The reason for this deception

Hannah was an attractive woman. She could certainly find a partner that would appreciate her for who she was. Someone who could love a woman with an… Interesting past like hers. So why was she doing this to herself? Why lie and hide this part of herself, even as she felt horny and **** for sex? There were plenty of fish in the sea, as they said! At least some guy must exist somewhere that would enjoy dating a {if Squirter = True}squirting{endif}{if Gym bunny = True}muscular{endif}{if Massive melons = True}busty{endif}{if Blowjob enjoyer = True}cock-sucking{endif} former {if Porn Star = True}porn star{endif}{if Hardcore Party Girl = True}party girl{endif}{if Hotwife = True}hotwife{endif}, right?

But Ashton was different. He was cute, for one, way more than he gave himself credit for, especially when he smiled at her while fiddling with… Something. He was always fiddling, with his hair or his clothes, with a napkin or his keys or a blade of grass. Whatever was available, as if he hated for his hands to stay still. But he always paid attention to her, and she never felt like he had any ulterior motives.

He made her feel special. No guy had made her feel special before.

But if one would ask her the main reason she had chosen to stay with Ashton, even if it meant hiding her past, there are only three possible answers:

She was in love

The most rosy and romantic option. She was head over heels in love with him. He made her feel like nobody ever before, and when she was with him it was as if she discovered the world anew. Her usual park became a beautiful garden, her favorite movie was even better when she saw it with him and even when she was by herself a small text or the realization of an impending date made her giddy, and the world was briefly a warmer, **** place.

For him? Yes, she would hide her past. She would wait for their first time, no matter how horny she was. He was worth it. He was worth so much more than that.

This option will make it more likely that this story will have a happy end, and prevent some of the unpleasant options. Such is the power of love.

She was in denial

The slut that had slept with so many men was in the past! Hannah was not getting any younger, and she should stop fooling around and settle down, if she wanted a future. This is what she told herself, at least, when Ashton showed interest in her. He was different from the others. He didn’t see her as just another notch, or a way to fulfill his fetishes. He respected her as a person! This was so rare for her… And she was grateful to him for it.

And if she increasingly felt the pangs of sexual desire for Ashton and the sweet scent of temptation when another hot man , she ignored them. This was in her past. It would not affect her actions now! She would be a chaste, loyal partner, just like him and society expected of her. No matter what.

Things could swing either way. An option as neutral as a coin toss, or a razor’s edge. No choices are locked out.

She was sure she could manipulate him

Ashton was clearly inexperienced in romance, and if he had misjudged her and thought she was some blushing virgin, who was Hannah to say no? Ashton was kind, reserved and he trusted her. If she played her cards right she could be married to him soon and then she could wrap him around her little finger, with time. She might even get him to be a bit bolder or fool around with other lovers and get away with it… If she was careful.

And she had to be careful. Opportunities like these didn’t fall from trees. And besides… She was still fond of Ashton. He was kind, trusting and cute. She could do a lot worse for a permanent partner. But she couldn’t fuck it up.

This option will unlock some mean choices for Hannah, and lock away some of the romantic endings. Poor, poor Ashton.