Trying to get back to normal

You spent the next couple of days dressing up in Susan's clothes and jerking off, but it lacked the excitement that had come with Bob the contractor. You longed for his touch...but that was behind you.

Susan returned from her trip and life went back to the way it was before, other than your late night alone on the toilet porno searches got more colorful. Before your wife's trips you'd moved between barely legal and BBW porn, with an occasional interracial porn thrown in, depending on what mood you were in.

Now you found yourself drawn more and more towards cross dressers, transvestites and shemale porn. Once or twice you'd even jacked off watching gay porn. You always imagined yourself as the bottom.

A few months earlier the thought of two hairy guys fucking would have sickened you. But the experience with Bob had awakened a side of you that you had not known existed. It had woken a side you'd repressed, a side that craved cocks, balls and cum.

About two months after your time with Bob, Susan decided to put the moves on your for a rare fucking. She dressed up in sexy lingerie and lit candles. She was laying on her stomach, her thong clad ass presented to you when you walked in the bedroom.

You eagerly jumped in bed, but quickly discovered that you couldn't even get it up for her. All you kept thinking was how much better you would look in that outfit than she did. Her loose, hairy pussy and saggy tits were nothing compared to Bob's cock.

You went down on her and ate her to an orgasm so she wouldn't notice your soft cock. When she was spent you took the panties in the bedroom and modeled them in the mirror before jerking off. When you came you ate it, just to get the taste of her pussy out of your mouth.

You had a problem and you had no idea what you were gonna do...

You still loved Susan as much as ever, but you no longer had any sexual interest in her. How could you explain that to her? How could you tell her that you wanted cock now instead of pussy? You couldn't. You couldn't explain it to yourself.