She gasps out loud

Ellie looses control of her body and her emotions bubble over not knowing what to feel or do. However she doesn't think to hold it in. An all to audible "Aaah" Is let out from her lips. Loud enough for Joe to notice.

He freezes, turns his head to look and sees Ellie stand in the door way. His hearts drops and he feels cold even if he is in a hot shower. Oh god how long have she been standing there? Did... Did she hear me say her name? Oh lord! Why did I have to say it out loud?

Her expression doesn't seem horrified or disgusted, only pure shock. Not that it makes his situation any better. He slowly lets go of his cock, it bounces up and down in the air and he reaches out for Ellie. Even if he can't possible reach her. He tries to speak and only manages to get out "Ellie!"

That is however at the same time as Ellie slams the door shut and turns around leaning back against it, holding her hand over her head. He said my name, he said my name.... While doing that. However her though get interrupted by his call. She quickly replies with a "Sorry I didn't mean to Joel. I though someone had broken in. Didn't think it was you! Sorry bye..." Then she walks back down into the living room sitting in the couch, feeling exhausted.

Joel was left really conflicted and insecure. She didn't mention anything about what he was doing nor about him saying her name. That she saw him beating his meat was for certain but if she heard him say her name was not all that obvious. Of course she would never bring up any of the two and will probably pretend she didn't see or hear anything.

Ellie was wresting with just that problem. Should she just pretend and act stupid if he asks her? Claiming she didn't have time to really see anything? Would that work? She started thinking about what it meant that he was doing it. That must mean he is feeling lonely right? She have heard guys needs to let out some steam so to speak. That's not the thing that worry her most, though that is a problem because he must have a hard time finding someone else to help him with it.

But that problem may be because he wants her? Oh god he moaned her name. The way he looked at her too. Such a defeated and hopeless look, it was proof enough he did mean her. She didn't like to see him like that at all. Her hero looking at her like that. No she never wanted to see him like that again. He really struggled with it as well, usually boys have a girl to help them with that kind of stuff.

If... If Joel really needs help with that... isn't it just fair she pays him back for everything he have done? She wants to help him anyway she can if he needs help and would do anything for him. But she never though it would include this kind of stuff. She wasn't sure though if this was right...