The Price of Pushing

Liz Pov:

I laid Kris out, head on my lap and angled so Alice could do her part.

I was still worried about the extra dildo attached to the strap-on, Alice insisting the extra but familiar pleasure would help Kris over any hesitation.

This would be Kris' first time with something in her pussy. Even if just a prosthetic.

All I can think as I run a finger across her face, wiping a tear and brushing a hair behind her ear, is how much she needs me and how fragile she is.

The only thing saving Alice was these were happy, if anxious, tears.

"Awe puppy, you look so cute, let's see if I can make you even cuter," with less prep than I'd have liked Alice slammed into my poor pet.

Predictably, "A-" my pet wasn't ready and was about to make one of her whimpering moan sounds I normally savor.

My hand cut her off, slightly stinging from pet's teeth as she had tried to quite herself at the same time by gritting her teeth.

"Now now pet, the money we paid the attendant only goes so far, can you be good and quite for me, I know it's hard with Alice being well Alice." I did not plan to let pet know how much that hurt.

Grunt* " in my defense, I expected her to be muffled and buried in your pussy by now. "

" I changed my mind, this is good, "

" oh come on Liz, you have a sexy submissive slut in your lap,"

" I'm good."

"Puppy wouldn't you like to take care of Mistress Liz?"

Kris, the perfect toy she had been molded into, "Yessss-aaaah, ma'AM!" was barley able to get those words out mid moan and whimper before, with glassy eyes she tried to start complying.

I stopped her, "Steady pet, I'm happy just the way you were, Aly here needs to learn to take my answers for what they are and not put words in others mouths." I finish with a smoldering glare at Alice after pet has settled again and was enjoying Alice's 'tender mercies'

Undeterred, Alice seemed determined to challenge me today, things must have been going too good for her if she was this amped to push like this. "Hey! Aly is Puppy's nickname for ME, Liz!"

Again she started taking her mild aggression out on pet, pressing harder and faster, getting her louder, trying to force my hand one way or the other.

Truly petulant, really almost as bad as an untrained Sub lost in lust for the first time, I would have to nip this, now. "Yes it is, and I'm taking it for myself since you don't seem to care for such niceties as others wishes, until that changes I'll be taking liberty with you the same way, and you better get very good at caring for mine if you want to continue having access to my pet. Or me. UNDERSTAND."

She bristled at that but finally caved, we would finish this later, we were starting to worry pet and Alice hadn't even noticed yet.

My comforting touches could do a lot but not help pet handle double penetration AND us fighting, poor thing would break.

Again.

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Kris Pov:

My back arched involuntarily again, "mmmmmhhm" doing my best to keep quite, but my sanity was slipping again.

In the way that I'd truly come to love, almost addicted to.

I knew it wasn't healthy but I longed for moments like this.

Even in Sub-space there was too much, of me, of my worries, my regrets.

My mind never truly stopped, it was just something I'd grown used to over my whole life.

That was until all this, it was rare, even for a toy as broken as I was, but every once in a while, deep in Sub-space, where my body followed commands and desires without thought and my background train of thought was at it quietest, I would be pushed over the edge and finally be perfectly blank.

No thoughts, just the stimuli and the reactions.

I'd not told either of them about this, but I would put money on Liz figuring it out at some point if she hadn't already.

This was what I was chasing, my sanity was slipping and I welcomed it, Liz or Aly would surly pull me from it during aftercare but that short moment where even an earth shattering orgasm couldn't pierce this peace....

I was addicted.

The first sign was my voice becoming hallow and words coming out without my will.

The second was when the pain whited out, not even covered or compensated by the pleasure, just gone.

The last was when the pleasure followed

Then I desolved, my Ego and anxiety dying with me for but a moment.

I'm sure my body was doing something as I faded, and I'm sure it would continue if my Doms required it, but I would be gone.

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Alice Pov:

I knew I was pushing it with Liz, but I couldn't help it,

There was just something about pushing buttons in general and my puppy in particular.

God the sound of her begging alone could near bring me to the edge.

Speaking of, I slowed to a stop, fully inside her, the pathetic needy sound that excape melted both me and Liz "mmnnhhnnnn Mis... Mistress?!"

"Puppy, I know you're getting close yet I've heard no begging, being quite for Liz is so hard, I know, but that doesn't Mean you can neglect me or the rules, right puppy?"

"N... No Mistress, I would never neglect you on purpose like thaaaAT." that struggling to get the words out did something for me too, so I moved just enough to make it harder on her.

"oh? But its OK planning on breaking the rules?"

Violent head shake in Liz's lap got me another look from Liz. "Nooo, mistress, if I couldn't beg I'd just not cum. Like a go-good girl. "

" oh puppy, do you really think you can manage that during your first time getting your ass and pussy distroyed by a hot Domme like me? Oh I don't know which I want more, to make you try begging without getting too loud or to see if You can manage to not cum... Decisions decisions. "

"Aly, behave."

"oh sounds like Liz made that decision for us, guess you'll just have to do your best for as long as you can puppy."

"mmmmhhhmm yes miss-Tress!" mid sentence I started pistoning as hard and fast as I could, I was on a mission now.

"And just so you know puppy, if you do fail, and start begging as you get too close, I won't give you permission, you'll just be getting punished twice." the look I got from Liz was well worth it as the needy, distraught, horror filled whimper set me on fire.

I didn't want to break her anymore, but I did want to see how far I could push her, like always my puppy would play along regardless, it was sometimes her best quality and what I used to use to get her out of her comfort zone, especially when I knew what was best for her and she was being stubborn or scared.

Liz the saint was doing her best to comfort the poor thing, while I tried to make her lose it.

Despite her reservations I could tell Liz was as turned on as I was, and she would let this play out, even if she was planning to have my ass for this later.

We both wanted to see Kris fight this losing battle and see if she could fight the urge to beg.

"Misstress?! Pl-please slllow down! I'm I'm getting too close I caant,-"

"You really are trying arnt you? Sorry puppy, but I'm not slowing down, you're just going to have to show me that bravado you had a few minutes ago. Won't you just simply, not cum? Show me baby, you do not have permission to cum and I will not be going easy on you. You're first time should be special, even if it means I get to punish you later. " I'm at full speed now as my hands grop and tease her everyway I know she likes. "Won't that be fun, can you imagine it puppy, bent over my lap as I spank you for cumming, wouldn't that be delicious after you promised you'd be a good girl and not cum."

I could see it, I had her head all mixed up with only two thoughts fighting for relevance above the noise.

The need to cum and accept whatever happens and the stubborn fight to be a good girl.

My entertainment of noises coming from her was cut off as she got more and more lost in me.

But not from cumming or begging, but from Liz whispering in her ear and kissing Kris.

"mmmmmmphmmph" muffling what was obviously a cry going to be too loud from cuming.

The full body shakes and violent arching of her back joined by her hands reaching out and trying to hold on to something and settling on Liz as she pulled Liz more into her and that kiss.

I shouldn't be jealous considered I was still Hilt deep in her, but that needy possessive grab and kiss was more than enough to override the logic part of my brain.

Besides I didn't even get my result, Liz had showed her mercy right as she got close.

Now I'd have to deal with the consequences of pushing both their buttons with none of the payoff.

I wonder if that was her plan the whole time.

Our plan originally was for me to grab a day bag and only a day bag so I can spend the night but without any expectation of staying longer from either party.

So I would know just how tenuous my position in both their lives would be, I wouldn't leave anything not even a toothbrush.

The tone Liz used had communicated her intent.

I had failed to take her seriously as I should have.

Now I stood in front of my empty bed, day bag in hand, no longer needed.

I knew she was dead serious when she completely ignored puppies pleas to let me stay.

I should be thankful that she let us finish the night with dinner and a walk before sending me home.

Even if it was just a useful time to have that conversation she was burning to have.

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" You act like I've got some special control over her, but you've got just as much and trained all kind of things, yeah I got to skip some steps but she is just as much under your control."

"really? Hey Kris,"

"Yes mistress?" her cute face poking up from the table where she had been taking turns giving us both head.

"what would you say, If I told you that you had to pass as a boy again, that I ordered you to?"

I saw the first hint of defiance, steel, and hate in Kris' eyes since I'd 'reconnected', her answer shocked me more," I would, respectfully, tell you to fuck off, Elizabeth. "

" I see, even if I was to punish you for saying no?"

"Yes, I'd rather you let Sarah have me again than try and make me do that."

"What if it was just for a day and you could go back right after, that it was important?"

" I would still tell you to fuck off, but if you pushed? I'd do it, but I would also be insufferable until I forgave you."

"I see, Alice?" At her leading look I started asking the same line of questions.

Well started, because I was able to stop at the first one, Liz having her point made. "What if I told you that's what I want, that I ordered you to 'be' a boy again?"

Tears and an imminent breakdown was on her face instantly, "Please, don't ask that of me." her voice was so quite and broken I couldn't speak, so Liz did.

"But would you, if Alice asked?"

"Yes." A heart beat before a dam burst "please don't, I'm sorry for whatever I did wrong, I can be a good girl, I didn't mean to mess up, please don't make me be 'that' again. I'll do anything, you want but please, don't ask that, please I'm sorry, oh god no, sorry sorry sorry, what ever I messed up I'll fix, please let me fix-" hic sob

" Oh baby, we would never do that, it was just a hypothetical, come here "

Head now in Liz's lap, hair getting played with, as she got herself under control.

"Why, why ask that, I was so scared,"

"Because Alice still didn't understand how much power she has over you, I needed her to understand, for safety, so she doesn't accidentally hurt you someday." the missing 'again' went unspoken but still heard.

I know the key word was accidentally, that Kris would very much let me hurt her if that's what I wanted and that Kris would have objected to Liz suggesting she would stop something I wanted.

" OK," *Hick* "-please don't do that again,"

"Don't worry pet, I shouldn't have to, I didn't like doing it in the first place, now why don't you go get ready for a walk with me and Alice, me and her need to decide how we are going to make it up to you for asking that. "

"Yes ma'am,... Uh" that meek voice still made butterflies flutter in me,

"Yes pet?"

"Could we use the leash again?"

"Sure, but are you feeling that bad right now though? We can cuddle for longer if you need a bit."

"No, well yes, but that's not why,....mistress, can Alice hold the leash this time?"

"Sure puppy, now go get ready, we'll make a night of it, and drop Alice off after."

"Thanks Liz I- "

"That way you can show off how owned by Alice you are-"

"eep" that cute squeek again.

"-and so I don't feel left out, let's add these nice little toys I got that connect to my phone?"

*moan* *whimper* seems Kris is out of words as she just nods up and down quickly before darting out of the room to get ready.

"Holy shit Liz you are way to good at pushing her buttons"

"And still you have more control and effect than I do, be mindful, I meant it, I won't let you hurt her again. Now come on, I think it would be cute if you picked her outfit and what size toys she had to handle. Make sure to enjoy it tonight because you won't be getting to enjoy her tomorrow. I'll tell her something came up and have Sebastian sit with her while me and you meet at the club, I've got a refresher course I need to work into you. Now come on let's not leave our favorite girl waiting "

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Poor Kris, she only realized I wasn't spending the night again when Liz took the leash at my door and told her to kiss me good night.

The night had been amazing and I hadn't stepped out of line a single time since she made her point, but even though puppy fought through the vibrator and 'submissive leash play' haze, it didn't deter the set course.

Liz ignored her protest and begging, leading her away, I knew at some point she would give Kris the excuses but would not show weakness right now in stopping to answer her.

I simultaneously was and wasn't looking forward to tomorrow, I wanted to prove to Elizabeth that I could keep myself in check and that she wouldn't have to cut me off but I was very worried that I would fail.