Alex's had a tattoo on his right butt cheek, around 6 inches in height and very colorful, the design was that of a rooster, in a realistic style. The story behind his tattoo was one he was always embarrassed about, and it had taken moving to university to have most of the baggage that came with the tattoo to be forgotten about.
He's first girlfriend convinced him to get it, and being a complete pushover Alex had no issues in going through the hours of pain it took to get the tattoo completed in a way that made her happy, it was never explained at the time why she wanted a rooster tattoo and he was both love struck and more than a little naive at the time. It wasn't too long after that his girlfriend started to change their relationship.
Sex was always good between them, or so he thought, but as they were young it didn't take long for her to want to try different things, some of which were great, others that were really just for her benefit.
It started going downhill when she started having others of her friend group over more often, occasionally staying the night which cut into any intimate time between them, until she pushed the idea of a threesome to him. Great idea, who wouldn't say no considering her friends were as stunning as she was, so soon after that he enjoyed a show between his girlfriend and a friend, followed by his girlfriend making a huge deal in showing off his tattoo before sitting to watch he friend have sex with him.
After that and over the course of months it felt like his girlfriend was basically renting him out to others, most of the time she watched and occasionally joined in, but it felt more impersonal and more of a chore.
Before heading off to university early he broke up with the group and for all practicality has cut contact with them all. The realization was when he was with his girlfriend and another, and all the other could do was gush over how she didn't believe how big he really was for someone so boring looking... that his one redeeming feature was trophy worthy and if she could take him than she could take anything.
He had never actually considered anything previously said about his cock was more than some flattery, he assumed he was normal or average, but added to his own personal image issues that he was boring, that kind of broke him, and his rooster tattoo was his reminder that his girlfriend and her group basically say him for his cock only.
Now in a FWB situation with Liam, things were very different, if similar in other ways. They were non-exclusive, which worked well as Liam had taken one look at his cock and explained in no uncertain terms his not going to attempt to suck or fuck that. And it wasn't like Alex couldn't find someone else for a one-night stand if the need arose. He accepted that with Liam it was very one-sided, and he liked that because it was honest and could be himself, and not be defined by the 12 inches of meat between his legs.
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