The next day

You wake up, you can hear Kannan in the shower.

You stretch and yawn, taking in the morning sun, you would like to say gently passing through the window, but to be accurate, the sun is fucking blasting through the window, so fucking bright.

You head to the toilet, which is thankfully not in the bathroom, you and Kannan aren't exactly 'there' yet in the relationship. His comment about playing with your ass after Erik has fucked it, is playing a two way street in your mind.

Yes, its fucking hot that he wants to do that, but part of you is actually a little sad? that he isnt even remotely bothered by the idea? You dont, know, its not like you were planning a wedding, but you really like Kannan, but the truth is, hes not actually gay. Hes just someone under the influence of your potion and while it may develop, it will always be something that is dependent on your potion lasting.

God, damn, why does he have to have such a nice cock, there you are back to just being a slut and thinking about his slab of cock.

I mean, I guess until there is a 'exclusive' convo, its all good. In fact, Kannan seems so nonchalant about it all, you wouldn't be surprised if given the opportunity, he would fuck girls. Oh Jesus why does the thought of that bother you so much! DO you have feelings? and if you do, is it a fucking dangerous path to go down.

You give him a kiss and you are about to leave..

"So, I have to do prac tonight at the local hospice tonight, and I don't finish till midnight" Kannan says

"Oh, I know you were keen to do that, thats awesome" you respond, he really was keen

"You should see what Erik is up to" Kannan says

Well fuck, here are all of those 'feelings' you have been trying shuffle this morning, not only is he not bothered by you spending time with Erik, but hes encouraging it?

"Oh, yeah maybe" you reply halfheartedly, doing your best to hide your confusion or is it disappointment? you aren't sure which. Its because he called you babe, you simple bitch.

*

You leave Kannan's and head home, you decide to call your mate Aiden. Aiden is you best mate, and you can easily skip any pleasantries when you call him and get straight to the point. You explain you met a guy only a few days ago, the sex is great, there isn't any problems per'se. You cant exactly tell Aiden, Kannan is 'normally straight' but you can get on the track for some advise by omitting some details!

"Its not the first time you have done this" Aiden Says

"Done what" You ask

"You emotionally invest in people you have repeated sex with" Aiden says

"I really dont, I got fucked in the a toilet yesterday and I dont care about the guy who did it" You reply

"I said repeated, and its not a bad thing, you obviously enjoy it more if you feel connected" Aiden adds

"Keep talking" you suggest

"You liked this guy Kannan right?" Aiden asks

"Yes" You reply

"Do you really like him or does he just tongue your ass good" Aiden probes

"Bit of both? I'm not sure what im feeling" You reply

"Look, it doesn't sound like this guy is just wanting to fuck you, he would have ghosted you after one fuck, but.." Aiden trails off

"But what?" you ask

"But, IF, and I mean IF, they felt like it was more, as it seems you do, they would not be encouraging you to see someone else"

Silence

"Just see it for what it is, don't over invest, we're young, and honestly, if it was meant to be, you would feel it, and you wouldn't be calling me. Even more so, if they felt it, you would probably know about it" Aiden sums it up for you

"Thank you, Love you" You

"Love you too" Aiden says then hangs up. Yeah we always say we love each other, get over it.

You get home, shower and begin your work day.

You look at your phone, you really want to text Erik, you have moderate anxiety about this whole thing.

You decide you are being dramatic and you just text him.

Boom, he instantly replied yes, with a smily emoji. You are seeing him this afternoon!

You finish work and prepare with a long shower and you ensure all your bits are clean and you prepare. Because even tho you dont think tonight is going to be a night you get fucked, you're a slut and you should always be prepared.

Its only been a few days since you took the potion, but the idea of what feels like a date with someone who hasn't seen you naked, meaning they aren't completely under the influence of the potion yet is weird.

Unlike your Uncle..who is looking at you like he just wants to lick your whole body...