Talking it over

We didn't talk much that night. We were too exhausted. I knew we'd have to talk about it at some point, but I wasn't ready yet.

I felt a sort of release, the stress of hiding everything was lifting. There was still a way to go, but I felt like we had a fresh start. Like it didn't need to be the end of us.

That night, I fell asleep in Alex's arms. We felt so close after the experience we had shared.

The next day we rested, watching tv and eating junk food. I hadn't changed out of my pyjamas, which consisted of a soft pink short sleeved shirt and short shorts. Alex cooked us dinner and we sat at the table together. I could see in his eyes that he wanted to talk. I couldn't put it off much longer.

We finished eating and cleared the table. Then we sat down on the couch, facing each other. Alex looked nervous. "So... what happened with James... that was pretty intense." He started.

"I'm sorry, Alex. I've just been feeling so lost lately," I felt my eyes water, we were going through a big transition and there were a lot of emotions bubbling under the surface. "I don't know why I acted the way I did with Jake. I've been so stressed and overwhelmed lately, and I guess I just needed some release."

I gave him my best puppy dog eyes, they always made him melt. "It'll be okay, we'll work this out."

He reached for my hand "I understand that you're going through a lot right now, but we can help each other through this."

I gave him a little smile, "I know. I love you, Alex. I never meant to hurt you."

He looked so ****. It stirred something in me. I jumped on him straddling him on the sofa, planting little kisses on him. I felt his cock harden against my little, thin, shorts.

I pulled at his waistband, freeing his erection. I grasped him with my hand and began jerking him with slow, hard strokes. Alex threw his head back in pleasure, moaning deeply. My own excitement grew as I watched his body react to my touch.

"Lily..." he groaned.

I lifted slightly and removed my shorts. Alex immediately stared at my pussy. It was freshly shaven, a little red and swollen from James' relentless pounding. The thought of having both of them filled me with a strange sense of power.

I lifted above Alex's cock and used my hand to guide his shaft up and down my slick pussy. He moaned with the sensation. I teased him a little longer with my pussy and finger tips, before lining his cock up with my wet entrance.

I pushed him inside me, it was missing the usual resistance because I was still a bit stretched out from James. Alex and I both must have felt this. I felt disappointment as he tried his best to fill me.

I began to ride him, I could feel his body shudder as he moved in and out of my pussy. My soreness added to the pleasure. I rode him gently, taking his full length each time and pulling out almost completely on each up stroke.

I wished there was more length. As I started to build some rhythm his cock popped out of me with a wet squelch. I could see that he wasn't fully hard. His inferiority getting the better of him.

"What's the matter baby?" I asked, I put on a little, sweet voice to add to the humiliation, before feigning concern with a furrowed brow.

I gave him a few pumps with my hand and he regained a little composure. I wanted to play with him now.

I pushed him back into me. I could feel him urging his cock to stay hard. I could see the concentration in his face. I rode him harder this time. Making it more difficult for him to keep up. "Fuck me, Alex," I moaned. Knowing he was already doing his best.

I rode him harder and his cock popped free again. He made a frustrated sound and I matched it, so he didn't know I was playing on it.

"Why aren't you hard?" I asked, in my most innocent voice. I locked eyes with him. "Is it because of what happened with James?" I slowly stroked his shaft as I said it. "Let's not think about him anymore, okay? Let's focus on us." He was fully hard now. the mental and physical stimulation had worked perfectly.

"I want you to take me like James took me." His cock throbbed with the mention and I pushed him back inside of me. I rode his cock slowly, maintaining eye contact.

I leant forward and whispered softly in his ear, "Fuck me like a slut" I felt his cock throb with anticipation. I was riding him painfully slow but it seemed to be pushing him to the edge.

Alex started to grunt with each time I took his cock in fully. "Can you feel how stretched out I am?" He moaned in response.

I picked up my pace, I could feel that he was rock hard now. I had an idea that I wanted to test out and Alex seemed most receptive right now. I sat up, looking him in the eyes as I bounced up and down on him.

"I'm glad your smaller, I'm too sore for a big cock now" I said playfully. He grunted in response, his cock throbbed. "You like seeing me fucked by someone else, don't you?"I asked him, making sure to make eye contact. He blushed, but didn't answer.

I continued to bounce up and down on his lap, increasing the intensity. "I do," he answered, his eyes rolling back as he savoured the feeling of my pussy.

"James filled me up with so much cum" I added, hoping to fuel his jealousy. "I never thought I could take such a big cock" I smiled as I taunted him his eyes were glazed with pleasure. I stopped riding him. I removed my shirt and laid back on the sofa, opening my legs to give him access. He got between my legs, his eyes fixated on my waiting pussy. I felt a surge of power as I saw his desire.

I slowly stroked his cock. Teasing him before he was allowed to enter me.

"He made me cum so many times." I said to him, taunting him further. "While you were watching, he made sure I came like a slut." Alex pushed back into my pussy. I could see the desperation in his eyes.

He started thrusting. I could feel how close he was to cumming. I intentionally tried to look bored, to play on the humiliation that he seemed to be enjoying. The only sounds were his grunts and his cock plunging into my wet pussy. I watched him closely as he tried his best.

He closed his eyes tight. And grunted. I felt his body convulse as he released deep within me. He let out a final groan and collapsed onto me. We lay there in silence for a moment, catching our breath.

"Alex..." I whispered. "Make me cum now." I pushed at his shoulders to guide him into position. His followed my lead obediently, until his face was lined up with my sex.

I opened my legs wider, offering him complete access. He hesitated for a moment, then moved his face in close, licking along my slit.

I grabbed his hair, guiding his tongue into my pussy. His lips wrapped around my clit, sucking gently. I gasped, throwing my head back. His hand began working my clit faster. I could feel my orgasm building.

I pressed my hands on his head, wanting him to devour me. He took that as encouragement, and intensified his efforts. I felt myself approaching the edge, every nerve ending tingling with anticipation.

I reached down and grabbed his head, grinding my pussy into his face. I looked down, I could see his face was slick with our juices. I felt his tongue enter my pussy again, exploring my insides. His fingers began circling my clit. I gripped his head, feeling myself slipping closer to the edge. I squeezed to try to feed him the cum he'd deposited in me.

I pulled back and felt his tongue lash against my clit, and the walls of my pussy contracted violently.

"Oh, Alex" I threw my head back, the pleasure crashing over me like a wave. With a sharp cry, I exploded into his mouth, my orgasm pulsing through me.

Alex eagerly lapped up my cum, relishing the taste. I held his head, letting him enjoy the aftermath of our passionate encounter. He continued to feast on my cum, as if trying to consume all traces of my orgasm.