To see how far he will take this.

I slam on my brakes and come to a complete stop inches from the finish line and let him come flying past me with a dumbfounded look on his face. I guess I am in on it with him now, we both want each other and the race is our excuse. "Well damn lost again, better go find out what the winner wants out of me for his prize." I say with less anger than I've had about it for a long time. Before I Start to move my car again I see him headed back.

As he drives back I just stare straight ahead. He gets out and I finally look to him and get out too, trying to calm my heart, I've never been more nervous. I stand there a mix of nerves and body language I hope screams 'I am ready to play', as Alex slowly comes towards me and looks over my body. I'm ruffled from the race, my black silk stockings showing out the bottom of my pants, with the panties peeking out the top, with my tight sweat wet top showing my smooth flat abs, erect nipples, and my black lacy bra showing through. He then looks at my face and looks over me like he's sizing up the first meal after starving, the look he gives makes my weak.

'Now that I've accepted whats happening the effect he has on me, god I'm a mess'

He slowly moves forward, hands on my shoulders, leans into me, and we stare at each other eyes locked. The moment hanging there and all I can think about is how close we are, my heart beats fast and loud, the only other noise is our cars.

"So what did you want as your prize?" I ask in a hushed tone right by his ear. "what do you want to do to me or make me do to myself this time."

"I'm not really sure I could take you as a prize just yet." he says looking over me one last time with a sly grin and then he turns and starts walking back to his car, "I will tell you what you can do though. You can keep sending me nice pics of you."

"I thought we were in this together Alex. Now" I call after him, annoyed at his sudden cold shoulder, " I was hoping for something a bit more hands on. What about our date?"

"Yeah, yeah." He laughs as he gets in his car and leaves, not even saying good bye. I watch as he leaves and can't help but feel cheated somehow.

I head home after a short time standing there, angry at him for the sudden cold shoulder but I head home and change out of the lingerie. As I start to change the anger is replaced with excitement, as I remember his last bet.

I sit and wonder what he is up to. The guy was obviously in to me and this whole bet was his way to tease and get closer. I start to worry that my cold shoulder several days before, when I hadn't figured out what I wanted yet. I may have ruined things and he realized I wasn't worth the trouble during the race 'I am Just eye candy now, someone to get pics from but nothing more?'. I finally wanted him more than ever and I may be losing him?

I've never spiraled like I was now, not even when ex-girlfriends broke my heart. I get ready for bed and plan to go back to the pics and vids I had been sending, even if I'm losing him I feel myself craving his validation, 'What if he only looks at them, how would I feel if I lost the teasing texts, I was wishing they would go away, now they are all I want now.'

I've taken the picture, finger hovering over send, scared.

*Ping- a message from Alex, my heart stops thinking that he's going to call everything off even the pictures and the teasing.

• "here's an address tomorrow you are going to go inside and let them do what I have arranged then you are going to meet me at the restaurant over on 3rd. Come in your cutest lingerie."

My heart leaps for joy. 'Man I've got it bad now, I'm more excited than my after prom 'party' with Tanya Rose back in his school.'

I put the address in, Its more than a bit of a drive, and see it's a boutique with a spa next door, they are both the same address with different suite numbers, "What did you plan." I whisper as I imagine what he might have planned for me. I don't look at the reviews or further details as I want it to be a surprise.

The next morning I head to the store and I head into the shop. It looks like a hallway with a few chair, there is no one there but there is a banner with instructions.

'Welcome to your Haven. Here at Princess Salon, Spa, and massage you will be treated with the utmost care as we make you feel like the princess you are.'

There are instructions for me to step into the first room with an unoccupied indicator, strip, and shower. Then go into the massage room to be tended by staff for my massage, fitting, and make up appointment.

I'm so turned on and I just hope it doesn't show, the whole situation has me hot and bothered but also worried. The staff will see I have a penis, they know I'm a guy, but the way I feel I can't help but want to go through with this. The way Alex had me thinking was turning me on and I couldn't deny that, I wanted to look the part if he needs me to pretend to be a girl or at least not a 'man' then I will do my best to look the part.

I was almost **** to do what ever it took to keep him wanting to play, that fear of losing him earlier had been soothed but it had made a home in my heart.

The note said I had an hour so I started stripping. The shower was hot, and the soap and shampoos and conditioners were expensive and smelling of fruits and flowers. The towels were soft and thick, but as I walked around in nothing but a towel I started to feel my confidence shrink.

I walk through the door opposite the one I came in, there were three staff waiting with their hair in tight ponytails and black business shirts and black pencil skirts on, but none of them could take their eyes off my pelvic area, I'm about to mention it until I notice my mistake.

I've wrapped the towel around me like a women,covering my non-existent breasts and allowing my bit to peek out the bottom. half-erect cook hanging its tip out for all to see.

I can feel my cock start to harden at the attention before I scramble to move the towel. Their eyes break contact as one of them coughs to break the silence before the one at the lead starts talking.

"Come this way we will take good care of you." The older looking of the three ladies says. She looks to be about 50, and is slightly chubby, but her black dress and skirt shows she has curves where you want them, and her smile shows genuine good natured amusement.

I know from working with women like this that they won't mention it or make fun, but as soon as you leave I'll be the new running joke for a few weeks. This makes me blush even more than if they had just make fun of me now. I can't even use anger at the teasing to hide it.

The younger ladies come with her as I'm lead to the table and they hold another towel over the front of me to protect whats left of my modesty, and probably also block the view of my erection, as I position myself.

"I'm Jenny, I'll be your hairstylist and will be in charge of your makeup too. The red head, is Vera, your massage therapist. She will get you all relaxed and loosened up. Joan runs the show and does nails, She will pick what color they look best with before I choose a makeup color for you. So just relax sweetie, and let us work."

Face down on the table, Vera gets behind me and starts rubbing my back. My body was so tight and nervous but with each stroke her hands slid over me she coaxed more of my stress from my body, as the other ladies chat and talk about nothing as they get their supplies ready, they talk about a party coming up and if they will need to stay late that night or not. They keep their voices low as they don't want to distract you or Vera.

She works on my neck and shoulders and as she does I relax. I feel like I'm floating in a warm bath and am being tended to like I was some celebrity or Queen. 'Or princess, Alex said so a few times and now he's sent me here.'

Vera works on my body for a while longer until she is done and leads me to sit in front of Jenny and asks for her thoughts on what she thinks will go best. Jenny holds up a tablet, snapping a shot, and says "she looks pretty pale..." and wonders about "...some makeup to make her more sun kissed?"

Vera looks down to me and asks me if I want to see how I will look. "Sure." I say trying to hide the excitement in my voice. She motions and Jenny holds up a finger, tapping away with the other hand, before bringing the tablet around and holding it up to me. I see a high resolution face swap with a model.

"That's cute." 'I don't see a girl,' I think to myself. 'That is a cute look though, and its been awhile since I've cute this.' "Not a bad pick, I like it."

Jenny smiles "Do you mind if I ask your name. Alex booked you and gave us a picture but no name. I need one for the system, we track the styles and your reactions so we know how to best serve you." I look at her, as my mind races 'I'm not sure I want to give my real one and Alex didn't either, I bet this is to see if I'll go the extra mile, that would be so like him. In for a penny.' "Call me Brittany." I say with a grin. Jenny smiles and turns me around and I can see her prepare to style me.

Joan is rolling over a cart and table, it looks like she will be doing you nails the moment Jenny is done.

Its not long before Jenny has you done and is cleaning up while Joan is working on your nails.

"We'll have you ready and on your way to the fitting in no time, your boyfriend paid extra for a rush, I assume you have somewhere to be afterwards?"

I nod, "Its our first official date." a little meek at the admission. To yourself you whisper, "Of many I hope."

"Really, such a lucky girl for him to go through the trouble of setting this up for a first date." As Joan works she talks to me like one of the motherly figures at work talk to the other girls.

As Joan steps away, done, Jenny is back. Vera seems to have left at some point, probably for another appointment. Jenny has me close my eyes as something is laid over them.

It feels like I'm drifting, Body, head, and hands tingling from lack of stress for the first time in years.

I almost fall asleep in comfort when Jenny pulls the eye mask off and I have to stay really still as she finishes my eyes.

I'm wheeled over to a mirror and am shook, 'I see a girl, I see The Girl,' "That's me?" I ask in a trembling whisper. It feels like something that had been in tension for living memory snapped. 'Why am I so happy.' there are tears pooling in the corner of my eyes.

Jenny is there like a flash and wiping the corners with a tissue to stop them from coming out."None of that dear, our make will handle just about anything but only after its dried, whats wrong, is the look not to your liking."

"No, I mean, yes. Its perfect, I'm not sure why but I felt something when I saw me like this, its... I'm beautiful." Its those last words that make me understand as I remember the last time I ever said them, and what came after.

'A man is not beautiful, *SNAP

I don't want you playing with that girl anymore, *SNAP

She's filling your head with all these fag ideas, *SNAP

I blame your mother, *SNAP

Hold still! I'm showing you what I'll do if you let a girl put that stuff on your face again, *SNAP

I'm raising you to be a REAL man. *SNAP

If you cry It'll just be worse, *SNAP

No son of mine will break just from a bit of punishment, *SNAP,

You can scream and yell, call me a bastard if it helps. NO tears No Crying. *SNAP.

Be a man *SNAP.'

He beat me that day until I was out of tears, had me wash off all the make-up Suzy had put on me and then took me out for ice cream as a reward for 'learning not to cry like a fag'.

I'm sheet white and frozen, but the tears have stopped. They take this a good sign and go back to finishing me off and beginning out processing as I try desperately to push all these memories and feeling into a mental box. 'I've suppressed this for years, I can keep doing so long enough to not ruin the day. I'll deal and cry later. This is what I want, I've started down this path and I won't stop for something as small as THAT!' I finish that thought with a defiant internal shout.

I come back to reality right as Joan is explaining whats next to me. "As soon as Jenny is done with the tablet, you're going to walk through the door that adjoins us to the boutique and they're going to get you set up with everything to get ready. Alex left a card on file so you could what ever the girls and you decide is best." She gives a smile as she looks at me, I blush at her smile, "Its ok to be a bit shy dear, but their good girls and they'll take care of you."

"Where can I put My clothes back on?"

Jenny is next to me ready to lead me to the door. Not answering my question. "You have done so well Brittany, your first time here at Princess Salon and Spa. You did great during the massage. It was hard not to let my hands drift too far." As she talks, her right hand slowly rises. I try not to squirm but can't help myself as she lifts the towel covering my body, as my cock is revealed, I look down, unable to look at her, feeling so exposed as my cock hardens as she stares. My cock starts leaking a little pre-cum as her eyes get lost in my smooth crotch around my hard cock.

I'm standing in front of the door to the boutique, hoping the glass is also dark from that side.

She grabs hold of the head and the base of my cock with both hands and I gasp, unable to hold back a moan as her grip tightens, but only enough to get my full attention. She slowly starts moving her hand up and down on my shaft. 'Why is Joan not saying anything!'

"You are so sexy, the way your body looks so perfect for a girl like you. It's a shame for a cock this good to be wasted on a femboy like you, please tell me you're not going to let them lock this beautiful thing up like our other sissy clients?" She asks with a sly smile as her eyes look deep in to mine as my hips thrusting my cock in her hands.

'Other sissy clients, is that what they think of me?' "No I don't want that." I stammer "I- I- I don't... I think... I'm not like that!" I'm flustered she continues stroking me.

"I thought so, you have such a lovely cock. It seems like you've been trained well, that anyone that gets you horny and takes control of you cock is in control of you. " 'Trained? I've not been trained at all, who wouldn't act like this when a hot girl is stroking them?' "Such a shame for you to waste it on a man, but at least it won't be locked away. If you were one of Joan's regular sissy clients you wouldn't be able to keep your cock like this. It would be locked away, like mine and Vera's. The only way you could cum would be by some toys stuck in your ass. We could milk you dry like a good cow. Would you like that?" She asks with a devilish grin on her face as I feel her hand quicken it's pace.

I want to yell NO, I don't want that but my voice isn't there, the only sounds coming out is gasping for breath. As I can feel a massive load building in my cock. I just nod. The pleasure of my cock overwhelming me as I look in her eyes and see something more, I can feel something growing in my mind. She has a smile as she continues to look deep in to my eyes and her grip gets a bit more firm as I start to lose control. I can feel the need to cum growing in me as her hand moves faster and faster on my cock, as she starts talking. "Oh I just love sissies like you, they don't realize what they are, so we get to help train them, show them how much of a sissy they truly are and make them understand what they were made for and to accept their place. You should be locked up and used by others like you are meant to." She continues. Her change in opinion and tone makes me feel like whip lash, it's like as soon as she saw how easy to control I was her idea of me completely changed. My cock leaking more pre-cum as the feeling of shame grows in me but the need to cum overrides the feeling, my hips start moving with more passion, my balls starting to tighten and rise closer to me, the pressure growing in my cock as my heart starts pounding harder and my cock is getting closer. The pressure inside me starting to be to much to hold back.

I'm finally about to break, But instead she lets go, my cock twitching. The sounds I make sounds pathetic even to my ears. "You should be a sissy like the rest of those that come to miss Joan, locked away from the world, all you would do is lay there and be used. I've always wondered how a femboy like you would take to a good hard ass fucking by some nice stud. Do you think you'd take a big hard cock well and let them pump load after load into your tight little ass? " I nod, my cock needing to cum I am as she whispers in my ears "You'll be back and next time I bet you'll beg us to-".

She is cut off by a smack to the rear and I notice Joan is now behind us, finally ready to stop what ever this was.

"Jenny, you were told you could be the one to get her worked up for her next appointment, not break the poor girls mind. Now back to work, I'll prepare a punishment for you." There is a look in both of their eyes that gives me some thoughts on what that could be.

My body quivers from the near orgasm, but I'm calming down slowly. Jenny wipes her hand on my towel as she gets up from my side and walks me the rest of the way to the door.

Her voice sounding different from a minute before as she starts talking again. "Good girl, you did so well, I hope you are ready for what is next for you." She smiles, I am left speechless.

Vera is back and chatting about other things with Joan like I wasn't just played like an instrument.

Jenny uses the towel covering me to wipe away the pre-cum on me, I'm unable to talk as she does, I feel so weak and the rough towel cleaning isn't enough to cum but does nothing to calm me down, but as soon as she is done I try to follow her to the next door, legs protesting and full of jelly.

She opens the door, takes my towel and pushes me through, completely naked and half hard with pre-cum still, but slowly, dripping.

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