This is too much for her

"Sorry... This is too much for me. I can't handle this right now." Ashley said, tears in her eyes. She grab her things, leaving the room without looking at you or at Alexa. Alexa stood there for a moment, shocked from what just happened, and then fell to her chair, crying her heart out.

"Hey... Alexa ... Please don't cry." You said and try to comfort her. It was so diffrent from seeing Alexa on her video. You just realized you never saw Alexa crying. That was the first moment you saw her as Alexa the normal girl from the university, the student, and not the hot pornstar. It was weird, but not in a bad way. You loved that you could finally see Alexa as who she really is , and not the persona she adopted for the screen. Until now, she didn't show you alot of her inner world. And then you realized, she started to opening in front of you.

"Why? Why everyone hates me because of what i do?" Alexa said , her voice shaken as she sobbed. "I'm trying do my best, but everyone disgust by me or want to fuck me! No one want's to be a friend of a pornstar!" She said , cover her eyes with her hands. Ashley hit the most **** point of Alexa. She tried her best to show how much confidence she have , but you see the real Alexa Star. Deep inside, she was an insecure girl, who just wanted that people will love her. You started to wonder, did Alexa ever had a real friend? You hesitate for a moment, but decide to go for it, you pull Alexa from her chair, and hugged her tightly.

Alexa put her head on your shoulder, keep crying, and you caress her hair with your hand. "Don't leave me John, please." She said quietly, and you didn't meant to do it, "Never Alexa. I'll be there for you as long as you need me."

And you both stands like that for , who knows? All that was matters was Alexa. You saw in the corner of your eyes that people who pass by the room looking at you through the window, and you didn't give a fuck. You wanted this moment lasts forever.

Finally, Alexa calmed down, her sobbing became weaker and weaker, and she let go off you. With an act of gentlemanliness, you took a piece of tissue paper that you had in your bag, and gave it to Alexa. She took the paper, wipe her tears, and look at you with red and puffy eyes.

"Thank you John. I was really needed it." She said and smiled to you weakly.

"No problem, Alexa, anytime." You said, and she looked at you in a way you never see before.

"You are really the only one on campus that didn't react badly when he heared that i'm a pornstar. Do you really don't mind thats that what i do?" She asked, looking at you, like she depending on your answer like oxygen for breath.

"Of course not, why would i? You are nice, and amazing, and funny, and cute... Who cares what you in your life ? On contrary, i was really excited to see that you are study with me. I don't know if i ever told you... But you are my favourite pornstar. I mean it, no other pornstar in the world is even close to you. To me, you are the most beutiful girl in the world. And i don't care that you have sex with other people, i'm not judging you. I'm sorry that i was doing a scene about Trevor and you... It was just beacuse..." But Alexa talked before you end your sentence, "I know why you were jealous." She said quietly, and looked at you directly in your eyes.

And then, it happens. Alexa closed her eyed, and moving her face towards you. Your heart pump so fast you thougt it will explode. Slowly, you moved toward Alexa , closing your eyes as well. Her lips met your, she tastes both sweet from her cherry lipstick, and both salty because of her tears. You kissed her with such passion, you hold her almost in the air, her legs folded up. And the her lips sepreated from you, and she looked at you in a way you never seen her before. Not in her movies, and not in real life.

"Alexa i..." You started to say, but she interrupted you again, "Stop. I was wanted to do it. You were so sweet to me, and you are the first guy that looked at me as a woman, not just a pussy and tits. That means alot to me."

"But... We just started to know each other. I have trust issues, it's not easy for me to open to another man so fast. I want to take... whatever that is between us slow. It's OK by you?" She asked and you nodded immediatley. "I'm not saying i'm not like you, otherwise i will not kiss you, but it will take time. So you don't have to wait for me , i will not get hurt if you prefer dating other girls."

"No, it's not a problem to me. I will wait how much is needed Alexa. It means... we are dating right now?" You asked her, she looked into you eyes and said...