What’s it like?

Valerie frowned, genuinely considering Reiko’s proposal, but the girl seemed to have taken it the wrong way.

“Oh! W-Wait! I take it back! Forget I said anything,” she added quickly. “It’ll probably only make things worse, right? Since you can’t really…”

“Oh. That’s right…” Valerie realized. She couldn’t feel pleasure on her own, so Reiko believed watching Leo having sex would only make her even more frustrated.

“I’m so sorry! I don’t know why I’m like this sometimes!” she said, hiding her face in her hands. “I just blurt out outrageous things like they’re normal.”

Valerie swallowed. “Y-You do have a point, though. This might be something I’d have to get used to, and if it really does bother me, then it might just get me to stop thinking of him like that altogether.”

Blushing hard but trying to keep a straight face, Reiko nodded. “It could also make you feel worse. I’m the one who suggested it, but I won’t push it if you’re even slightly hesitant. Just because I… get off to it, doesn’t mean I believe everyone will be okay with it.”

“I understand, and I’m sure. I don’t do things half-assed. I’ll watch,” Valerie said. “But you have to watch it with me.”

“EH!?”

“Come on! Talking about this is helping me! I don’t want to watch it on my own!” Valerie’s head was spinning from embarrassment and nerves, but she **** herself to keep going. “Please?”

“A-Alright, I’ll watch it with you,” Reiko said, taking a deep breath. “I suppose I should show you one where he’s with me, huh? Wouldn’t want to overstep our boundaries with Angela and Kaede, right?”

Reiko stood up from her seat, set her laptop on the desk and took out a flash drive from one of her drawers.

“You record yourself, too?” Valerie asked, curious.

“Yeah, but I asked him for a different reason. I don’t watch my videos with him to get off.”

“What for, if I can ask?”

Reiko sighed, opened another drawer and took out a sketchpad. “Reference,” she said and gave it to her.

Valerie opened it and saw drawing after drawing of different sex positions from every angle imaginable. Rough, quick sketches, but undoubtedly done by an expert. “You draw!?”

“Yup. Been doing it for years now. Kaede and I are working on a project together. It’s what I’ve been pulling all-nighters for. She chose me to draw her storyboards, so I want to do them justice.”

“This is so damn cool!” Valerie praised with wide eyes. “I tried to learn to draw when I was a kid, but couldn’t.”

“Uh? Why not?”

“I can do any line I want with no issues, but when it comes to picturing things in my head… Nah, nothing comes up. I’m not the creative type, so I think this is amazing.”

“Don’t you think it’s weird that I’m drawing porn?”

“It took me talking to you properly once to realize how freaky you really are,” Valerie chuckled. “This is nothing.”

“Ahaha…” Reiko laughed awkwardly.

Damn, Valerie felt stupid. All this time holding things in, overthinking her own feelings and whether or not to tell anyone, and here was this girl who could blurt out her deepest secrets simply because Valerie had asked for advice. She was embarrassed and hesitant, but she did it anyway. Reiko had far more courage than she did.

Reiko finished setting up the video. She kept them all in her flash drive under three passwords, Valerie had noticed. “Are you ready?” the brunette asked.

Valerie took one last deep breath. “Yeah.”

Reiko clicked play and took a seat back on her bed. The scene was a too dark at first, but then it cleared up. It seemed to be a relatively recent video, since Leo’s room had the desk and the shelf he had recently bought.

“What do you want to record this time?” she heard Leo’s voice asking.

“I wanted to draw a time-lapse page, so I need to keep the phone in the same angle. I’ll just set it on this corner and we can go wild,” Reiko’s voice answered, sounding giddy.

The camera finally settled, with Reiko doing as she said and setting it on a corner of the room for a wide view. Leo was standing there, looking at Reiko as she approached him.

“Go wild?” he asked in a lightly amused tone. “You’ll need to be a bit more specific.”

“I want you to do me in every position you can think of, in any part of the room the camera can see.”

Valerie turned to Reiko with a raised eyebrow. The poor girl was hiding her face with a pillow. Deciding not to tease her, Valerie turned her attention back to the video.

She saw Leo taking off his t-shirt, and her heart skipped a beat when she realized it was her first time seeing him shirtless. Leo was already fit when she met him, but after three months of Victoria’s coaching, Leo now had a fucking amazing body. His upper body was like an inverted triangle, with shoulders slightly broader than his waist. His arms were a little bigger, his muscles more defined, especially his abs. Valerie’s heart began to beat faster, but it wasn’t just because of Leo’s appearance.

He reached out and wordlessly began to press his thumb on Reiko’s lips. She started to suck on it while keeping eye contact with him, and then suddenly… Valerie wasn’t completely sure the guy in the screen was actually Leo.

The way he was looking at Reiko made Valerie shiver. He started to withdraw his hand, but Reiko followed him with his thumb still in her mouth. He got a hand on her ass and under her skirt, pulling her closer until her chest was pressed against his. He whispered something on her ear, and Reiko nodded and kneeled in front of him.

She pulled down his pants and Leo stepped out of them. His legs were also toned, which made sense considering how he also biked everywhere. And then there was… his dick. Valerie’s only point of comparison was porn, which she’d only watched a couple of times out of curiosity. If she compared Leo to the guys in those videos, then he didn’t lose in any category. Leo grabbed Reiko by her ponytail, and with her hands on the floor, she began to lick his dick from the base to the tip, kissing it and chasing it whenever it got away from her.

When she got the tip of his dick inside her mouth, Leo kept Reiko in place as he moved his hips, practically forcing his cock inside her mouth. Valerie found her lips parting and growing dry. She licked them and noticed an odd, phantom itch on her tongue while her eyes were glued to the screen.

How long did the blowjob last? Five minutes? Ten? Valerie watched from beginning to end as Reiko excitedly sucked on her boyfriend’s dick, already forgetting there was a camera at all. Leo then pulled her up, lifted her top and pushed her against the wall. His hand greedily groped her chest as their lips came together. Leo had his back to the camera, making it hard to see but her imagination was filling in the blanks. She could still see his toned butt and barely hear their moans. Reiko wrapped a leg around his waist and let out a soft, drawn out sigh. Leo began to move his hips.

Valerie swallowed. The girl behind her was fucking the guy she liked on the screen. Her mind didn’t understand everything, but her body sure was trying to understand. Her heart beat fast, her cheeks and ears burned, and there was an uncomfortable feeling between her legs.

“How… How does it feel like?” Valerie asked.

“Like your whole body is on fire,” Reiko answered, throwing herself back on her bed and looking up into the ceiling. “Like your senses are five times as sharp. Like you don’t care about anything but the pleasure building up inside you until it bursts and your mind goes blank for what feels like minutes.” She shivered. “It makes me so mad that you guys can’t experience it normally.”

Leo and Reiko changed positions. Reiko laid prone on the futon while Leo aggressively pounded on her from behind. Valerie had to move away from the screen a little and looked at Reiko with worry.

“Ah,” the girl giggled shyly. “He… gets like that sometimes. Don’t worry, it doesn’t hurt at all! Actually, I love it. Knowing that I arouse him so much is really flattering and reassuring.”

Victoria had said something like that, too, and Valerie believed she was starting to understand. The guy in the screen wasn’t Leo. She had a hard time believing it was. The forcefulness with which he took Reiko, the passion in his eyes, that insatiable hunger that made him go time and time again. Valerie checked. The video was three hours long.

Victoria had described him well that morning. Leo was calm, methodical, sweet. Yet none of those words applied to what she was seeing now. He was a beast devouring prey.

“That’s nothing,” Reiko said, giggling. “He tells me he’s even rougher with Seina-san and even more so with Lucia-san. They’re both super into it, apparently.”

“S-Seriously?”

Valerie knew there was sex happening daily in that house, but this was what it was like? She lasted a little less than an hour before she stopped the video. Watching more was too difficult.

“How are you feeling?” Reiko asked softly.

“Bothered,” Valerie shivered. “Like, physically bothered. That might have been a little too raw for me, haha,” she tried to laugh it off. She looked at Reiko’s face, and… it felt strange. She had just seen her having sex with Leo. This innocent looking, cheerful girl was doing lewd things with the guy Valerie liked every other day.

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Incredibly enough, Valerie was glad to notice she didn’t resent either of them. It would be weird if she did, since them doing it wasn’t a secret to her. Hell, Reiko was the one who’d been with him the longest. She probably knew him the best, but even so, or perhaps because of that… Valerie was jealous.

“Are things clearer now?” Reiko asked.

“Kind of, but I don’t know,” Valerie sighed. “At least I know I’m not angry at you or anything.”

“That’s good,” Reiko laughed with relief in her breath. “So if you aren’t angry… Do you think you could stand to share him?”

“…” Valerie pursed her lips. “Too soon to tell, but I also don’t want to stall. Don’t have the time.” She bit her lip and looked at Reiko’s laptop. “Would you… be okay with copying that video to my phone? I… want to watch it more tonight.”

“…Please, please, please don’t let anyone else see it,” Reiko pleaded, getting a cable from her drawer. “I wouldn’t mind showing it to the others if they ask, but ONLY if they ask.”

“You have my word.”

It took a long while, but Reiko copied the video to Valerie’s phone. “I want to tell you not to rush things, but I understand why you’re in a hurry,” she said. “Even if it was because of this, I’m glad we got to talk. I feel like I understand you a little better.”

“Me too,” Valerie smiled. “I wish I’d learned Japanese earlier. We missed too many conversations. Regardless of what happens between Leo and me, we need to hang out more. Show me more of your drawings next time, okay?”

“S-Sure!” Reiko answered with a bright smile. “And… um… I’ve been so busy with my art that I’ve gotten a little too sedentary. So…”

“Then I’ll get you to come jog with me,” Valerie grinned. “And I promise you’ll be the first to know what I decide on. Even before Leo.”

“Okay!” Reiko nodded eagerly.

They said goodbye and Valerie began her walk back to the Tensai Residence.

Reiko was a nice girl. A very, very nice girl. Valerie used to believe Reiko was just a calm, easygoing girl and that was the reason she got along so well with the calm and methodical Leonardo. Turns out they’re both freaks, which also explains why they get along.

Once home, Valerie went directly to her room. She stared at the black screen of her phone for a long, long moment before her racing heart pushed her to play the video again. She put on earphones and sat on her bed to watch.

She saw Leo’s toned, svelte body merging with Reiko’s lithe and curvy form. They kissed passionately, deeply. With earphones, Valerie could better hear their voices, their moans, his grunts, her whimpers. She heard them call each other’s names. She watched him hungrily suck on her nipples, she watched her thirst for his dick. She saw him push her against the wall and fuck her from behind, only to gently caress her cheek and kiss her forehead after their orgasms.

Valerie watched all three hours of footage with a wildly throbbing heart, even the full 25 minutes of them quietly making out at the end. Perhaps that was the most mesmerizing thing. Her lips itched for it. She wanted to know was Leo’s lips tasted like. What it would feel like to let him suck on her tongue and explore his mouth with hers.

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And how did Reiko’s lips taste, she caught herself wondering.

Chapters 140 to 143 available at my Patreon.