The regrets of my mother

It was good to see that everything was right for now, but there was something else bugging me from the conversation I had with my mother, it was something I haven’t heard before, and it was… well, intriguing to say the least.

Turning to see Ginny I found out she was still wearing the gothic schoolgirl uniform that Agatha would kill to have, and that it was doing a very flattering job of being alluring and kinky at the same time on Ginny’s body, shaking slightly my head at the lovely image (I needed a clear mind to think)

“Hey Ginny, you know what mom was referring to when she said that the doctors were expecting something else?” I asked being more than a little curious, part of the history of me before getting born was still something of a mystery, not that they decided to avoid talking to me about it, but more because I have never asked or came clear on a conversation so this was new to me.

Shrugging her shoulders once again getting comfortable in my… our bed, I guess, she closed her eyes and started with the explanation.

“Seems like the doctors thought you were going to be a girl” she said with her usual soothing voice when explaining something, meanwhile I was slightly surprised at those news.

“Really? I didn’t know about it”

“Yeah, seems that your mom was really happy about it, for what I can read in her mind, she was really happy about it”

“Read her mind? You are reading her… forget about it, is not important, but, the doctors told her I was going to be a boy later on, right?”

“No, I don’t think they knew until the moment you were born” geez; that for mom would have been a hit “seems she always wanted to have a daughter, but then you came and she couldn’t have any other kids after you”

“What? She wanted to have a daughter?!”

“For what I can see, her family places great focus on the girl” that’s true, I guess, all of my aunts and uncles have a girl in their family, a whole total of 6 female cousins only in the side of my mom. I didn’t know that, to know that the daughter you always wanted ended being a boy could be a hit, and then discovering that having any other kid could be disastrous for her health… I don’t know.

“How is she feeling about that? I mean, right now”

“She is fine, she got better, a little, you are a good son, hard to believe” she said with her usual teasing, mostly to lift the atmosphere “but… she stills has the desire of having a girl, it is deeply ingrained into her mind, I suppose that’s one of those life regrets of you, human beings have” Ginny said not quite listening to her anymore, seems I never quite knew my own parents. To know that your greatest wish could never be true can hurt a lot, I wonder if I could do something for mom; once that thought entered my mind I almost slapped my own forehead, I had a genie, I could do anything!