Throw the strap-on out (+10 commitment)

It hurt to do it, but there was no other choice. To think Ashton, who gave every indication of being mostly vanilla, would be into such a niche kink, and there was no easy way to suggest it. What if he felt emasculated? Or made her feel like a pervert? She felt a pang in her heart as she wrapped the power cord around the toy and its harness before throwing it all in a plastic bag, but the stakes were too high.

{if Love = True}The thought of Ashton breaking up with her, or looking down on her; it made her heart ache with grief. No, giving up on a kink she liked was a small price to pay. She could live without it. ‘Although if he is interested in it…’ The thought crossed her mind, but she shook her head. Until she knew for certain, it was best not to give the wrong impression.{endif}{if Denial = True}This was a symbol of who she used to be. And she was not this kind of girl anymore. She would become a nice, respectable girl that Ashton could love and be with for the rest of their lives!{endif}{if Manipulation = True}The risk of the toy being found out didn’t outweigh the benefits. Maybe once they were married she could pressure and guilt him into being her bottom bitch… ‘Now that sounded fun…’ She thought. But for now, out it went.{endif} A quick trip to the garbage chute later and she no longer had the toy. She was serious about making sacrifices for Ashton, and no-one could say otherwise.