Try to say how you feel

I fell asleep with the resolve to talk to Christopher in the morning, and I awoke with the same resolve. Now, the strength to actually do it was another thing. But still, I’ll try.

I had no idea what time it was, but light was filling the room through the thin curtains I had when we finally started waking up. We’d rolled over sometime in the night, and he was spooning me as we woke up. I could feel his dick poking my ass, but I needed to have a real conversation with him, and I wasn’t super in the mood. Also, I'm still pretty content after last night. Come on, ladies, how often do we get 4 in one go?! That was a first for me, so I'm good and not feeling particularly needy this morning, if you catch my drift. Though, if he ever moved in with me, I could definitely get used to the feel of that wood in the morning.

Christopher’s hand found my naked breast and gave it a fun squeeze, just letting me know he was awake. “Morning, Maddison.”

“Good morning, Chris.” I’d just remembered about Kayla using the nickname last night and decided to test the waters. He hadn't corrected her, after all.

“Christopher, I don’t like Chris. You know that.”

“I know, but you let Kayla call you that yesterday. I thought you were gonna correct her too, but you didn’t.”

“Eh, felt like it was just part of the game. But you know I prefer Christopher.”

“Ok, that’s what I thought.” I guess it was now or never, time to bring up what I needed to talk about. Christopher pinched my nipple once and then moved to get out of bed.

“I need some coffee. You want some?”

“I need to use the bathroom first. Actually, Christopher, can we talk about what we talked about last night again.” I sat up and watched him putting on his shorts and t-shirt.

“Oh, don’t worry, Maddison, I understood loud and clear. I won’t do anything too far. I know how much you like knowing about things too, so I’ll be honest the whole time. But I want to be clear it would just be a sort of game or something, I don't want it to take away from our relationship.”

Was he insinuating that I was the one that wanted him to play with Kayla more? Did I, on some level? Dammit, what is happening?! No, snap out of it, Maddison.

“Well, actually, I don’t know if I’m comfortable with any of it. I just…”

“Maddison, your pussy didn’t lie last night. You loved it! Plus, this is just for fun. I love you and nothing with anyone else will mean anything. It’s all for you and for fun.”

“But…I don’t know…”

“Look, let’s just see how it goes. Look, I think you love this stuff. Maybe it’s your kink that we finally stumbled upon or something. I don’t know, and I will never judge you for any of this or kink-shame you or anything. But I’m willing to dive into it with you! So, if you get turned on watching me play with your friends, then I’ll do it. Especially if the sex continues to be like last night.”

“Ugh, I don’t know why I was so turned on…”

“Maddison, it’s ok. Let’s not worry about it right now. Just go to the bathroom and I’ll get some coffee.”

“Ok.”

“Actually, in the theme of truth or dare since that’s what started all this off, I have a dare for you this morning.”

“I can’t pick truth?” I gave him a playful yet bratty smile. Fine, if he wanted to see where this goes, I'm willing to try with him. I'd never been particularly kinky before. I mean, we'd never done anything other than have relatively normal sex (I'm saying that retrospectively, as my eyes have been opened much more by now). Maybe he was right, and this was somehow a new turn on for me.

“Haha not this time. Maybe next time. I dare you to go to the bathroom without putting a top on. You can wear panties if you want, but you aren’t allowed to put a shirt on until you come back.”

“What?! First, they made me take off my pants last night and now you're making me go with no shirt?? Haha, are you trying to just get me naked in front of everyone?”

“I think you’ll be wet when you get back, just excited by the chance of being seen. Prove me wrong.”

“No way! But what if they see me?!”

“You’re all girls, it’s not like they haven’t seen boobs before. Just tell them you didn’t think they would mind or something.”

“You want me to run out down the hall twice with my boobs showing? Fine, but be ready to be proven wrong when I get back.” I got up on my knees and gave him a small smile, ready to take on his challenge. I have never been tempted to do anything involving being naked in front of others before, so I was quite confident this wasn't going to make me wet. Plus, like I said earlier, I'm not horny right now.

“I doubt it. I’ll go get some coffee while you get the courage up to make a quick dash down the hall. Good luck!” With that he walked out of the room, closing the door behind him.

I got up, found my panties where they'd been discarded last night, and pulled them on over my thin legs and petite ass. If I was caught topless, that was one thing, but naked would be harder to explain. I took a few deep breaths, calming myself down. I’d never done stuff like this before, even when living in the dorms in college. I had always reserved being naked for the bedroom. Sure, underwear in the locker room or in front of friends while changing, but never fully topless. I don’t know why I was so nervous, they were just boobs, right?!

Finally, I turned the knob and opened the bedroom door.