Selene's Wisdom

When you wake up the next day, you find that Sarah has (probably wisely) deleted last night's video from her social media. Luckily, she'd posted it to a private account that very few knew of, so it wouldn't spread too much either. But you spend the morning on tenterhooks - for today is your first session with Selene.

Warily, you make your way across town to her emporium. Her shop is open, but thankfully, there are no customers. Selene is at the counter, and a wide spread spreads across her face when she sees you.

"Ah, Ian. I'm glad you could make it. Let's go to my office." she says before pressing a button that lights up the 'closed' sign on her door. You follow her into a small, spartan office. She sits behind a desk, and gestures for you to take a seat on one of the leather chairs. It's quite comfortable, to your surprise. She looks at you expectantly.

"So..." you say.

She gives a short, sharp, smile. "Ian, if we're going to do this, you need to tell me why you're here. It's hard, I know. But you need to say the words."

You gulp, but you realize there's no backing out now. "I'm here... because I like to watch Neha with other men." you bite out.

"Very good. Now, what can you tell me about those other men. How are they different to you, and what does Neha do differently with them, in your fantasies?"

This is... tough, you admit to yourself.

"Well, they're bigger, taller, fitter. I'm a fit guy, I swim and run track, but the sort of guy I'm thinking about is ripped." you say, tentatively.

"Well, part of that is that you're thinking of men older than you, with more time to grow into their bodies. But that's not really it, is it?"

You look at her quizzically.

"Their musculature and physical bearing isn't what you find interesting, is it? There's something else. You know what it is. You need to say it."

You swallow, your mouth suddenly dry.

"Their cocks..." you finally whisper.

"What was that. Say it loudly and proudly. And in a full sentence."

"The thought of Neha having sex with men with bigger dicks than me is very arousing to me." you say, loudly and clearly.

"Very good, Ian. This is the first step. Male sexuality is... elastic. It can be bent this way or that with a little help. You see, your attraction here - and this is part of the process of sexual attraction - is not so much just Neha's enhanced pleasure. A part of you is vicariously living out your phallic desires through Neha's pleasure." she explains.

You frown. "I'm not gay... I don't even think I'm bi..."

She snorts. "Of course you're bi. Everyone is. People knew that a hundred years ago. And our understanding of sexuality is even better now. No, your attraction is not to men - I agree, you're not gay - but to cocks. And when you realize that, you'll be able to get the most out of your fetish and your relationship with Neha. Speaking of, how is she by the way?"

"She's fine," you mutter, looking down. "We're... taking a break. Until July."

"Really!" Selene's eyes light up. "And can I infer that your... trial separation... is because of your fetish."

You say nothing, but you notice that her smile grew wider. "Well! Then it's a damn good thing you came here today." she asserts.

She looks at you, contemplating something.

"All right, I know what we have to do. You'll thank me for this, I promise."

She gets up and leaves, leaving you sitting there bemused. You look around, trying to find clues about Zygmus, Orlov, Intelligentsia, Ira... but there's nothing. The only decorations in the room are her impressive diploma's, and her even more impressive research prizes.

She returns with a small box. "This is a tape stimulator, something my former colleagues at the Slim Institute designed. It's a little old, but it's FDA approved and very reliable. Take it."

You take the box and open it. Inside is what appears to be a thick, transparent band-aid with some kind of circuit running through it.

"What does it... do? How do I use it" you ask.

"You apply it underneath the base of your testes. It keeps a low-level electrical current running that ensures you're always slightly aroused, and much more easily led to higher peaks of arousal. And when I'm close - say 5 meters or so - I can cause or terminate orgasms. Anyway, go on then. Put it on. Dressing rooms outside to your right."

Scared, you do as she says and return. When you do, you see Selene has the VR set you used earlier. "Here, go to the changing room and put this on as well. You can play the same video you so enjoyed the last time. But this time, I want you to focus on the cocks on display, and not Neha. And take it seriously - I'll be tracking your eye movement from here. If you don't take this seriously, we are through."

Gulping, you take the VR headset and go back to the changing room. Immediately, you're assaulted by the sights that made you so horny before... Neha dancing with a handsome man in the gazebo is first. But you **** yourself to focus on the man's cock as soon as it appears - and suddenly, you feel an incredible surge of arousal. Adrenaline rushes through you as you **** yourself to stare at the meaty, thick cock that Neha's slobbering over. Almost immediately, you come, and it is glorious. As you do, a pink haze fills your vision, and...

You come to just as the headset unlocks itself. You feel warm and tingly all over. There's more come in the changing room than you'd thought - perhaps you came more than once? A speaker turns on, and Selene calls you back into her office. You dress clumsily, irritated at the way your boxers chafe against you, and make your way back to the office.

"How do you feel?" she asks. "Leave no detail out."

"Weird. Really good..." you say, honestly. "But I'm... tingly. And my boxers feel rough..."

"That's to be expected. It looks like the tape worked extremely well with you."

"What did... what did I see?" you ask.

"We did a bit of hypnotic affirmation... to see whether you were attracted to cocks in any way or not. Since you came three times, I'd say you are."

You reel back, stunned. But you also feel a faint tingle of arousal. And you detect a note of triumph in Selene's eyes.

"Ok. This first task will also help with your chafing issue. I want you to go to the mall - you can go to NearCity if you like - and buy yourself some panties. "

"I can't-" you start, but Selene is ruthless.

"No, if you don't want my help, walk away now. I'll eat the cost of the tape, but we'll never work together again. And you'll be barred from my store as well." Her face then softens. "Here, we'll put you on a bus. The near city mall is an hour away, and you should be able to get there and back without issues. And trust me on the panties."

You sigh and agree, too mellow to argue, and head out to the bus station for your quest.