You are too upset for anything

"Sorry girls, i'm not in the mood. You are really nice, and thanks for giving me a second chance Ashley, really appreciate it. It's just..." You didn't know how tell the girls.

"It's just that you have a crush on Alexa and you don't want any other girl." Ashley said wisely. You started to blush, "Well, i don't know..." You said awkardly. "It's OK John, i understand, it's really sweet you don't want to hook with other girls, it's make me feel even more ashamed that i thought you are a pervert. But you shouldn't stuck on one girl though. If she don't look at you as more than a friend don't be stuck on the friendzone." Ashley said softly, while Rachel nodded in agreement. "Talk to us if you change your mind, John. Here is my number." Ashley said and give you her phone number. Then Rachel did the same.

"See you in gender studies! And don't feel bad, everything will be allright. Good night John!" She said, and to your surprised, she kissed you on your cheek.

You rub the place where Ashley kissed you after the girls went to talk with a group of other students. It felt weird, especially because of Ashley changed her attitude towards you so fast. You started to look on Ashley on diffrent light, sure, she was bitchy at first, but she actually seems really nice, and she is super hot, and she have giant knockers. Maybe if Alexa really start to date this Trevor, you should try hitting on her... Even if it's just to get Alexa's attention. But you couldn't think about things like that right now. You feel like total shit. Finally a girl you like was nice to you, and not just a girl, the girl of your dreams, the pornstar you always desired, and the first dude who spoke with her, and she already left with him. You start walk to you dorm room, painful thoughts about Alexa and Trevor started to pop up in your head. Did Trevor already kissed Alexa? What if Alexa blowing him right now as she did in her porn movies? Did they already fucked? You hated your dick right now, when he started to get hard by the thought of Alexa naked body getting fucked. You hated how your dick betray your feelings, you didn't get turn on by the thought of Alexa fucking with other guys, but you couldn't control how the thought of Alexa's body makes you feel.

When you get to your room, your throat was sore and painful, as you fight the building tears in your eyes. You will not cry for anyone, not even Alexa, you are not a little boy. You fall into your bed and fall asleep, nightmares about Alexa laughing at you when she fucks Trevor haunted you.

When you finally woke up, you saw it's already 10:00 in the morning, meaning you missed out the first class today, "Abstract Art". You didn't care much about your lessons today, so you decided to shirk the lessons today. Instead, you opened your web browser and opened a porn video of a cute girl getting herself fuck by a large dildo. Her cute bute went up and down over the dildo, coating it with her pussy juices. The movie was hot, but something feel wrong. You decided to swtich to something kinkier. You opened a porn video of a brunette girl with large boobs and erect pink nipples. The girl get naked, and sqating over he floor. After few seconds, her opened pussy start to squirt a golden liquid. You watched facinated as the girl's pussy pissing and pissing over the floor, and when the stream ended, she lickes her lips and smiled. Then, the girl closes her head to the floor, and licked the piss from the floor, savoring the taste while closes her eyes from pleasure. Still, the video wasn't enough, so you give up and opened the one thing you know that will always will make you hard as a rock, Alexa Star. It was a video of Alexa doing a sexy striptease to some pop music, and then when she get totally naked, revaling her beautiful swan tattoo on her buttocks, she started to do twerking naked, showing her buuble butt jiggling. Soon the erotic dance make you drip pre cum, you were so close when you heard someone knocking the door.

At first, you ignored the knocking sounds while trying to focus on the porn video, but the knockings became louder and louder, until you gave out.

"Fuck! Who is it?" You asked , annoyed.

"It's Jeff! I told you he in his room jacking off! Let us in man!"

Angrily, you put on your boxers and shorts, not bothering to close the porn video, and opening the door.

"What?" You said impatiently. You saw that Jeff was in front of you door and Max standing next to him.

"You didn't came this morning to Abstract , so i thought something get wrong. What happened, you just show us the you and Alexa are buddies!? And you didn't lie to us!

"Nothing happens." You didn't want to tell your friend how last evning turned from amazing to shitty in one hour. You saw that Jeff holding something, "What is it in your hand?" You asked and pointed with your head towards Jeff's hand.

"Oh, right. It's your man, you win." Jeff said and move his hand towards you. "It's the chirstmas edition magazine, you can let your lover sign out on it now." He said bitterly. When you saw the magzine and Alexa's on its cover, you became even angrier, how everything get ruined so fast?

You took the magazine and throw it out to the floor.

"Leave me alone!" You said and tried to close the door, but Jeff blocked the door with his foot.

"OK, something happened now for sure. We are not leaving, tell us now." Jeff and Max went inside and saw the porn movie on your screen. "So you don't want the magzine but you jack off to Alexa?" Max asked, amused. "Fuck you Max."

"Chill man, what the fucked happened?" Jeff asked. "Nothing, everything was fine, me and Alexa danced together, i even tried to defend her dignity after this asshole Mark from the football team tried to harass her, but then came one guy to her, start to flirt with her and they both left the party."

"So?" Max asked, and you became confused. "That's all?" Jeff asked, and your confusion growed. "Yeah, why?" You didn't understand your friend reaction.

"Isn't it obvious, Alexa fucked this asshole last night instead of me!" You said in sat on you bed, defetead and upset.

"Dude, you have to watch less porn, and that's coming from a pervert who watch porn everyday!" Said Max and shake his head in despair. "Alexa is a hot girl , but that doesn't mean she will fuck every guy she just met, You don't know her yet, and she probably not putting out so fast to strangers, because of her job!

"But why?" You asked, don't understand at all, "Because, you dumb, she can't risk STD or pregnancy and she need to be fit to her job ! She can't fuck every guy she see, and plus, she probably not so easy like on the movies, in fact, i'm bet she looking for a serious realtionship and not just sex, and this is good for you, because i don't think that anybody besides you want to be a boyfriend of a pornstar!" Said Jeff, and for the first time, his words makes sense to you. Suddenly, your mood improves by miles . You can't believe how stupid you are, and how fast you gave up on the girl of your dreams.

"You right, i can't believe i gave up so fast on Alexa, she is the love of my life!"

"Well calm down lover, you met her yesterday, don't forget it."

"But i know here for a few years, and that's means alot!" You said and Max looked amused, "Fuck you Max, you know i'm right!"

"Anyway dude, let's go to lunch, you need to eat, and so do we." You were glad you have such good friend, true, they were pervets like you, but the did care about you, and wanted to help you with Alexa.

You get dressed and went to the cafetria to eat lunch. But things get dramatic on the cafetria...