Whisper to her

You hesitate shyly, then squeeze a little closer to her. She looks at you expectantly; it’s obvious that you want something. You’re so close that you can feel each other’s breath. The smell of her skin and womanhood and sweat and perfume mingling… you love it. You have goosebumps all over and you can’t help but move and shift your body restlessly.

Athena inclines her head toward you, a bemused smile on her lips.

“I want to be alone with you,” you whisper in her ear.

She gazes into your eyes, and a moment later, Yuki turns off the lamp. In the dark, the bed rustles and moves every time someone moves.

You stiffen when Athena’s hand touches you under the covers. It’s just your waist, but still. She pulls you to her. Your body is against hers. She’s warm, smooth, and electrifying. She kisses you gently on the mouth in the dark.

One of the other girls moves. Someone sighs. Probably Yuki. There’s no way to hide what’s going on, but Athena must know that and not care. You shiver and melt in her arms as she hugs you tight. A couple of minutes later with three of her fingers in your mouth to stifle your cries and one in your pussy, she gives you an achingly deep orgasm. Your face is streaked with tears from the effort of keeping your voice down. Your chest is tight. Your body feels loose and out of your control. Something inside you keeps fluttering alarmingly. Your muscles spasm and twitch. You whimper as she pulls her fingers out of you and holds you with your face in her bosom. You feel her chin on the top of your head and her damp hands gently stroking your back.

You can’t move or think. You’re very happy, but you are also done. Breathing is almost impossible with Athena’s perfect breasts smooshed in your face, but at least you’ll die happy. You hug her back. You can figure out life in the morning. As you drift off to sleep, your mind wanders…

…the events of the day feel surreal. Things went almost suspiciously well.

You took chances, but didn’t betray your conscience.

You… made a move on Colby. She ran, but was there any chance that she would make out with you in bed in a hotel room with three strangers twenty feet away? Zero chance.

As for kissing Colby… was that the **** and your raging gayness? Or is there something there? You’ve never looked at her like that before. In your dream state, you cannot forensically examine the threads of your libido or your feelings.

And Athena… somehow, she balances the horniness of CCL with the classiness of being your goddess onee-sama, a feat that you would have thought was impossible. You have seen every inch of her, and you have seen her… in action. In states of vulnerability. Yet in your mind, she glows brighter and seems even more perfect and unattainable. A true goddess.

The thought of her makes your blood pump and your mind swim.

You see yourself at a party in CCL house, surrounded by girls, laughing and drinking.

You see yourself in a booth at the diner with Colby, leaning over to kiss her cheek.

You see yourself in a fancy restaurant with Athena, gazing adoringly across the table at her.

Today has been unlike any other. You remember the first time that you kissed another girl, and the first time you were ever naked with one. Those were important days for you, but this was something else.

Tomorrow, you will not be the same person that you were today. You have learned about yourself and about others.

Which part of you will grow?

Your confidence?

Or your wisdom?