Something else gets in your mind

You quickly reach the living room, but to your confusion and surprise, the gun is nowhere to be found there. You spend a good ten minutes trying to find it before giving up, accepting it simply isn't there anymore. You find you don't care as much as you felt you would about it. You kind of like being Marquee, and your memories of being Mark start to fade, replaced by Marquee's memories. And those memories make you realize you have far better things to do than look for some silly toy, things that make you very wet.

You quickly return to your room and get your laptop, opening it and getting on your bed, as you quickly search for what you are looking for. Luckily, the tab is still open. It is a kinky role-play site you've been using during the last couple of weeks, having fun several people, both regulars and random people you were paired with because of your kink choices. Right now you are in a session with a regular role-player, a girl called Ellen that is about your age.

You bite your lip as you message her that you are ready to continue, noticing she is online. The site has served as a decent way to blow out steam from one of your secret kinks. You are glad when Ellen quickly messages you back that she is ready to continue too. You quickly get into it, typing in how you want her to tie you up and fuck you with a strap-on.

Despite your tomboy attitude and how much you love to use Stephanie for your own pleasure, a few years back you found that you had a somewhat embarrassing submission and BDSM fetish. You didn't dare act it out on Steph, as you felt it would lower her respect for you and cause her to be more rebellious, but in this roleplaying site where no one knew who you really were you found the ideal place to act on it.

It is only text, but just writing about how you moan as your mistress fucks you makes you wet as fuck, and the role-play tends to go in that direction, as your companions know about your fetish, and have domination fetishes of their own. Sometimes as you do this you play with yourself, your fingers just sinking into your soaked pussy enough to bring you massive pleasure and cause you to moan loudly. It is fantastic, and this session promises to be just as good as the previous ones.

You and Ellen quickly pick up from where you last left off, with your tied up to her bed, utterly at her mercy and her wide array of sex toys. It quickly moves on from there, with Ellen teasing you with her vibrators while teasing your body. It isn't long before you are masturbating as you type, imagining it actually happening. However, your personality and the kink clash, the thought of anyone that knows you being aware of your kink you makes you blush. Considering the way you tend to act, you are pretty sure it would just be humiliating.

At any rate, the roleplaying with Ellen and others feel like enough for you, with the rp quickly moving forwards. It isn't long before Ellen is railing you with a large strap-on, making you 'moan like a wanton whore', in your own words. It isn't too far from what would really happen if you got fucked that way, and your own current moans from masturbating are quite loud too. While the rp is fantastic, though, you know you will always have a desire, deep in you, that someone will come along and make you their bitch, dominate you and fuck you.

Sadly, the session has to end early, since Ellen has work to do. With a slight curse and a large amount of disappointment, you say your goodbyes and momentarily stop masturbating, wondering what you will do now, feeling unfulfilled. With a sigh, you wonder if Stephanie is still around. A momentary thought of telling her your kink gets quickly shot down, and you are left wondering what to do for the rest of the day.