just being nice to me. You know, doing it because I like it.”

Chloe sat up “I wouldn’t do it so often if I didn’t get something out of it. It just feels, naughty, you know, teasing you about it. I kind of have to reign myself in.”

“Why?” asked Sean sitting up on his pillows.

“In my mind, I can think of really harsh things to say but I don’t want to upset you.” She looked guilty confessing this.

Sean was intrigued. “What sort of things?”

She seemed **** but a part of her was keen to share and see how he responded “Well, I sometimes want to call your dick small or pathetic.” She suddenly jumped to reassure him “It’s not. It’s small by comparison to Magnus’s but most people are. I just find myself wanting to be mean and bully you a little.”

“Anything else?” Sean asked quietly.

Chloe couldn’t read him. He looked blank and she couldn’t tell how he was feeling but she had opened the gates of her own feelings so she went on. “I want to tease you about not being able to make me cum with your cock. That is one of the reasons I like to bring stuff up because it makes it true. I often cum when we fuck normally but if I talk about the stuff Magnus and I did it kind of makes you look a little pathetic and it turns me on. I think about how much I came with Magnus and then you use the vibrator on me and it makes me cum so hard that you are having to use it.”

She went quiet and looked at Sean’s face again. He still looked blank and she assumed that she had really upset him. She threw herself at him and grabbed his face to kiss it as she began to cry at the idea of upsetting him. “I’m sorry baby. I was just talking about some dark little thoughts. They aren’t how I truly feel. It’s just heat of the moment stuff. You know how it is in the moment. I’ll not bring them up again.”

“Hey, hey, hey,” said Sean softly as he pulled her teary face back to look at her. He stroked her sex dishevelled hair out of her wet face. “It’s okay. It’s okay. I’m not upset.”

Chloe ran her arm across her running nose and sniffed “You’re not? You just looked so, I don’t know, out of it? I was sure I said something wrong.”

“No, you haven’t baby. Really.” He looked away a little guiltily himself now “The thing is, I kind of liked it.”

“Really?”

“Yea, I, got a hard-on when you said those things. It was kind of hot.”

Chloe let out a brief laugh and Sean looked at her, surprised. “I’m sorry, I wasn’t laughing at you. I was just relieved. I kind of want to be mean to you but I don’t want to upset you. Does that make sense?” she asked as she repositioned herself to rest her head on his chest and hold him.

“I think so,” said Sean, stroking her back with the arm he wrapped around her. “You’re a sadist,” he said, only half-jokingly.

“Hey” protested Chloe.

“It’s kind of true though. If you are getting off on being mean then you kind of are. It doesn't mean you don’t love me though.”

“I do love you.”

“I know, I love you too, very much.” There was a companionable silence for a while. “You can say those things to me if you want,” said Sean breaking that silence.

“Really?”

“Yea, It did it for me too. Maybe not all the time but when we are intimate and you get the urge, don’t hold back. I want you to enjoy whatever this thing is too and if you cross a line I’ll tell you.”

Chloe didn’t say anything but hugged Sean tightly. She felt truly blessed to have the comfort of a man like him. Maybe he wasn’t the sexual adonis that she assumed she would end up with but that hadn’t been why she married him. His sweetness and the comfort of him had made her say yes when he proposed. Now there was this whole other side of their marriage growing and he wanted her to enjoy it.