The Meld

“Relax, John. Embrace eternity!”

Liara’s eyes shifted from deep blue to black. I felt a cold, tingling sensation at the back of my skull as my surroundings melted away from me, leaving pure blackness that extended outward in all directions, seemingly forever. I could still see my own body, however, so light still existed here.

I smelled something that reminded me of roses and finally Liara’s form materialized in front of me. I was still lying down and she atop me. Her full breasts were positioned right in front of my face. Her eyes had gone back to their usual blue.

“Do you know what I’m feeling right now?” Liara said.

I paused for a moment, thinking.

“I thought only Asari could tell what their partners were feeling during the meld.”

Liara shook her head.

“Usually that is the case, but we are in a much deeper meld than many Asari would bring their partners. Concentrate, John. Focus on my emotions.”

I closed my eyes and thought about Liara. My mind tingled as if caressed by a psychic wind, and suddenly I felt something. Nervousness and jubilation made the wind tremble. Were these Liara’s emotions? They seemed as real to me as any feeling I’d ever felt, yet I was certain they were somehow separate from me.

“You’re happy,” I said wonderingly. How could she possibly be happy locked in a cell, even if it was a cell I owned? “Happy and nervous.”

Liara smiled and nodded.

“How could I not be?” she answered, as if she’d heard my thoughts. “I’m with my owner. I have been looking forward to this for a very long time.”

Her words said so much more than I’d heard. I could the meaning in there through the wind. The naked sincerity would be beyond my capacity to believe, much less understand if I weren’t in this place with Liara, surrounded by nothing but blackness that wasn’t dark.

“That’s amazing. I’ve never actually felt another person’s emotion’s before,” I muttered. “None of the other melds I was in were like this.”

Liara gave a rare smirk. The wind shifted somewhat, and I felt her proudness tingle against my mind.

“You seem happy you were my first.”

I felt her heart quicken at my realization.

“I am,” she admitted. Her hands massaged my chest. “You have not melded with Samara. I would feel her mark upon you if she had,” she wiggled her body slightly, causing her big breasts to jiggle.

“Oh yeah? Does that mean when Samara melds with me, she’ll know that I melded with you?”

Liara nodded shyly, but I felt her pride grow. She genuinely was happy to be my first, even if she wouldn’t really bother her if she wasn’t. I think I was starting to get a feel for who Liara was.

“Asari have two faces, John, and they are usually only open with one. That is the face they show the world. The other face is one that Asari keep hidden. It contains their innermost thoughts and desires and constitutes the very essence of their being. That is what I wanted to share with you. I have no secrets from you, John. Should you wish it, I can bring you here and you can view whatever you wish. Anything from my memories, thoughts, down to my deepest, darkest secrets. They are all yours to do with as you please,” she stared into my eyes as she spoke. I felt nothing but openness from her. She trusted me completely. There was something else, too. A well of deference whose bottom I couldn’t see.

Flashes of images flittered throughout my vision. I heard sounds like muffled, distant voices as well as emotions that were different from what Liara was feeling now.

She gasped. Her eyes fluttered. Her lips trembled upward as she lowered herself atop me. Her wet pussy was pushed against my right leg. She began grinding herself against me, up and down.

“Y-you’re inside my mind,” she said.

My eyes widened. This was… wow. This was very overwhelming. I could access her memories much like I would my own.

“Goddess, he feels so good inside my mind!”

My eyes widened.

“Did you just say something? Your lips didn’t move.”

“He’s hearing my thoughts already? Why can't I hear his? His will must be very strong.”

Holy shit. Her lips didn’t move then, either!

“No, those were my thoughts,” Liara blushed. Her pussy pulsed. I could feel her arousal, and I knew she wanted nothing more than to have me inside her right now, but something was holding her back. It hung in front of my like a branch, but when I tried to reach for it, my hand passed through it. “You may be hearing a lot more of them, but I can silence them if listening to them disturbs you.”

“They don’t disturb me, Liara. I just wasn’t expecting them. But I will now,” I smiled.

“Thank you,” she whispered, and swallowed. “I do not deserve you.”

I put a hand on her cheek. She nuzzled it with a low moan.

“What do you mean?” I said softly.

Liara sighed. She stopped grinding against me. Shame and disgust welled up within her, but they didn’t feel like they were being directed at me. They flowed inwards, towards Liara herself.

“I… I cannot go any further with you. Not until I’m honest with you about what kind of person I truly am. I’m afraid you’ll hate me.”

I frowned. That didn’t sound good. I wondered what she knew that could possibly make me hate her.

I pulled Liara close and pressed my lips against hers. She moaned happily, almost desperately into my lips. I broke the kiss a few moments later. Liara stared down at me hungrily before shaking her head.

“I doubt that,” I said. “But if you’re really that worried, then why don’t we just get this over with. Can you show me what’s been bothering you?”

She nodded submissively.

“I can. My memories are yours to view as you wish. I can only hope that one day you’ll forgive me for what you are about to see,” she closed her eyes.

The blackness around us dissipated in a swirl of bright white light and suddenly I felt my feet on the ground.

“This is it?” a woman’s voice said. I didn’t recognize it, but her accent sounded Australian. I blinked and a woman with raven-black hair and piercing light blue eyes was staring at me. She wore a form-fitting white jumpsuit that hugged her insanely voluptuous body. Wow. She was utterly gorgeous. I didn’t think I’d ever seen a woman as beautiful and well-endowed as her before, except for Liara and Samara. I grinned like an idiot as I stared at her, but the woman didn’t react.

“Yes. It is as I feared. Her vitals are completely nonexistent,” Liara said. Her hurt and heartbreak rippled against my mind like a gurgling ocean tide. “Are you sure you will be able to bring her back, Ms. Lawson?”

The gorgeous woman’s name popped into to my mind with a ping. Liara’s voice spoke into my mind.

“That is Miranda Lawson. She’s an agent of Cerberus and right-hand woman of the Illusive Man. She was grown in an artificial womb by her corporate magnate father; designed from birth to be as beautiful and intelligent as possible with human science. When she was young, she ran away from her father and sought refuge with Cerberus.”

Miranda’s ice-blue eyes stared ahead coldly.

“We will have to see. The Lazarus Project is entirely experimental. It is impossible to know what results it will yield, but if anyone can ensure that Commander Jane Shepard takes another breath of air, it’s Cerberus,” she replied with a level of certitude only felt by the extremely competent or prideful, or perhaps both.

I stared at her.

“What?” I approached Miranda, but she didn’t react or even really seem to see me. “What’s in that container, Liara?”

“You know, John. Concentrate. Please.”

I grit my teeth angrily, but closed my eyes. I felt Liara’s memories stream through my mind. I saw the Normandy from Liara’s eyes as it broke apart within view of her escape pod. Bright yellow bolts of crackling energy skewered it like spears, punching through the ship’s hull and causing secondary explosions within.

I saw the aftermath; Jane’s team being rescued and then drifting apart without their center to hold them together anymore. Liara had become cold. She’d buried her feelings and set out to finish what my sister had started. She used the wealth she’d inherited from Benezia to start a life as an information broker.

She’d soon found out that the Shadow Broker wanted my sister’s body and that the Collectors, an enigmatic race of insectoid creatures, were offering large sums of valuable resources for it. Why did they want my sister? Liara’s next memories explained that. Apparently, the Collectors worked for the Reapers. Their ships had similar drive signatures to Sovereign and were far older than any ship ever catalogued in Citadel Space or the Terminus Systems.

So, Liara had gone after the Shadow Broker, snatching my sister’s body out from under his nose. I felt tears prick at the edges of my eyes. All this time, I’d always wondered what had happed to her body. We had gotten a closed casket at her funeral, and despite my mother’s insistence that Jane’s body was being buried, I did a scan with my omni-tool and found it missing. How could Mom have lied about that?

“She wanted to protect you.”

I shook my head.

“How does lying about my sister protect me?” I muttered angrily. I clenched my fists. “She’s been out there all this time and I was doing jack shit about it. And you. Why didn’t you return Jane’s body to us for burial? Did you really think Cerberus of all organizations could pioneer resurrection?”

I felt hurt and fear from Liara and immediately felt terrible.

“You have no idea how much I wanted to bring Jane back to you. I would have if I were sure the Shadow Broker would not just have her dug up and delivered to the Collectors then. Even if Cerberus failed to bring her back, the Shadow Broker holds no sway over them. At least she would be safe, then. I cannot imagine how horribly the Reapers would defile her body.”

I sighed. Despite my anger, I couldn’t ignore the truth in Liara’s words. If the Reapers got a hand on Jane's body, they could make her into a husk or worse.

“You’re right. That asshole would have just dug her up and sold her off like some cadaver,” I said. “You… you did the right thing.”

The world shattered around me. The blackness returned. I collapsed on the ground with a sob. Tears pricked at my eyes. God, it felt like I’d just lost Jane again.

I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked up to see Liara standing over me. Tears streamed down her cheeks.

“I’m so sorry, John,” she said. She took a deep, shuddering breath. “If you want me to take us out of the meld, just say so.”

I shook my head. I liked the meld. For the first time in my life I didn’t feel quite so alone.

“That’s the last thing I want,” I stood. Her eyes widened slightly. I could feel the fear in them, but she didn’t retreat. She would never retreat from me. “You recovered Jane’s body. You saved it from the Shadow Broker. He… that son of a bitch tried to kill me and Mom earlier and now I know why. He wants **** for you saving my sister and giving her a new chance at life, “I smiled. “He works for the Reapers. They must be afraid of Jane since she killed Sovereign and put a wrench in their galactic invasion plan. Well, if Miranda Lawson and Cerberus can bring her back from the dead, then maybe our fight isn’t hopeless after all. How could I hate you for that? You’ve given us a fighting chance, Liara.”

Liara swallowed she wiped her tears away.

“Y-you do not hate me?”

I shook my head.

“I could never hate you, Liara,” I approached her and pulled her into another kiss. She smiled against my lips. I could feel her joy and relief at my words and that only made me happier. Our lips parted after a few moments. “You’ve been waiting for this for a long time. I can feel it. Don’t worry. You’ll never have to be alone again.”

Liara nodded timidly even as she mashed her big, bare breasts against my naked chest. She seemed to like the skin contact, especially in her nipples. They were hard against my skin, and a moment’s concentration told me she was so aroused it was only my ownership over her that prevented her from dropping to her knees and taking my cock into her mouth.

“I dreamed that you would accept me, John, but even this is far more than I’d ever dare hope for. I… I want you to do whatever you wish with me. Nothing is off-limits in a meld as deep as this one.”

“What do you mean?” I replied.

Liara’s lips curved upward.

“Allow me to show you.”

The blackness shattered again with a pale light.

When I opened my eyes, I was standing on a rich, violet-colored balcony overlooking an alien city composed of curved blue-violet buildings that stretched into the sky. A bright red star shone down upon them, wreathing them in beautiful reddish light.

Liara grasped my arm and leaned against me.

“Do you like it?” she whispered.

“I do. Where are we?”

“Thessia,” Liara squeezed my arm. She rested her head on my shoulder. Her lips brushed a kiss upon my neck. “This is where I grew up. I used to look up at the stars right from this balcony, wondering what secrets they held. I wanted to see them all. How many alien races had lived and died under their immortal light without leaving so much as a trace, I’d wondered. It was why I became an archaeologist. I never imagined that I would ever find something that would ever dim my desire to wander, but now I believe I have.”

I turned to face her. Her smile was warm and her eyes devoted. I could feel her love for me. It didn’t matter to her that we had just met. She’d had me inside her mind and I’d accepted her for who she was, just as she had accepted me. And what was love if not the mutual acceptance between people?

Our lips met in a haze of feverish passion. Her breasts were mashed against my chest as we made out. I moved my hands behind her and grabbed her ass. She moaned into my mouth, her tongue dancing against mine as I played with her juicy rear.

Minutes later, our lips parted. Liara panted and looked up at me with half-lidded eyes.

“Are you ready?” I said.

She nodded confidently, a stark contrast to her earlier fear and uncertainty. It made me smile.

“I have never been with a male before. There is, um, something that I would like to try that I have been thinking about doing for a while. With your permission,” she said.

Curiosity piqued, I nodded.

Liara closed her eyes and the world shifted. Something appeared around her neck. It was a black metallic circle. A collar? At the end of the collar was a loop.

Something manifested itself in my hand. I looked down. A red leather leash had wrapped itself around my wrist. It connected itself to the ring on Liara’s collar.

My cock hardened to full mast immediately. Damn, all those memories and experiences that I watched and none of them gave me any hint about how kinky Liara was.

She blushed.

“Do you like it?” she said softly.

“Mhm,” I gave her leash a gentle tug. She gasped and moved closer to me. “So Liara, is this the way you see yourself? As a pet to be led around on a leash?”

“As long as you’re the one holding the leash, I have no objections,” Liara croaked. She grasped her big breasts and began massaging them. Fuck.

I gave the leash a downward tug this time. Liara fell to her knees with a grunt. She was at eye-level with my cock now. Her eyes widened slightly.

“May I touch it?” she whispered, her warm breath wafting over my cock.

I nodded my head yes.

She grasped my cock with her soft blue hands. She pumped and massaged it, eliciting a groan from me.

It didn’t seem like Liara wanted to give me a handjob because within moments she pressed her lips against the head and opened them. I felt her tongue my cockslit before trailing it over the head. Another inch of my cock disappeared into her mouth.

“How’s it taste?” I teased, tugging the leash again gently to get her to look up at me.

Her pretty blue eyes were glazed over with lust so thick I wasn’t sure where hers ended and mine began.

“Delicious,” Liara purred. She smirked. “You enjoy looking down on me while holding my leash, don’t you? Have you always wanted a pet Asari?”

I chuckled.

“No, but after this I might have to go get one.”

Liara snorted.

“You could have as many as you wanted, John. You could bring the whole of Thessia to its knees. Can you imagine having all of the Asari Matriarchs lined up in front of you, on their hands and knees for their human Master like I am?” She engulfed my cock again. Holy shit, for a first timer, she was pretty good at this.

She took another few inches of my cock into her mouth, gagging when I reached the edge of her throat. Her eyes teared up, but moved herself further. Was she really going to…?

“That’s right, John. Your little Asari pet is going to take your cock in her throat.”

Liara’s thoughts whispered into my mind. I could feel the lust behind her words. Images popped into my mind of Liara masturbating feverishly as she imagined scenarios like this one.

She gagged and groaned as my cockhead slipped into her throat. Her tongue swirled around my cock, worshiping as she took my cock further inside her. Within seconds, her lips made contact with my pelvis.

“I did it!”

Holy shit, this was awesome. Raw pleasure coursed through me as Liara kept my down her throat. Tears streamed freely down her cheeks, but she gave no other side of discomfort.

“G-good girl,” I stammered, and put a hand on her head. Shit, if this went on any longer, I was going to cum.

Liara’s eyes lit up at my praise. She withdrew from my cock slowly, achingly, until her lips were positioned at my cockhead.

“Should I finish you off with my mouth or would you rather finish inside me?” Liara asked.

Hm. I wasn’t really sure. On one hand, her deepthroating felt amazing. On the other, I definitely wanted to fuck her and I knew she wanted it, too. Her gaze told me that she was fine with either, but a small part of her betrayed her, sending me an image of herself **** against the balcony while I fucked her in front of all of Thessia.

I tugged the leash upward and she dutifully rose to her feet, a faint blush on her face.

“Rest your arms on the balcony and stick your ass out. I’m going to ravage you in front of your entire planet.”

“Oh, goddess! Yes, Master!” Liara nodded meekly and obeyed. She walked in front of me. I followed along with her so as to keep some slack on the leash. She rested her arms on the violet balcony wall which came up the level of her abdomen.

She stuck her plump rear out behind her and looked back at me over her shoulder.

“Don’t be gentle. I’m not fragile. Use me to your heart’s content,” she said.

I moved behind her, grabbing her ass with my hands. I squeezed and pinched and smacked her assflesh for a few wonderful seconds before grabbing her hip with one hand and my cock with the other.

My cockhead met her pussy lips and she let out a sharp gasp, rocking her hips backward slightly. It was enough to spear the head of my cock inside her.

“Oh Goddess, that feels amazing!” Liara let out a pleased mewl. “Fuck me, John. Fuck your worthless Asari pet!”

Grinning, I moved my hips forward, shoving inch after inch of my cock into her tight, hot cunt. Her pussy walls quivered around my dick.

“You like human cock, huh?” I didn’t know where the words came from, but they made Liara happy so I was glad I said them. Her pussy clamped down around my cock.

She smirked evilly.

“Oh, I do. Ah! Very much so,” I moved another inch inside her and she groaned. “I –oh Goddess, yes! – I only wish the rest of my species knew how good it felt! I wish you’d make them all your property and make them serve you on hand and foot! It’d serve them all right for being so arrogant!”

I’d picked up a rhythm by then and Liara had, too. She timed her hip movements to match my thrusts.

“You sure that’s what you want?” I gave her plump ass a smack. “If I get all the Asari under my thumb, they’ll all want me to fuck them. Are you alright with sharing?” I slammed my cock inside, bashing it against her cervix. Her body trembled as she screamed.

“Yes, I'll share you! Goddess! John I’m cumming! I’m cumming!”

Her body shook with her orgasm. I tugged on her leash again.

“Put it in your mouth,” I grunted. “I want to cum down your throat.”

She turned and fell to her knees in front of me without a complaint. She opened her mouth and wrapped her lips around my cock again. She didn’t bother being experimental like before, shoving herself down my dock even as she gagged. Her eyes grew wet with unshed tears as her lips met my pubic mound.

It was all too much for me, and soon I felt my cock spasm.

“Shit, I’m cumming, Liara!”

She made no effort to move herself. Her blue eyes stared up at me, warm and accepting even as I spurted rope after rope of cum right down her throat. She choked and gagged and swallowed. Saliva spurted out past her lips.

“Fuck,” I staggered back slightly. My cock left her mouth with an audible plop.

Saliva and cum spilled from her lips, coating her chin and falling down to her big breasts. She wiped the gooey liquid from her face and smeared the rest of it on her breasts, mashing them together.

“Wow, you’re absolutely incredible.”

Liara giggled.

“No, my owner. You are incredible.”

The world shifted around us again and we found ourselves in the cell again. I was standing in front of the bed and Liara was on her knees in front of me.

“Anytime you wish it. Anytime at all, and I will meld with you and fulfil whatever fantasy entices you. You need only ask.”

I felt like tugging her leash again, but it was gone. I missed it.

“Hey Liara, how would you feel about getting a real collar and leash?”

She smiled up at me.

“I would love that.”

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