Talk to Dot

Michelle ruffled my hair and then opened the door.

“Be good, Babycakes. I’ll see you soon.”

I nodded, she took off my leash, and I crawled inside. The door closed and I was trapped again. It was cold and somehow I was in worse shape than before when I was first put in here.

As I tried to collect my bearings, I could hear Dot freezing. I also could hear the buzzing of my plug vibrating away in my ass. I bit my lip, trying to hold back a moan so I could apologize to Dot.

“Dot?” I said.

She stirred, I don’t know if she was sleeping or just laying down. She got up, came closer, and licked my face. It didn’t bother me as much as it did before, at this point we’d both licked each other’s slits. Then I realized that is exactly what they want from our training and I chided myself for allowing it to work.

“Dot…” I had to hold focus, but fuck, this plug was driving me nuts.

“What is it?”

I can feel my juices running down my legs and I wish I could just take the thing out. I tried to focus on something negative to take me out of a sexual headspace, and unfortunately only one thing came to mind.

“Dot… I’m sorry about the clips.”

Dot hugged me and our breasts pressed into each other. I couldn’t really hug her back because of my new restraints so I more just put my arms around her.

“It’s okay, I did the same thing to Goldie. Please don’t feel guilty. No one deserves what we’re going through and when you just can’t take it, don’t hold back.”

I wish I could just take her word for it.

“I promised I wouldn’t, and I went back on that. So I’m still sorry.” I said.

After she let go I rolled onto my side to give my knees a break. Dot laid down next to me as she cuddled me for warmth or companionship, maybe both. Without a harness I could be the big spoon, and she took advantage. If she noticed my wetness she didn’t say anything.

“Don’t worry about me, this was your first day and you didn’t know what was coming. Just be proud of yourself that you’re having the worst day of your life and yet you care about a stranger.”

I guess she was right, and I appreciated that she was willing to both put up with my failings and admire my strengths. I nuzzled into her a little more as the cold started to become more unbearable. The skin to skin contact was helping me feel a lot more comfortable.

“How was the vet?” She asked.

I mewled realizing she couldn’t see anything, though she might feel it. I also had to consider whether I could trust Dot with what I learned about the vet. I don’t think she’d spoil my plans out of malice, but how would she react if she isn’t a virgin? The vet clearly only had a soft spot for me because of my ‘purity’, and I doubt she’d do anything special for Dot if she isn’t ‘pure’. I decided to just tell her what was done to me.

“She touched me all over, and it was pretty awful knowing… knowing I can’t decide who touches body. She even put her fingers in both my vagina and anus, like it was… normal. It was humiliating.”

She pushed back against me.

“I’m sorry, I wish I could tell you it gets better, or even that you get used to it, but it just is what it is. We’re in this together if that helps.”

Despite the vibrations in my butt, which I couldn’t tell if she could feel or not, I realized asking Dot to get me off, would be doing to her what’s being done to me.

“It does help. They also put my hands in this weird rubber and I can’t move them. They bound my legs in a weird way and they… put… they put a vibrating plug in my butt…”

I realized even with being made into a petgirl and having no say in my own life I was still embarrassed that I allowed all this to be done to me. Maybe I should’ve fought back, even though it wouldn’t have done me any good; I surrendered my dignity so easily.

She held my arm and pulled me in closer as I began getting teary eyed on her shoulder.

“Goldie told me about leg bindings, and I had hand training pretty early too. Was the plug a punishment?”

Jesus, the vibrations are too much. I found myself grinding my crotch into Dot’s ass every time I wasn’t actively fighting against it. Either she wasn’t noticing it or she was just okay with it but either way I felt guilty.

“No… at least I don’t think so… they told me my ass was too tight and needed to relax.”

“Well, it seems I benefited from being down for anal. How is it making you feel?”

So she probably wasn’t a virgin then. Still if I could manipulate the vet, maybe whatever I could manage to free Dot too.

I wasn’t sure whether to be honest about how the vibrations were making me feel. I didn’t want her to feel obligated to help. Maybe I could ask her to help in another way and protect both of us.

“Um… it’s kind of driving me crazy. Could you take it out?”

While I didn’t exactly want her pulling things out of my ass it did seem better than the alternative.

“I wish that I could, but they’ll check randomly. Do you mean it’s turning you on? I could help with that.”

Dammit, Dot. I don’t want you to give away your body so easily. Is this what I’m going to become?

“No… I mean yes, it’s turning me on, but I don’t want you to have to touch me.”

She turned to face me even though I couldn’t see her. I could hear the clink sound as both of the tags on our collars met each other. I could feel her breath on my neck. I wish I could think straight, but between what I’ve been put through already and what’s happening right now, I felt completely off balance.

“I don’t have to, I’m offering to. I could feel you rubbing your pussy against me. I don’t mind, but if you need more, let me help. We only have each other, and I don’t want you to suffer.”

I closed my eyes and wished I could just turn it off. I can’t really consider this can I? I don’t want to, but part of me needs to. I wasn’t sure whether I could subject myself to this or whether I could allow myself to let Dot touch me for her sake, if not my own.