Thank him for a date and go home.(neutral)

I guess I didn't feel very comfortable and aroused. I stopped his advances and told him that I had my period for the lack of a better explanation.

• "I am sorry Josh. I can't do it today."
• "Oh, are you sure? Is everything OK?"
• "Yes, don't worry, it's just my period. You know how inconvenient it is, but thank you for the date. We will for sure find some time next week I promise."
• "Uhh, ok cupcake. I respect your body."
• "Thanks, honey, I love you for that." I responded.

Truth was, I couldn't find anything sexy about him after this day. Lately, we had quite a few of these types of situations. I wasn't sure what I was looking for. He had lots of good qualities, but he was so plain in bed. His lack of confidence was a huge turn-off for me.

• "But you had a good time right?" He asked.
• "Of course, I hope we could have more dates like this." That was a lie.
• "I really have to be going we'll meet next week."

I gave him a kiss on the cheek and went back home. On the way I was thinking a lot, counting the pros and cons. When I reached home I simply fell on the bed. There was still one thing left to do.