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Chapter 368
by
XarHD
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The River's Bride
They made it two blocks before Laura split. Andy felt it before he saw it—like pressure behind his eyes easing, like the air around her finally giving up a held breath.
They’d barely rounded the corner past the Millers’—the house with the crumbling mailbox and the Christmas lights still up weeks after the holidays—when, without warning, she doubled. There was no sound, no shimmer, just a kind of doubling in the air, a shadow resolving itself into a second, identical body, both dressed in the same white dress. Both of her exhaled at once, two sets of lungs releasing a long, shuddering sigh that fogged in the cold.
Andy couldn’t help it; he laughed, startled and a little delighted. “You okay there?”
“God, you have no idea,” said both voices, perfectly in sync. “It’s like holding in a sneeze, but for your entire soul.”
They walked for a few seconds, side by side, in step so perfect it looked like a trick. The left Laura shook out her arms. The right one rolled her neck, as if she’d just been unzipped from a too-tight skin. Both glanced at him, daring him to comment.
He did. “Was it that bad? My parents weren’t that scary.”
“It wasn’t them,” Laura said in stereo, looking at him. “Okay, maybe a little. But mostly it’s just—” she struggled, both faces twisting into matching frustration, “it’s like having a finger in a dam and knowing the second you move it, everything will flood out and drown you. Does that make sense?”
Andy nodded. “Yeah, I think so.”
“And before you ask,” Laura added, both mouths flattening into the same line, “yes. It matters. Doing the one-body thing takes effort. I can do it. I just—” She blew out a breath. “I can’t do it for hours without feeling like my brain’s overheating.”
Laura’s bodies sandwiched him between them—two hands warm and dry despite the wind. He knew why they were warm; the Gifts were doing their job, the cold kept at bay like it had been earlier, like it was embarrassed to try. It felt ridiculous and wonderful.
When he looked down, he realized the two of them must have looked completely insane: one girl in two bodies, each dressed identically in white, clutching the hands of a man in black jeans and a white button-down with rolled-up sleeves as they stomped through suburban ice slush like they were late for prom.
But this was Warrenville in the dead of winter. Nobody was out. The only witnesses were the bare, rattling trees and the occasional crow perched on a wire, as if waiting for a power line to snap.
They walked in silence past dead lawns and salt-streaked driveways. The air was flat and gray, the sky the color of wet cement. The only brightness was the faint blue of Laura’s hair as the light hit it just right. Her dresses looked almost too bright against the snow—like someone had dropped a scrap of a different story into the middle of this one.
Andy tried not to think how, even in the dullest light, Laura’s twin faces seemed to glow, radiant against the muted winter world. He tried not to dwell on how each of her matching thumbs stroked his knuckles in the same absent, looping motion.
He failed. But that was okay. There were worse thoughts to have.
The subdivision thinned as they approached the park. Twin Yews Road curved and spat them out into the edge of the forest preserve. Here, lawns gave way to tall, dry grasses poking through the snow, and the river cut a black seam through the pale landscape. There was no sound except the crunch of shoes on ice and the distant rumble of county highway traffic. They walked through the trees, and every landmark came with a sting: the bent signpost, the old stump kids used as a base, the place the path forked like a choice you made once and couldn’t unmake.
The footbridge loomed just ahead—a humped wooden arc spanning twenty feet of frozen water. In Andy’s memory it had been heroic, soaring over a wild, deadly river. Up close it was smaller than he recalled: planks rotted, railings so low he could step over them with one knee. The kind of bridge adults don’t notice. The kind of bridge kids make into a world.
Laura let go of his hand and bounded onto the bridge with twin, hollow thuds. She tested the first plank with her toes, arms out for balance. She ran twin left hands along the railing to brush off ice crystals. Her movements were perfectly matched—default mode—like her body was insisting on sameness now that she could.
“It’s smaller than I remember,” Laura said in perfect unison, her two mouths forming the same words at the same instant.
Andy grinned. “We were kids. Everything felt bigger then.” He looked at her. “You’re still pretty small.”
Laura punched him in stereo, then turned both faces on him, expression alive with that strange doubled energy. “I remember thinking if I ever fell in, I’d just swim to the other side. Like I was invincible.”
Andy joined her on the bridge. The wood creaked under his weight but held. Below, the river wasn’t frozen solid—patches of black water churned between plates of white, the current slick and mean. It looked nothing like the serene painting in the town hall or the safe, shallow creek of summer afternoons.
He leaned over the railing, the wind biting his ears. “I used to think there were monsters in there,” he said. “A water witch, waiting to drag us under if we got too close.”
Laura gave him the Look that said, of course you did. “I always thought I’d be the monster,” she added, her two voices melding into one. For a moment, the bridge was silent.
Andy didn’t know how to answer, so he just rested his elbows on the rail and watched the ice-choked current. The water was high, swollen with snowmelt, and its edges crawled with broken shards of ice catching what little light the sky offered. The river didn’t feel like a place you owned. It felt like a thing that had been there first.
After a second she called, “Hey. Look.”
He joined her at the bridge’s crown. Laura pointed downward, tracing an old, rough, knife-scratched carving:
AC + LA / FOREVER
Nearly worn away, but still visible, the initials linked by a crooked heart.
Laura made a sound halfway between a laugh and a sob. “Did you do this?”
Andy shook his head. “Yeah. The summer before eighth grade. You dared me to jump in, and when I wouldn’t, you said you’d do it for both of us, then decided to look for frogs instead. I carved our names while you were searching. I was just too scared you’d laugh, if I showed you.”
Laura stared at the mark, then at him. “You remember that?” she said.
“Of course I do,” Andy said softly. He ran his thumb over the grooves. “I remember everything.”
They stood together, Laura’s two bodies perfectly still, looking at the river, the bridge, and the initials that had outlasted sixteen years of weather and neglect.
Then, softly, Andy said, “Did you know there’s a story about this place?”
Laura looked up. “A story?”
Andy nodded. “The year after you—after the accident, people said they saw a ghost on the bridge. A girl in white, with long black hair. Sometimes she called out to the river, sometimes she just stood, staring.”
Andy was quiet. “I used to sneak here at night, sit at the end of the bridge and wait.”
Laura glanced at him. “Did you ever see me?”
He shook his head. “No. But I wanted to.”
Laura stood next to him, her hips brushing his, both bodies mirroring every movement. After a moment, Laura said, “I don’t think it was me. I never felt like a ghost. More like I was underwater—voices muffled, far away.” She looked up at him with both faces open and ****. “You were the only one who ever got close enough to reach me.”
Andy swallowed against the ache in his chest. “I wish I could have done more.”
Laura’s two heads smiled in perfect sync. “You did everything you could.”
They sat for a long while, listening to the rushing water. Far off, a dog barked, but otherwise the world held its breath.
Finally, Andy stood and dusted off his hands. “There’s one more thing I want to show you.”
He led Laura’s two bodies off the bridge, down a narrow path along the riverbank. The snow here was undisturbed, but the trail was pressed into the mud by a thousand kids over countless summers. They followed it fifty yards and stopped where the water eddied in a lazy curve.
“This is where you pulled me out,” Andy said, motioning to the muddy slope. “The current was fierce that year. I never properly thanked you.”
Laura’s two forms looked at the water. “You would have done the same for me,” she said softly.
Andy laughed, raw and honest. “Maybe. But you were always the brave one.”
Laura grinned, then playfully shoved his shoulder. With a sigh, Laura sat on the bank, knees to her chests. Andy joined her, the two of them a silent cluster at the edge of memory.
For a long moment nothing happened. The world simply was—cold, quiet, a little sad, but not hopeless.
Andy looked at Laura’s two faces—each carrying her own echo of the girl he’d lost and the woman she’d become. He opened his mouth to say something profound, but all that came out was: “I’m glad you’re back.”
Laura’s twin heads brightened, and her singular soul spoke in unison, “Me too.” She didn’t sound sure she deserved it. Just sure it was true.
They stayed like that until the sun dipped behind the trees and shadows crept longer over the water. When they finally stood, Laura synchronized both bodies, dusted off her dresses, and linked arms with him. They walked back to the bridge, the carving still waiting as if it had never been forgotten. And as they stepped onto the first plank again, the air felt—just for a second—like it was making room for something else to arrive.
The bridge felt different in the blue hour, the way it always had when Andy was a kid—like a place outside time, where voices rang truer, secrets floated up from the grain, and if you said something out loud, the river would keep it forever. Laura leaned on the rail at the crown of the arch, one body on each side of the footpath, two pairs of hands curling tight on the raw old wood. She stared straight ahead, eyes fixed on the black, roiling water below.
Andy cleared his throat, just to hear the sound of it. "You want to hear something stupid?"
Laura flicked twin glances his way, perfectly matched. "Always," she said, which almost made him laugh.
He reached behind the bridge, to the spot where the planks met the embankment. He'd stashed the guitar there—an ancient Fender acoustic, stickers peeling, one tuning peg swapped for a mismatched silver one. He dusted off the case and cracked it open.
Laura brightened—both of her—recognizing the guitar. Andy held it to his chest, fingers finding the strings in that automatic way that muscle memory never let go of. "I used to bring this here when I was too angry or scared to talk to anybody. I'd sit on this bridge and play till my hands hurt."
Laura nodded. "I remember." There was a reverence to her voices—like church, or something better than church, a memory that was all their own.
Andy thumbed a few chords, then paused, still leaning against the rail. "A few months before you died—" he stopped, not sure how to phrase it. "I told you before, I learned two songs for your birthday. One was 'The Scientist.'"
Laura rolled her eyes in stereo. "You learned Coldplay for me?"
"Yeah. But I never played it for you."
"You should have," she said. "I would have loved it."
Andy shook his head. "I wasn’t ready yet, and then you left. But you would have mocked me into oblivion. That's why I learned the other song, too. The one you actually liked."
Laura's selves tensed, lips parting in surprise. "Which one?"
He looked away, letting the wind ruffle his hair. "You always said you wanted 'You and Me' at your wedding. By Lifehouse. You claimed it was the perfect song—'even if it's cliché as hell, Andy, it's still true.'"
For a split second, both of Laura's faces cracked. "You learned it for me?"
Andy nodded. "It was going to be your present. I thought—" he couldn't say the rest, not yet. He didn't say what he'd imagined when he'd practiced it alone in his room. He didn't have to. He strummed the opening, soft and halting, the sound almost vanishing in the cold.
Laura—both bodies—covered her mouths, stifling a sob.
He kept playing. "By the way, you never said who you'd be marrying," he murmured, "just that this was your wedding song."
Laura blinked, then shook her heads, voice trembling as both said in perfect sync, "I didn't want to jinx it."
Andy laughed, a sharp, bright sound. "You always did believe in jinxes."
Laura wiped at her cheeks, both faces pale with feeling. "I never wanted to say it was you," she said, "because if I told you, you might run away."
He stopped playing, just for a heartbeat. "I never would have run." He played the opening again, this time not stopping. "I wanted to do this here, today, because I never got to play it for you. You died in November. Your birthday was months away. I kept rehearsing, right up until…"
He trailed off, then said, softly, "I kept thinking maybe if I played it loud enough, you'd hear it wherever you were. That’s when I started the tradition, the Playlist. I’d visit your grave every year, or come here, and play you my present."
Laura's right hand reached for his, catching his fingers on the neck of the guitar. "I would have loved it," she said, both voices barely more than a whisper.
He strummed the first full chord, let it ring, and began to sing—not just the words, but everything that had ever been between them, the longing and the ache and the strange, stubborn hope that even **** couldn't kill. His voice shook at first, then steadied, and as he played, the air around them changed.
The river dulled, the wind dropped, as if someone had turned a dial somewhere out of sight. The whole bridge felt as if it had drawn a deep breath, waiting for something to happen.
Laura's left body stepped closer, hands twisting the hem of her dress. The right one covered her mouth again. Both sets of eyes filled with tears, but neither looked away.
Andy sang the chorus—"All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right…"—and Laura laughed through her crying. She shook her head, both forms beaming, and for a moment she looked thirteen again, exactly as she had on the last day he saw her alive.
When he hit the bridge, Laura leaned on the rail beside him, right arm sliding under his, left hand bracing his back. The two bodies hugged him like a single, doubled soul, and Andy nearly lost it. He kept playing, even as his own throat closed with feeling.
The last note hung in the air, the chords trailing off like the end of a prayer. It didn’t fade right away.
It held, longer than sound should.
For a second, there was nothing—no sound but the river, no feeling but the pulse of warmth where Laura's hands pressed against his ribs. Even the current seemed to hesitate.
Then the world rushed back in.
Laura stood still, both bodies breathing hard, both faces shining with tears and the kind of smile that made it impossible not to believe in miracles.
She said, both voices low and true, "You don't know how long I've waited for this."
Andy set the guitar aside, careful not to let it fall, and reached for her, holding one hand from each of her bodies. "Me too," he said. "I think that's what this was always about. Giving you the song, and taking this place back from what happened. Making it something good, finally."
Laura nodded, the movement perfectly synced between both bodies. And as she did, the air tightened—like the moment before a storm breaks, except the sky was clear. Her two bodies swayed—barely—and then, in the space of a heartbeat, she was one.
No warning, no ripple, no effort or conscious choice, just a single Laura standing before him, hands still clasped in his, face wet with tears and more alive than he'd ever seen her. Her hair, caught in the last of the sunset, flared blue at the edges, just as it had in every dream he'd ever had about her.
Andy stared, then grinned, sudden and wide. "Did you do that on purpose?"
Laura laughed, voice breaking. "No. It just—happened." She glanced down at her own hands, flexing her fingers once, as if checking the weight of herself.
He pulled her in and hugged her, and she melted against him, warm and solid and impossibly real.
They stood that way for a long time, the bridge holding them up, the river below gone silent and gold in the fading light. Not frozen, just quiet. As if listening.
After a while, Laura pulled back, looked down at the water, then back at Andy. "Look," she said, pointing.
He followed her finger. In the water below, two reflections stared back—not the man and woman standing on the bridge now, but their thirteen-year-old selves. Andy's hair was longer, Laura's cut in the old, uneven style she used to favor. They were holding hands, faces bright with laughter and that peculiar, defiant joy that only belonged to kids who had no idea how short life could be.
The current cradled them. The reflections smiled up at them, then faded with the next swirl of current.
Laura let out a long, slow breath, then looked up at Andy, her eyes impossibly blue.
"Thank you," she said. "For giving this place back to me. For giving me back to me."
Andy pressed his forehead to hers, the gesture familiar, unthinking, something he hadn't done since before she died. "Thank you," he whispered. "For coming home."
Above them, the sky had turned a wild, impossible gold. Too gold for January. Too gold for Illinois. The trees caught the light, and for the first time in sixteen years, the footbridge felt like a place for beginnings, not endings. Like something had been waiting for them to stand here together.
Neither of them said anything for a while. They didn’t notice that the wind hadn’t returned.
There was nothing more to say. Upstream, the water moved against its own current for a breath, then stilled.
The first sound was the whisper of bare feet on frost-stiff planks.
Andy felt it before he saw her—some shiver in the air, a prickle at the base of his skull, the feeling of being watched and weighed and found to be enough. Not judged, but measured. Laura must have felt it too; she turned in his arms, eyes gone wide and uncertain, watching the far end of the footbridge as if waiting for a ghost.
She wasn't far off.
The woman stepped into view with the softest step, toes leaving half-moon prints in the rime. She wore a long dress that fluttered blue and gold in the wind, and her hair hung loose around her shoulders, streaked dark as river mud. Her scarf fluttered behind her like wings. Andy recognized her instantly—Anna, Arabella’s so-called sister, with a queen's composure and the eyes of someone who'd seen every kind of loss and never flinched from any of it.
Now, up close, she looked less human. The lines of her face were too fine, her gaze too fixed. She glided rather than walked, her arms at her sides, and every few steps the hem of her dress lit up with little flashes of lapis, like bioluminescent fish darting in and out of shadow. Like she carried her own stars.
Laura tensed, but didn't step away. Instead, she leaned into Andy, as if he could shield her from whatever was coming next.
The woman stopped at the center of the bridge, no more than three feet away. She smelled of salt and summer air, but there was a coldness to her presence, a kind of gravity that made Andy's breath come shallow. She regarded them with eyes black as the river, and then she smiled—a slow, patient smile, full of some secret Andy knew he would never quite grasp.
"Hello, Andrew," she said, and her voice was the sound of a wave breaking on rock. "Hello, Laura."
Laura stiffened, and Andy felt the tremor run through her. "Do I know you?" Laura asked, her voice half a whisper.
The woman smiled wider. "You do, and you don't. You saw me last night, standing beside my sweet sister. Andy knew me as Anna.” Her gaze sharpened slightly. "But long before that, mortals called me something else. A name they whispered when they needed the blessings of the rivers."
Andy felt the knowledge settle into him—not explode, not blaze. Settle. Like something remembered rather than learned, the natural result of coming in contact with the divine. Like a word he had known and then forgotten.
"Inanna," he said, voice barely more than a croak.
The woman dipped her chin, a little amused. "Queen of Heaven, they called me. Lady Who Brought the Waters. Evening Star. Queen of the Heart. Not so hard to remember, is it?” Her eyes flicked briefly to the river. “Names have power, especially where water remembers."
She glanced at Laura, her eyes softening just a fraction. "You see, child, the river never forgets its dead. It does not lose what it takes."
Laura shivered, but didn't look away.
Inanna stepped closer, and for a moment Andy thought she would simply walk through them, dissolve them both into mist. Instead, she reached out a hand and rested it on the railing, her fingers long and perfectly still.
"This river," she said, "once took two hearts—one above the surface, one below.” Her gaze moved between them. “But it never broke them. It simply kept them waiting, for a moment like this."
Andy tried to swallow, but his throat wouldn't work.
"It held them," she continued, "until longing grew strong enough to call them back to the same shore."
She gestured downstream. The air above the water warped and shimmered. The river, which had been roiling and black a moment before, smoothed to a perfect, glassy calm. Every ripple stilled. Every swirl locked into place. It looked like a pane of obsidian laid across the current. The sky poured into it without distortion.
"The music called me here," Inanna said, her voice gentle now. "It is always music that bound the living to the dead. Songs are promises mortals make when they do not yet understand what they are promising. Your song, Andrew. Your longing, Laura. Even your silences were songs in their own way."
Laura clutched Andy's hand tighter. "What do you want from us?"
Inanna’s laughter was soft—low and resonant, like distant surf against stone. "I want nothing,” she said. “You have already given it.” She lifted her hand slightly, not a command, but a blessing. “The truth.” Her gaze sharpened, just enough to cut. “The truth of what you meant to say that day, hidden beneath the anger and the hurt. The truth of what you have carried all these years.” She lowered her hand slowly.
"Love that survives **** has already crossed into my realm." Her mouth curved faintly. "I am only here because thresholds demand witness."
Andy looked at Laura, saw his own fear reflected back at him. But beneath it was something else, a wild kind of hope, the same hope that had once dared him to carve their initials into the bridge, knowing full well the world would try to erase them.
Inanna gestured at their joined hands. "Hold tight," she said quietly. The river darkened beneath the glass-like surface. "The river is listening,” she tilted her chin towards the sky, “and so am I.”
The air held still. The sky above them burned white-gold, too bright for winter, too bright for Illinois. The world narrowed to wood and water and breath.
Thirty years thinned to a single thread.
Inanna stepped back, making space. "This is your moment," she said softly.
Andy opened his mouth.
And the rest of the world fell away.
Andy held Laura’s hands, palms so cold his own felt like fire by comparison, and for a second he forgot how to breathe. Her eyes were wide and shining, every inch of her present, hungry to hear what he would say. The words came out low and halting at first, then fast and unrestrained, the dam broken, everything he’d ever buried rising to the surface.
“I spent sixteen years pretending I was okay,” he said. “I wasn’t. I was just missing you. Every day, every minute.” He let the words land instead of rushing past them. His grip tightened without meaning to. “You were the only person who made sense to me back then, Laura. The only one who saw me before I knew who I was supposed to be. With you, I never had to try.” He shook his head, words coming faster now. “When you died, I just…” He trailed off, blinking hard. “I tried to grow up around it. I tried to build something that mattered. I tried to be someone you would have been proud of. But there was this hole in me that never closed. It wasn’t that I didn’t live, I did. I met people, I cared about them. But nothing ever replaced you and filled that hole.”
His voice broke slightly.
“I never stopped wanting you. Not in some frozen-in-time way. I wanted the you who would’ve grown up with me. The you who would’ve argued with me about stupid things and called me out when I was being an idiot. I wanted the you I didn’t get.”
The words hung in the air, raw and unfiltered. Laura's face was wet with tears, the way it used to get when she tried to hold them back and failed, but she didn't look away, didn't hide behind her hands or turn her body from his. Andy felt the weight of every year they'd lost, every conversation that never happened, pressing down on the planks beneath them, and still he couldn't stop.
He kept going, voice rough with the effort of tearing these words out from wherever he'd buried them. “I spent all this time thinking it was my fault. If I'd just held on tighter, or said the right thing, or figured out how you were hurting, or noticed something sooner, maybe you wouldn't have…" He exhaled shakily. "But I know that's not true. I know you were hurting way before that day. And I hate that I couldn’t carry that for you. I would have. I would’ve taken all of it if I could.”
A sound escaped Laura—not a sob, but something more like a gasp, a mix of hope and agony. Her hands squeezed his so hard the bones in his fingers protested, and still she didn't let go. Andy wanted to memorize every line of her face, every lash and freckle and that tiny notch on her left eyebrow from where she’d once split it open falling off his bike.
“You were my whole world,” he said, voice quieter now, but deadly steady. “Everything else made more sense when you were there.” He took a deep breath. “I love you. I never stopped loving you. I don't think I even could, if I tried.”
The confession didn't fix anything, but it changed the air, like opening a window in a sealed room. Andy felt himself breathe again, really breathe, for the first time in years. The river below them waited, silent, as if the current had stilled to hear the words at last.
Laura's lips trembled. She spoke, and though it was only her single self now, her voice carried the resonance of the two she’d been—full, layered, alive.
"I wanted to tell you," she said. "I wanted to tell you every day, but I was scared.” She laughed once, wet and shaky. “I thought if I said it out loud, it would change everything. That I would ruin it, or you’d look at me different. Or you’d laugh and I would never recover.” She wiped at her face. “I love you. I loved you from the second we met. I loved you so much it scared me. I loved you when you smushed your face into your birthday cake, when we were three. I loved you when you brought me a sandwich when I was perched on the crabapple tree. I loved you when you were this annoying, stubborn kid who wouldn’t let me cheat at Mario Kart.” A broken smile flickered. “And every time you chose me, every time you made me laugh—every sleepover, every bike ride, every dumb secret—it felt like I was stealing something good.”
Her voice thinned. “I didn’t think I was allowed to have something that good.”
Andy felt the tears rise, but this time he let them fall. Laura's hands were shaking, but he held them steady, grounding her, grounding himself.
“And that day,” she said, eyes fierce and hurt and tender all at once, “I was so angry at you. I imagined you growing up without me. Being happy without me. Falling in love with someone else. I wanted to hate you for it.”
She shook her head. “But I never did. I couldn’t. Because that's not who you are. You stay, even when it hurts. And you never left me. Not even when it would have been easier.”
Her fingers trembled in his. “I was drowning long before I hit the river,” she said quietly, “And your family—you were the only one who ever tried to reach me.”
Andy didn't know when his own words had dried up, but he didn't need to say anything. He just nodded, the lump in his throat too big for sound.
Laura's smile was sad and beautiful and just a little wild, the way it always was when she was about to do something reckless. "I never got to tell you what you meant to me," she said. "So I'm telling you now. You were the best part of my life. The part that mattered. And if there's any reason I'm here now—if any of this makes sense at all—it's because I couldn't stay away from you. I couldn't leave you alone, not really. Not forever."
She stepped closer. “I love you,” she said. She pressed their joined hands to her chest, right over her heart. The gesture was so intimate it left Andy dizzy.
"I don't know what I'm supposed to be," Laura said, the words a trembling confession. “I don't know if I'm the girl you loved, or just some echo of her that can't stop haunting you.” Her breath hitched. “Sometimes I feel like I'm borrowing this life. Like I’m an afterimage.” Her eyes locked onto his. “I don't know if I'm enough. But I want to be. I want to try. And I want you, Andy. Always.”
A wind rose, low and singing, running its fingers along the railings until the bridge answered with a hollow hum. Andy found his voice again, raw and unpolished. "You’re not an echo,” he said. “You’re not a ghost. You're everything I never thought I would hold in my arms again. You don't have to be anything but yourself. You don't have to be flawless, or fixed, or even whole in some perfect way. You don’t have to earn me.” He took a deep breath. “I just want you. For as long as I can have you.”
Laura laughed, and it sounded like a river breaking up in the spring, sharp and bright and alive. "You're an idiot," she said, in the fondest way possible. "But I love you."

They stood there, breath mingling, the world narrowed to skin and pulse and the space between their mouths. Andy pulled her in and kissed her, and as their hands tightened together, something warm stirred between their palms. At first Andy thought it was just blood returning to his fingers, heat from skin against skin. Then the warmth deepened. The air cooled sharply around them, and the light—soft at first—began to gather at the place where their fingers intertwined.
He drew back slightly, not breaking contact, and stared. The glow wasn’t coming from the sky. It was coming from them. It pooled around Laura’s ring finger first, thin as thread, then widened, wrapping once, twice, settling into a perfect circlet of gold. Not bright. Not blinding, but alive with its own inner fire. The same thread coiled around Andy’s finger, mirroring hers exactly. The light pulsed once, twice. Then stilled, leaving behind two perfect rings, warm against the skin, seamless, as if they had always been there and were only now being remembered.
Laura stared at the rings, her mouth open, then looked up at Andy. "What the—"
He shook his head, just as stunned. "I don't know."
She laughed, the sound half-cry, half-hysteria. "Is this real?"
He squeezed her hand, feeling the gold, solid and somehow weightless at the same time. “It's real,” he said. “Or it’s as real as anything else that’s happened to us.”
Above them, Inanna watched in silence, her eyes dark as midnight. There was no surprise in her expression. Only completion. For a moment she looked pleased, and then she stepped forward, laying a hand on each of their shoulders.
"It is done," she said, voice ringing with something older than hope. "The river keeps what it loves, but it also gives back, in time."
Laura blinked, looking between Andy and the goddess, then at her own hands again. "Are we—?"
Inanna nodded. “Bound. Not by law or by contract, but by something stronger. The bond that **** could not break.” Her gaze sharpened, ancient and steady. “You already chose, long ago. The river merely answers.” She lifted her arms, and the whole bridge seemed to hum in resonance with her. “May you always find each other, even when the world tries to tear you apart.”
The world seemed to pause, then, as if holding its breath for a blessing.
Andy looked at Laura, and Laura looked at Andy, and in that moment it didn't matter who or what had tried to keep them apart. The only thing that mattered was the warmth of her skin, the wild light in her eyes, and the gold band binding their hands together, proof that even the oldest ghosts could be laid to rest.
They kissed again, and this time the river did not roar, but it sang.
Inanna drew herself up to her full height, and for a moment the wind and the river and even the dull, gray sky seemed to bow to her presence. She lifted both arms, and the air around the bridge shimmered, every plank and every fiber singing with a resonance Andy felt in the roots of his teeth. The river below hushed, the current arrested in the grip of something older than ice, older than grief.
Her eyes fixed on Andy, then on Laura, and there was nothing playful or gentle in her expression. She was witness.
“You are not bound by mortal words, but by the truth you have spoken and the promise you have made. The waters that once parted you now bind you, heart to heart, for as long as you live.” A pause. “And beyond it. Remember this: you are children of the crossing. Let none say you are less than whole."
At the word "crossing," the bridge seemed to vibrate, and for a heartbeat, Andy saw not wood and snow but a causeway of gold and black glass, arching over a river that gleamed with stars instead of water. Laura gasped, her hand flying to the ring still warm on her finger.
Inanna's gaze turned to Laura, and the protective love there was almost animal in its intensity. "You were lost, but you are not alone. No more shadows, no more silence. My grim sister may call, but her reach is not what it was." The words carried more meaning than Andy could process, but Laura nodded, as if the goddess had spoken a secret only she understood.
Then, just as suddenly, Inanna’s demeanor shifted: the solemnity softened, the immense weight of her attention flickering into something sly and almost conspiratorial. "If the others ask why you wear the rings," she said, lips curling, "tell them a goddess insisted."
She took a step backward, the blue and gold of her dress swirling around her bare ankles, and with each step the world grew brighter, the bridge dissolving into bands of color and light. "My sweet sister will be here soon," she added, her voice already a part of the wind. "You should prepare yourselves."
And then she was gone, withdrawn, leaving behind a silence that rang with new promise.
Andy and Laura stood together, the hush of the world wrapping them in something more sacred than any church. The gold bands on their hands glinted, bright and alive in the post-dawn gray.
For a long time, neither spoke. They just listened, hearts beating in perfect time with the water below, waiting for whatever would come next.
It took a while for the world to remember itself. The light that had burned so impossibly gold faded back to the sullen gray of January, and the water beneath the bridge resumed its steady, ceaseless fight against the ice. The forest, too, snapped back into winter: branches creaked, snow sighed off the boughs, a pair of starlings scolded each other from the far bank.
When Andy could feel his own body again—his feet numb, his hands fused with Laura's—he blinked and realized that Laura was doubled once more. Two bodies, identical as always, both standing so close to him that he felt bracketed by their warmth.
She looked at him—one face, then the other—and both broke into the same wild grin at the same instant. Then she looked down, and her two pairs of hands clapped to her mouths at the sight of the golden rings.
For a second, neither said a word. Then Laura started to laugh, the sound bubbling up, then bursting into full, unstoppable joy. It was the laugh Andy remembered from childhood, the one that always started as a giggle and ended with her doubled over, gasping for air.
She wiped at her eyes, both faces streaming. "Oh my God," she said, both voices tumbling out together. "I can't believe that just happened."
Andy stared at his own hand, still feeling the phantom warmth of Inanna's touch. He tried to speak, failed, then shook his head and managed, "Did we just get married by a Sumerian goddess?"
Both Lauras beamed at him, and this time the left one reached up and flicked the ring with her finger. "I guess we did. You think it counts?"
“Probably,” Andy said. “I feel like arguing with a Queen of Heaven is above my pay grade. You want to break it to the others, or should I?”
Both of her burst out laughing, the sound echoing over the river. “We’ll do it together,” she said in perfect harmony. “although I have no idea how you explain 'We got married by a Sumerian goddess in front of a singing river in a frozen creek' to anyone.”
Andy grinned, feeling the ache in his cheeks from smiling so much. "Well, in my defense, Inanna didn't really give us a choice."
Laura took his hands again, lacing their fingers together. "You didn't want a choice," she said, soft and true.
He shook his head. "No. I really didn't."
They stood like that, arms wrapped around each other, both sets of Laura's eyes drinking him in. The air was cold, but Andy felt nothing but warmth, the gold ring pulsing gently on his finger like a second heartbeat.
For a long time, they just stood there, watching the river run, the bridge now a place of memory remade.
Eventually, Laura said, "Do you think it's over?"
Andy considered. "Maybe. But if it isn't, I don't care. Nothing can take this away. Not now."
Laura nodded, the movement so perfectly mirrored between her two bodies that Andy wondered, not for the first time, how anyone could have thought of her as broken. She was just more herself than anyone else had ever been.
She leaned in—both bodies at once, pressing against his shoulders, her faces close to his—and kissed him, one on each cheek. It was dizzying, overwhelming, and it left him breathless and new.
When they broke apart, Andy noticed the world felt brighter. The sky was still winter, the river still cold, but the bridge glowed faintly under their feet, a golden shimmer in the old, battered planks.
He squeezed Laura's hands, feeling the band of gold bite gently against his skin. "Thank you," she whispered.
He smiled. "For what?"
"For coming back. For not giving up. For loving me when it would have been easier to just move on."
Andy shrugged. "I don't think it was ever about moving on," he said. "You and I, we’ve always grown around each other." As he spoke, for a moment he had the strange feeling that the world itself had settled into place around her, the way loose pieces sometimes clicked together when Laura was near.
They walked off the bridge, steps perfectly synchronized, hands joined, three bodies and two intertwined souls. Behind them, the river flowed on, a little brighter, a little more alive.
At the end of the trail, Andy paused, looking back over his shoulder at the place where sixteen years of sorrow had finally been washed away. He turned to Laura—both of her—and smiled, certain now, unafraid. "Let's go home," he said.
She smiled, and they went.
nin. an. na
nin. šà. ga
mu nin ĝeštug-ta ba-an-sum
nin, he-ĝal-zu
ĝe mu-un-du
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