Sit silently and look how others play.(Neutral)

"Why do I always do that? I keep forgetting stuff. I guess I have a good memory of numbers but not when it comes to picking shoes."

Watching other girls I felt so stupid, I hope it doesn't cause me any serious trouble. I would like to earn a scholarship this year after all. Fortunately, I am meeting with my boyfriend and my BFF this afternoon. For sure they'll cheer me up.