Turn around and talk to her.

I don't know why and how but my body just turn around. My feet walked automatically back to the girl. I just went through hell and here I am doing this again.

It was weird, when I got there I just realize what I had just done. Every feeling that got bottled up return in instant and she look at me.

"Hey there?" She says cautiously.

I don't know what to do or say. I'm already here, if I just walk away again I will just be coming off as a creep. I need to say something to break this awkward tension between me and this girl.

Fuck it I need to say something. I'm not going to pussy out now because I'm talking to a girl. I'm already here trying to get out of my comfort zone.

I've already committed to this conversation. Even if this turns out to be awkward. Knowing that I will regret my cringy ass decision later in the future.

I put my best game face on and open my mouth.