The decision

In the following weeks Gina constantly feared that Susan would really command her to leave school and family. But she didnt. At least not until today.

The thought that Susan could rip her out of her life and make her really a complete toy, just like that, was frightning and on the other side tempting. Her existance would only serve one goal - to satisfie her mistress.

After the first shock was gone, she remembered how Susan safed her at the fair. It was strange hiw attached she was to the person causing her so much trouble. They met alot and Gina thought of the day one week ago:

They had been on a walk threw the park and graveyard. There was a place to sit and talk and watch the sunset. And they had done that. Gina had told Susan what she feels. It was hard for her and sounded very cute and unsure. She had told her what she felt earlier, the sensations, the exitement, the friendship, the erotics and the love. That she felt secure around Susan and if someone cared for and looked after her. And what had she done? She had laughed.

It felt very bad to remember this moment. It stung and hurt becouse this laughing was mockery. Gina still heard the answer: "Oh my, are we getting affectionate, deary? I always knew you were a freak. If this is your genious plan to become free again, forget it."

Gina sobbed. Why had she to fall in love with this cruel person? Did she even, or was it only illusion? She had looked it up, they called it 'Stockholm-Syndrom'. Everything was so complicated.

Elesewhere you could see Susan as she burned her diary. She had read the last few entrys and thought of that sunset too very often. At first she thought Gina just wanted to play her lover to get free from the curse. Then she really thought about that. But what if Gina only had played her role very good since they had been playing this 'game' and neither loved her nor liked these sessions? Then she would lose her, and she would lose the power which was so enjoyable. "I am not a bad person." She repeated the last sentence of the diarys 34 page. "Am I?"

Then she invited Gina via messenger to a date. It was time for a decision.