Unsure what you want

"I am not sure yet do you mind if I talk to Melody for a bit," you ask feeling a bit in your stomach.

The bartender shrugs and says "Whatever" and goes back to work.

You walk over to Melody almost unable to look at her you are so nervous and whisper "Do you mind if we talk real quick?". She just smiles and takes your hand leading you back upstairs. This time Melody leads you into her room and you sit down on the bed with her. She smiles stroking your arm and says "Still not sure?" You nod feeling conflicting emotions running through you and say "Part of me wants to go back to being a guy, all my friends know me as a guy and I have lived my whole life as one. Last night though, being a woman is amazing too though. Looking sexy and being what all those men want feels awesome and sex as a girl is amazing too. When I was done with the guy last night I felt empty and I wanted more, I felt like a slut but when I masturbated it made me want to be used even more. I feel like a slut who wants to be used and abused and part of me hates it and part of me loves it all at the same time." you say the words just pouring out of you like an explosion. By the end, you are crying a bit and Melody is holding you. She strokes your head for a while making soft noises calming you down before saying "It sounds to me like you have discovered that being a slut is a way more fun than following social norms and that you have a few kinks. It also sounds like you are sure what to do which is fine. So how about this, we go back down and talk to the owner and you can work parttime here for now. During the day you can go out and adventure with your friends and in the evening you can come back here and have some fun with me."

Pressed into Melody you just nod. Going back downstairs you let Melody do most of the talking for you and only confirm what she tells the owner. He tells you that he will put you on a trial run tonight, there is a big group coming in and they want some entertainment for the whole group.