Single white mom twin black babies

I wake up to one of my babies crying, It's 3am in the morning and this is the 4th time tonight i've been woken up. I don't get much sleep these days. Shut those kids up im tryin to sleep bitch said Jerome who was sleeping next to me naked. He fucked me earlier but now I use protection, everyone needs company and it isnt easy being a single mom.

I walk naked out of the room reflecting on my life these days. Cum is running down my leg from my pussy, none of my black lovers will use condoms I need to rely on birth control.

I go into my kids room I see Shira my daughter and Adam my boy. One of the fathers named them, not that I know which one of them was the father. They held me captive for over 2 weeks and **** me constantly every day. They loved it, it was hell for me. I did leave pregnant with twins, now I have a boy and a girl which is everyone woman's dream but not like this. Not like this.

My life fell apart. I lost everything my fiancee, my job, I am estranged from my family, most of my friends wont talk to me and the few that do rarely interact with me. I even crawled back to my **** begging them for help, they just **** me again and refused to take paternity test or give me any support.

I enrolled on government support while pregnant and was given help with a nice cosy home in the suburbs, small and modest but nice. However, when I gave birth to twins and my case worker found out they were black they felt they should grow up around more black people. I now live in a dingy apartment in the wrong side of town not far from the bar where I was impregnated. I even see the fathers from time, they smirk at me and look real proud of themselves.

I see Adam crying, he always likes to suck on my tits, like his fathers. I pick him and let him suckle milk from my nipple while I single calmy to him. I love my kids even if they were born from ****. I would not undo the past because it would mean undoing them.

I hear Jerome snoring in the other room. A woman does get lonely. White men flee from me now, nobody wants a single mom, especially with 2 black babies. All my friends and acquaintances are now black. For company I rely on black men, none will commit to me or my babies, they just show up to fuck me and hang out. I've accepted this is how it is going to be.

Before I had a good job and a good life. Now I am poor and on welfare. I am required to look for jobs and work. I tried working fast food because that is the best job I could get but the money wasnt worth the time. I now work as a stripper. I am still hot despite having twins, and people do buy a lot of dances but since I am in the poor part of town dances are cheap and tips are almost non-existant. I need to give a big cut to the club too, I make off a little better than minimum wage.