Search about ABDL

After seeing someone wearing a diaper at such age without medical problem, I begin to look into the Twit's account to learn more about it and why he loves to wear diapers and such. As I scroll into the posts, I encounter another Twit user who also love to wear diapers. Somehow, I don't know why, but looking at the photos and videos of them wetting and playing in their diapers, it makes me feels something inside, and also hot.

I keep on scrolling for a few more minutes until I found a word of "ABDL". Afterward, I look up the words online for the word "ABDL" and find a community full of people wearing diapers, sucking pacifiers, drinking from baby bottles and others. I think to myself, "Does this people have mental sickness for them to act like this?". I search more and stumble upon a blog page saying that ABDL people are not mentally sick or anything, they're just wanting an usual lifestyle and for some, it's just fetishes. They also disclose that most people who don't know about ABDL might think of kids and babies and thus thinking of pedophile, but no, the ABDL is a lifestyle or fetish that adult enjoy and not wanting to have anything to do with kids or underage. They'll act like like babies but only towards themselves or with their partners. ABDL people also know that being an ABDL have it's place and limits. When everyone walk around each other, they don't know if the person who walked pass them is an ABDL or not. Reason to this is because ABDL people don't want to be judged upon, they choose this lifestyle because they want to be free and don't have to think about reality for awhile, when they got off work, they'll simply put a diaper on ones they're home and to forget about the reality and releases some stress, while some might continue their work at home but with diapers on as well.

I think to myself "Jezz, so specifics." I scroll through the articles, blogs, posts about ABDL to finally understand a bit about ABDL. "Who would have thought they actually exist, now I wonder how they get into this lifestyle. Maybe I could ask someone's opinion about it or try to experience it myself."