The List

I found a small document, written in my father's handwriting. It said "Ideas to get my son to fuck me".

I read the list:

1. Put on some porn and ask him to watch it with you. If he refuses then try again later but if he does watch it, say things like "Oh I bet that feels good" or "That looks fun" etc...

2. Get him hard first by touching his penis while talking dirty about how much you want him inside of you. Then when he is ready start taking off your clothes until you are completely naked and tell him to do the same. When he has no objections continue to take your time getting down on all fours and rubbing yourself against him.

3. Tell him about some fantasy you have had for years and suggest that maybe it could be something they can try together.

4. Ask him if he will show you what its like to feel his cock inside you by using a dildo and telling him to cum all over your tits or face. (This one got me excited as I thought about my dad fucking me)

5. Tell him that you would love to suck him off and see how he tastes.

6. Start by wearing lingerie around the house so he will notice you more often. Once you know he is interested compliment him on how nice your lingerie looks on you and even hint at wanting to model it for him.

7. Go topless in front of him and let him touch your breasts and nipples.

8. Touch his cock under his pants or shirt when he isn't paying attention, or rub up against him during a movie.

9. Have sex in front of him.

10. Ask him for a massage and once you are comfortable give him a handjob/blowjob and let him finish anywhere he wants.

11. Let him dress you. Dress provocatively. Be very flirtatious with him.

12. Have sex while he watches you.

I wasn't sure what to do with or about this list. I sat there staring at it for quite a while. My mind was racing. I couldn't believe my father wrote this list. That my mother didn't stop him from doing anything? I don't think she knew. But still! These were all things he... he wanted to do... with me?

What if he did them with me?

My heart began pounding faster and my breathing deepened. Suddenly I felt lightheaded. A wave of emotions overwhelmed me. Shame, embarrassment, guilt, fear, anger, hatred, lust, shame, desire, humiliation, confusion, shock, disbelief, disgust, arousal, desperation, sadness, frustration, anxiety, happiness...

and a huge erection as I thought about fucking my dad.

I was so confused but also turned on. This list was incredibly hot. The idea of my dad fucking me was unbelievably sexy. I wondered what would happen if I tried one of these out. Would it really work? Could I seduce my own father?

Fuck it. Why not?