The temptations from a wandering mind

Natasha walked slowly to the changing room. Her mind was filled with doubts. Her memories were scrambled and she didn't know what to trust anymore, but one thing was for sure, she had to go back home and understand what was going on.

She headed for the shower and let the water wash her body, but her still confused mind couldn't take her teammate's body out of focus. Something inside her was telling her that the attraction she was feeling was wrong and that she wasn't like that, but still, her hands felt like they had a mind of their own and she masturbated, feeling each stroke slowly taking over her mind as the water hit her body felt like it was slowly washing away the feeling of inadequacy.

When she finished her shower she dressed conservatively and left the base incognito, blending into the crowd. Her eyes were focused forward and she tried to stay focused on her thoughts, but her eyes were betraying her. One of the first posters she noticed was for a movie. The protagonist was wearing a tight and sexy futuristic military uniform. Natasha at first would not pay attention to the movie or the poster, but something about Mary Jane Parker attracted her for a few seconds. The redhead's body seemed magnetic to her gaze. She was so feminine, but at the same time, she had such a masculine aura that gave her a tomboyish look, even though she was straight.

Soon her eyes took her to the next poster. This time her eyes locked on the billboard of a Starkware digital product launch. And her mind was seized by the memory of the commercial, where a casually dressed sexy woman was exercising with her friends and the body sensor was not only measuring her biometric data but also her hormone levels and those of the group of friends around her. The product was trivial, but the commercial seemed to have a constant atmosphere of flirtation between the friends. She even remembered the slogan "Iron sense - Smooth, sensitive and built to last, like your body."

She shook her head and got on the subway. And even inside it, she felt strange. Excited, but not knowing for what. The trip had been short for her luck and she walked to her apartment where she expected to meet a woman she had never had a relationship with before, but at the same time, her heart spoke that she had been the love of her life.